Maybe It's Me

The Knots

"dont u cry its over now" are the only words I wanna hear
no blue skies have come around here
at least as of lately

say they're fine enough to smile..
are they really fine enough to live?
near 18 but still a child
I am truly no adult in the slightest

the the the days are re p p p peating
cant stop drinking empty feelings
(I'm an alcoholic)
the the the time is t t t ticking
still cant find a single reason like them
are they really happy?..

cause I see them fcking living
maybe they don't have to worry like me
maybe they don't have to worry like I've been lately

look in glass, I'm swinging words at my body like they're wrecking balls
i guess its what i deserve
life is truly one A-team throwing curveballs

the the the shadows are c c c creeping
on the walls and on the ceiling
(oh its so psychotic)
c cause the sun is still b b b beaming
still cant find a single reason like them
are they really happy?

cause I see them fcking living
maybe they don't have to worry like me
maybe they don't have to worry like I've been...

lately I've been wasting time
emptiness has filled my mind to the point i cant move forward
lately I've been telling lies
saying i don't want to die
but i love our apartment and my corner
i truly cant think anywhere warmer

and maybe i don't need to worry like
yeah maybe i don't need to worry like I've been lately

Lately (worry like me)

Honey

Nanana

Here Goes Nothing!

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Rest Of My Night

Angel Numbers

Marginalia

Dog Years

A tender acoustic journey through hope, loss, and the burning desire to truly live. "I Want to Live Madly" tells the story of a soul who refuses to fade—who lights the darkness with trembling flame and carves songs from sorrow's stone. The bridge blooms into an emotional peak, a dialogue between guitar, piano, and strings, before dissolving into a whispered outro that lingers like a memory.

Inspired by Alexander Blok.

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