Big As Life & Twice as Frightening

Please enjoy an instrumental trip through an industrial forge of alchemical consciousness...

This journey will continue.

Alchemical [Instrumental]

Remixed and remastered.

Originally released September 2023

PRODUCED BY:
Dead Hazards

MIXED BY:
João Pedro Rodrigues Martins

MIXED AT:
Undogmatic, Lisbon, Portugal

MASTERED BY:
Close friend

COVER DESIGN:
Paul at Proximityart

BIG THANKS TO:
Everyone above!

Recorded in London, United Kingdom (2023)

Spoiled

casi murió

The life that is lost in the ether
Spread so thin it is toast
Is missed in the family history 
Like a parasite to the host 

Trying to hide while it’s flirting
Will leave life behind on the train
It moves but does not choose its station
It cannot hide from the pain 

So sing this song
And sing it all as one we know we’re 
Holding on
On for just as long as we can
Sing this song
And sing it all as one 
For the day will come 
When we can’t hold on

Drop the philosophy 
It is not helping me
Feed all the lives in my charge
I struggle 
To make my two ends meet
I’ll die on my two feet
My problem growing too large 
I struggle

How can I care when I cannot keep the lights on
Plan for a future when I can’t see where it comes from 
Do I dream of a day not draped in loss?

I’ll tell you what I want and who I hope comes by
Fucking God with a shitty story sad sigh
Cry my river and I’ll get on your cross
Cos your the boss

So sing this song
And sing it all as one we know we’re 
Holding on
On for just as long as we can
Sing this song
And sing it all as one 
For the day will come 
When we can’t hold on
You will hold on
And I will try
But Mother Earth 
Plays melodies 
That lie

Listen my son
I should have told you 
Before the end of my days
You are you
And there’s nothing to do
But sing this song in your way
There’s a voice that doubts it
It calls to us all
But you belong
At the heart of the song 
So come my son, now don’t fall

Earth be my mother
Make me another
Spare me all this pain
My life is a torment
Agony is my rent 
I pay to see the next day

I am down
Hold on my son
I am down
Hold on my son

So sing this song
And sing it all as one we know we’re 
Holding on
On for just as long as we can
Sing this song
And sing it all as one 
For the day will come 
When we can’t hold on
You will hold on
And I will try
But Mother Earth 
Plays melodies 
That lie

Holding On

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and you've got 13 reasons
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