surrender

you gon get lyrics when i feel like it and right now i dont feel like it


may first w orlando — ((sick of you

do you think im a bad person demo

prod me 
demo , didn't make it onto @holdmetillicry

im feeling sick
i can't wake up or feel again
it's another thing that'll make me dead
and all those messages u sent
i don't think i'll open all ur txts
i rly hate u
but i love u
but ur just so damn fucking weird
i might go and kill myself tomorrow
just to hope that you'll be near

i feel the sorrow
i can't sleep right
i could go and kill myself like tonight
spent my life in bed
i can't even cope
all i do is smoke
god i'm such a joke

i really wish that you could see
but i know you'll never notice me
i feel so goddamn incomplete
i'll end up dead in a few weeks

i really wish that i could see you everyday
but i know i'll only feel
just a certain type of way
i know i wanna keep u safe
baby please just be okay
i really wanna fucking kill you just so things go all my way

oh i'm so fucked
i'm cursed
and it really fucking hurts
i'm scared
oh i'm so doomed
or worse

and i'll never know
if it's meant to be
or if i'm the worst
i think i'm the worst
and i'll never know
if it's a gift or a curse
or if i'm the worst
i'm the worst, i'm the worst, i'm the worst




i think i'm the worst

@menthol100s nyan cat suicide note
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@koffinnn
 if i found you covered all in blood
id still fuck
what else can i do
man lifes so rough
sell my soul to nyan cat
kill my lungs with a blunt
idc if you dont like this song kill ur fucking self
ur a pseudo intellectual choking on your own dick
Take it to internet no one in your life gives a shit
Put some cyanide in your cup and drink it
Blow your fucking brains out—

nyan cat suicide note cover

#slutslutslutslutslutslutslutslut69 prod me

first love

lyrics


so when my jig is up are u gonna go away I hope so
Im just a piece of shit I wished it on me anyway I dont know

I remember you from like 7 years ago
Think that you were mina and i was i dont know
You were up in canada ill go do a show
I bet that you forgot all about me since then
You showed me this song it was on ur instagram
I thought it was corny but you said it was ur jam
You would talk to me bout other dudes and stuff
I shouldntve kept my fucking stupid mouth shut
Now ur in ur twenties and i hope ur doing fine
Hope u quit the soda and i hope ur still online
I need to move on instead of dwelling on the past
I hope im not crazy i hope you remember that

jasper

they always say to be yourself but that shit never works

devoid of pride,
nowhere to hide.
i hate myself,
i hate myself.
time hurts so much,
im straying further
from ironic pain:
id do it all over again.

i will be dead
before my existential dread.
i have no free will,
what is the universe’s deal.
i think too fast,
and that is why misery lasts.
if there’s a god
he is the devil in disguise.

the devil in disguise

Vampyr self prod mostly     VampMoth

https://open.spotify.com/artist/1AEppjPQ6ntjGoWUl2C5C3

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