5 Seconds Before The Explosion

written/recorded in the last days of living in santa cruz before my house flooded and i moved across the country and started a whole new life with a wife and family and kids and two little dogs

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My mind hurts I go outside to run away
Out in the snow shock so I can escape me
I don’t feel it maybe im somewhat vacant
Did I just want something that cannot happen?

Watching all the smart girls out doing dumb things
To be in a state opposite to reality
I need that I wanna feel alright ideally 
Love is the cure what this is feels for real 
they're  high 
like the chemtrails
Over the night club
to be laughing 
to be pretty 
to be seen

Don’t worry about how the story will end
The truth usually betrays people in the end
To wish away and erase the painful memories
im back in the city meet me for a drink bb

Grey day dim in the rain wet clothes piled on the floor
I don’t feel like a real woman ???? but I felt so pretty as ugly before
The fact is every one of us is arrested
or maybe or maybe or maybe

pretty ugly Unmixed Demo

below unfinished demo

No one can hear your screams 
When they left you there, Tuthankhamun's Tomb
Anubis on your shoulder
The cackle from the jackal fills the room
Thousands of scarabs cover your body
Ready to devour your mortal remains
Onset of crazy fever 
Slowly driving you insane

Powerful Khepri
Can you save me ?

Alone with the Pharoh king
Waiting for the barge to the underworld
Gold and diamonds, all possesions
Fall to the floor as the shroud unfurls
Trapped in the tomb, you gasp for air
And pray to Ra for your release
Whole body slowly failing
As you sit and wait for the final feast

Only your soul
For eternity


pretty ugly Unmixed Demo

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