i'm going insane (mixtape ver)

@admyremebryre:
i dont wanna be here but im too scared to go
i dont know what to do but im too scared to know
can you bury me alive, im stuck inside a life
im scared of living, everyday i just survive

mythical destination
i see you but youre not around
looking for an explanation
but my head is always in the clouds

im an imperfect creation
kicked down and my problems all surround
cant float in my imagination
but the real world feel like bout to drown

why cant i just keep it
all together
i dont think i can handle
all the pressure

now im in the spotlight
but i cant shake the feeling that its not right
i dont wanna keep faking like im alright
too scared to do it, im hoping god might

@mekelgiveemhell:
as of late, i think im struggling to think straight 
my mental worsening, its something that i cant take
my sense of self is warped, too much for my damn brain

bad fungi lowering my frames per second
i cannot take suggestions 
i just relay my message
whenever imma say that imma get my fam right 

i cannot take depression
maintain the faith, the lesson
im tryna say is to focus on your own life
 
cuz if you put in work we gon survive
you gotta take control of your own life
hoping the best gon come in due time
and soon enough i hope that everything is alright

cuz if you put in work we gon survive
you gotta take control of your own life
hoping the best gon come in due time
and soon enough i hope that everything is alright

@admyremebryre:
i dont wanna be here but im too scared to go
i dont know what to do but im too scared to know
can you bury me alive, im stuck inside a life
im scared of living, everyday i just survive

survive [ft. me'kel]

The back slowed(prod. xxantria)

WORLD (brigwapo)

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https://savedher.bandcamp.com/album/conflict-of-being


1.Healing The Earthquakes

2.Uncertain (feat. Tomcha) 

3.Square One (feat. Lerado Khalil) 

4.90012 (feat. For Elle) 

5.Till It Wasnt (feat. Mosiahade) 

6.Like Me (feat. quinn) 

7.Tolerance (feat. zesh) 

8.Kept The Ring (feat. YL) 

9.Heart Type (feat. Tony Bontana)

10.All Mine

CONFLICT OF BEING

More of you

(Verse 1)
You don’t even know me, why you acting so mad? 
Motherfuckers can't handle the truth, that's why they music so bad
I know i'm on your mind, it's honestly sad
Why you so lonely motherfucker, go get cash

(Chorus)
Im feeling too nauseous, nobody listen to me
I’m moving too toxic, that's not how its supposed to be
I’m moving too cautious, won't fold to any degree
Fuck all of your logic, it don't make any sense to me
X2

(Verse 2)
I want the cash today
I told myself I need a bag today
If I had to be you instead of be me then I honestly might as well pass away
Might run it back, okay
You red in the face and all mad, ole 
It’s crazy to see how you wanna be me, honestly you be going out sad, no way

Money change the mood
Green fade to blue
Like we playing chess, I’m really tryna make a move
Know you hate to lose
But it’s all you do
And I love to see it, you can fucking hate me too
Oh 

(Chorus)
Im feeling too nauseous, nobody listen to me
I’m moving too toxic, that's not how its supposed to be
I’m moving too cautious, won't fold to any degree
Fuck all of your logic, it don't make any sense to me
X2

Don’t Make Sense (Prod. Singleway!)

Not too proud of this song now, but ive got better things on the way dw😁

Lyrics:
(Hook) 
Pistol whipping ain't enough, i gotta hit em with a rocket
Fuck what you say, unless it’s about the profit
I just want money, cash, mula, what you call it
Way too busy to care ‘bout the gossip

I won't ever stop until my money long
And who the fuck gave you a mic, you cannot make a song
Motherfuckers really talk they shit as if I care at all
Your top track aint comparable to any song that’s in the vault

(Verse)
Huh
I cannot miss
I cannot waste any time because time equal money, i need me a watch on my wrist
Time equal money, i had to protect it
Huh
Yeah, i had to Patek it
I cannot fuck with no loser, yo bitch is a chooser, im sorry to say how it is

Like how you made it up to 2024?
This ain't your year, let it go
Make your resolution getting your own flow

Woah, I’ve been going crazy
Off it lately 
I been in my zone, you could never hope to phase me

Said you could never hope to phase me
Leave em on the floor if he ever say he made me 
I cannot afford to let anybody change me
Guaranteed to even out the score if he ever try to play me

(Hook) 
Pistol whipping ain't enough, i gotta hit em with a rocket
Fuck what you say, unless it’s about the profit
I just want money, cash, mula, what you call it
Way too busy to care ‘bout the gossip

I won't ever stop until my money long
And who the fuck gave you a mic, you cannot make a song
Motherfuckers really talk they shit as if I care at all
Your top track aint comparable to any song that’s in the vault

Rocket (Prod. Jhai & Nighttiger)

first version, recorded on electric acoustic around September 2023 before I got my telecaster.

hurt (demo)

THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE UPCOMING ALBUM

prod me
no mix, demo
extra guitar work by me
cover art from "chirk" game
production inspired by freger

so summer's gone
it's fun to act like it's not over
i'm ugly like i was back then
i ran away into a mountain
where nothing passes by but wind
and everybody's looking at me
but no one looks at me like you, no one looks at me like you
it all went wrong
i tried to tell you you were different
you never even paid me mind
and getting you to say i love you
isn't the same as ily
and if i wasn't so obsessed
i admit that it's a waste of time, admit that it's a waste of time

would you care to add me to the roster
my bones are getting weak
i know i've been acting like a monster
but don't be afraid of me
this time i don't wanna go home
i'll be one of your freaks
your sorry eyes put me to bed, wake me up from my sleep
gnawing every single bone you shattered
you're everything i need
lately you've been coming off as creepy, like there's something that you've seen
why couldn't things be simple as i thought they would be
i clenched my jaw hard onto you, now i ran out of teeth

survive [ft. me'kel]

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