jolly.

mortality.

Death By Ghostz.

shadow.

i wasn’t born — i was broken into.
raised in rot. cut from quiet.
this one’s for the ones who feel invisible in daylight.
this is NEVERWAS.
The Lost The Loud and the Low.


🌑 alt rap / dark rap
🕯️ bpm 140 / key E♭ minor
💀 written, performed, and self-exorcised by imjd

NEVERWAS

If you've ever felt like a ghost in a getaway car...

★ Raw • Haunting • Cathartic ★

Dive into a ghost story where pop-punk’s confessional rage meets hauntcore’s eerie intimacy. This acoustic-driven track wraps desperate highway imagery ("headlights, red lights, sirens bright") in stripped back guitar rawness, capturing the exhaustion of outrunning your own shadow.

Key themes:

☠️ Self haunting (“I’m my own worst memory”)

🚗 Escapism’s dead ends (“Can’t outrun myself in either lane”)

⚰️ Resignation (“Dig myself into a little plot of grass”)

Lyrics:

I distanced myself to see what would stay near
Admittedly I don't see much, all too clear
Head lights, red lights, and sirens bright at the rear
But the subject in the mirror is much closer than it appears

And I see it now, the ghost I tried to leave
Following me down these empty streets
I believe it now, like you used to say
I'm my own worst memory

Windows down, July rain as cold as your glare
Heavy is the head, cold wind, silence in the air
Better left unsaid, can't speak what's not here
Never tried my best, couldn't make myself seem to care

But every mile I drive is a roadside flare
Double parked going sixty, lighting a cigarette, texting "I'm almost there"
Can’t outrun myself, in either lane, always left, right, disappear
Wind blows tumble weeds down a familiar road of tears

And I see it now, the ghost I tried to leave
Following me down these empty streets
I believe it now, like you used to say
I'm my own worst memory

Am I running from the past or chasing what’s ahead?
These sirens behind me can’t drown what’s in my dread
The lights are getting closer, fear is getting clear
Is it a dead end ahead or highway deer

Rearview conversations I never will outpace
Every mile marker takes a turn to make their case
Tires drift the shoulder, rubber stays in place
Fell asleep at the wheel trying to erase

And I see it now, where I was supposed to be
Spent to much time at lights in disbelief
I believe you now, I just don't trust the memory
Cause you can't get that far with a tank on E

I missed my turn a while back
Think I'll park in the shade
Dig myself into a little plot of grass
I tire of taking winding paths too fast, too fast

Free Download

Flat

A fragile confession from within the fog.
This track blends 432Hz-tuned handpan, cinematic hard piano, and alt-pop emotional intensity.
Built on distorted 808s, slap guitar bursts, and a voice caught between breath and collapse.

Whispered. Raspy. Haunted.
For anyone who's ever felt unseen but still breathing.

Still Here(English ver)

Fuck you

Composed over the course of a single month in 2022. Each track is a portrait of a traumatic episode in my life — wounds I chose to let bleed through sound, in the hope of healing. A large part of me died within these songs. This is a testament to my survival, my foolishness, my madness, my passion, my mistakes, my humanity.

Tiny spider eyes

I just wanted to scream and embrace my ugliness. 
Permanent decisions aren’t solutions. And the sun is never late.

You took my pizza Now take my pain [demo]

Instrumental Demos. Love you, bye.
Btw i had a lot of fun making these tracks, thanks for listening!

Perreke sucio, Corazón partido

My tears are golden oceans

Dance me to the Climax

[Verse 1]  
You speak in riddles I can't read  
But your silence says what I need  
在黑夜里你是影子  
A ghost that I still chase  

[Pre-Chorus]  
You haunt the mirrors and the rain  
Your name still burns inside my brain  
你留下的痛太真实  
But pain is how I know I lived  

[Chorus]  
We talk in ghost language  
Words that hurt, love that's vanished  
Echoes trapped in my veins  
You’re gone, but I remain  

We talk in ghost language  
Left behind in lost anguish  
The past won’t set me free  
Your shadow still speaks to me  

[Verse 2]  
You moved like whispers in the fog  
A coded message I can’t log  
我梦见你每个夜晚  
Still waking up to your command  

[Bridge]  
I tried to cleanse, to overwrite  
But you return each sleepless night  
Ghost in my chest, you never leave  
I’m fluent now in make-believe  

[Final Chorus]  
We talk in ghost language  
Words that hurt, love that's vanished  
Echoes trapped in my veins  
You’re gone, but I remain  

We talk in ghost language  
Left behind in lost anguish  
The past won’t set me free  
Your shadow still speaks to me

Ghost Language

Track 1 - Sex, Drugs and NASCAR [ASH CULT]

Sex, Drugs and NASCAR

(prod. me)
В моих легких

В легких CO2, вторая жизнь мне дана
Ты меня любишь
Это какой-то бред

Не даю шанс
Бью по коленям
hey bae
Это все мое недоверие

Save my heart baby
Я страж твоей темницы
давай всю жизнь с тобой 
просто веселиться

Не хочу ничего такого
Это из за здоровья моего
Дай мне просто умереть

die die 

Я не гожусь ни для чего
Для этого мира very slow
U u very jealous
мое сердце сжалось
увидев тебя чуть не разорвалось

Ohmygod 

Где мое успокоительное
Ты обворожительна
Будто приняла стойку оборонительную
Стук стук сердце в паузе
проверьте пульс может притворяется

Ambigramme, c’est un miroir.
Un son froid, spectral, où tout se retourne : la forme, le flow, le sens.

𝙞∂𝙯 trace une ligne entre la chair et le digital, entre l’ombre et la vibration.

—
prod / mix : i∂z
genre : rap froid, expérimental, organique

#i∂z #ambigramme #coldrap #experimental #vibeorganique #underground #newwave

ɨ∂z ⧫ A⧫M⧫B⧫I⧫G⧫R⧫A⧫M⧫M⧫E

a melodic anglecore track about fading light — 110 bpm, nostalgia, and wings that never landed.

ghost.wings

Slowed + reverb edit of my original track.
Frozen ambience, soft distortion, a quiet pull into the dark.

Rift (Slowed + Reverb)

🎶 Multi-Genre Producer | FL Studio Enthusiast
Creating music that breaks boundaries and blends genres. Over 3 years in the lab, turning ideas into beats, melodies, and vibes you can’t resist. Every track tells a story..

🌐 Open to collaborations | Always experimenting | Music for every mood

i∂z, créateur audacieux et innovant, se tient à l'avant-garde de la fusion entre la technologie et la musique. À travers un style unique qui oscille entre rap instrumental, électro, et des touches de pop/rock, il propose une expérience sonore immersive et introspective. Chaque morceau est un espace de recherche et d'expérimentation, où les frontières se brouillent pour laisser place à une créativité libre et inspirée. IAZik se distingue par ses instrumentaux qui captivent et explorent l'inconnu, en quête perpétuelle d'aspiration musicale.
Signal@IAZik.01 // Instrumentals //

Blu Eyed Lucy

...cursed raps and haunted trap for addicts, ex-lovers, and vampires..

NEW SINGLE - [EVISCERATE] OUT NOW!

nothing. Even if I never become anyone. Still — I wanted to reach someone’s pain. What’s here are fragments of broken feelings, unanswered prayers. I just hope they reach someone who still can’t say “it’s over.” Throw your truth back at me — noise, ache, anything. I’m listening.報われなくてもいい。何者にもなれなくていい。 それでも私は、誰かの痛みに触れたい。 ここには、報われない祈りと、壊れた感情の断片。 誰かの「まだ終われない」に届くことを願って。 本音を、心のノイズを、コメントしてほしい。

XXIU — electronic music artist, whose work combines energy with a dreamy atmosphere

Music for the lost, the loud, and the low
somewhere between shadows and sadness
horrorcore meets heartbreak — raw and real.

lo-fi, sad rap, necrotrap, alt rap
🖤 thanks for listening.🖤

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