Untill I Cry ;'(

Katie Dey - Fear O' The Light

You Really Shouldn't Eat/Your Friends

i like having the lyrics drowned out by the instruments but i also like the lyrics so:

you have hatred in your heart 
it lives deep inside of you and constitutes a part of who you are
you have hatred in your heart

you're incapable of love
been this way since u were born your brain was kind of broken from the start
you're incapable of love

consider this an affirmation
consider this a doctor's note

it'll never be enough
your teeth will fall out one by one for feelings that you know will never come
it will never be enough

youre a sentimental husk 
it's chrystal clear to everyone that you are so tremendously fucked up
you're a sentimental husk

Affirmation/Chant

Reptiles in General

The afterlife sounds scary
An eternity just existing
I don’t want to
I’d rather sleep, please thank you
Something that’ll never cease
Something held without release
Doesn’t matter what it is
I’m sure I’ll get sick of it
God please help me
Help me understand what You mean
In the phrases and hymns that I read and sing
And the feelings I feel every Sunday morning
Nothing makes sense it’s all too complex
And I’m too stupid to try and do it anymore
Now I’m just trying to live through it
Antidepressants, pills and therapy
All they can offer to me to answer the question that’s always there staring right back at me
Why are we here, it’s not just adolescent fear
About future things it’s about human beings and the fate of all of us that’s unclear	
Nobody knows, nobody knows and I’m so 
Frustrated with the problem of where I’ll go when I’m dead and alone
Is there Heaven and Hell? I couldn’t even tell you
Where I would end up, I’m just fed up running around not knowing what I’m afraid of
OUTRO
Where will I go, is my soul all alone?
Am I just floating and looking into places unknown?
Am I nothing or something? Is something wrong?
Am I just here to hold this place until something new comes along?

Void

open up and swallow

Yet another assignment from last year’s uni course in music production. This was the last assignment where we were to make a full song with vocals while using samples, certain production techniques, synths and drums made from scratch, among other things - basically everything we’d gone over. It didn’t have to be 100% finished, which this isn’t cause there are a lot of tweaks to be made still. The lyrics are mostly nonsense and a couple old notes from scrapped song ideas or b-sides, just to fill the space.

staring at my plants heartbeat for metronome

You Really Shouldn't Eat/Your Friends

adrenaline, etc