Your Presence Is My Home - Joshua Shaw

Miles To Go

Matthew Heller’s latest record, Criticism, Judgement, Heartbreak, and Peril, marks a significant moment in his evolution as an artist—a point where his self-reflection meets his bold commitment to examining the complexities of the human experience. These songs dig into themes of growth, discomfort, and a deep yearning for connection. It’s a raw and honest exploration of what it means to wrestle with one’s place in the world, and how to navigate a life filled with contradictions. Heller isn’t afraid to face the uncomfortable truths head-on, whether it’s his own struggles or the broader issues he contemplates. Each song on the record invites the listener to join him on this journey, to reflect alongside him, and to find resonance in shared human experience.

When I'm With You -  DP master v1 - 16 bit

this came to just before our child's death on her  operation 

Black Moon Croaked.m4a

Cry is for Christian.m4a

TIME FLIES

Its all fading to black vocal xxxtentacion

Chasin' Whiskey

Chasin' Whiskey (feat. Jake Worthington)

Tired of life and London-1.m4a

all my friends are wacked  with mental illness 

A toast to absent minded friends.m4a

The Supper Club, New York City, New York.
November 17th 1993, Late Last Show

A toast to absent minded friends.m4a

Adrian Maasdorp