circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5mVd9_45ro

who are you and i 
again i thought i made it right
idk u at all u 
break my heart and claim my life
who are you to cry
get outta here with ur disguises so like 
our mission compromised and
my time is running out

for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified

CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!
CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!

sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
i cant get ya off of me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf

i dont even do this shit for myself anymore i do this for my family

but u 
look just like the girl of my dreams
so we can sit and talk about everything
i'm upset idk what happened 2 me
my time is running out

for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified

CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!
CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!

sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
i cant get ya off of me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf

slow burning
i don't really care about your soul searching
eyes on the back of my skull turning the other way
you'll never figure me out
youre a big part of my odyssey
so i dont wanna restart can you promise me that youll
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me


save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love love love love love huh why you

sex love idgaf *mv in description

im all for it
im all for it

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

im saying you don't know at all
you hate the way i talk
why do you hate it all?
i'm out of it, lost
you say there's something off with me, i can't even respond
so baby do you hate me
do you think im pretty oh god
bitch i hate it
i want you to save me
i know you want to take it
you won't get a taste
saying that i'm dangerous
but you won't see me break

yeah see me break
i know how you feel, and it makes me ache
they all wanted me but i can't be taken
can't be taken
give or take, i'll still end up dead

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

We Have Nothing

Said i owed you a profit, I know
Whatever it is, you might have lost it
Just keep going, don't stop
Thinking about the days we hated each other
Do you hate me now? (If you do, that's alright)
You tell me that i'm in your sleep in every weather (Can't get it back, all you do is let go)

I don't want to go right to that place again
And everytime i cry, why does it end with the pain?

(If you ain't got no-)
No, love, if you hear me you know im not there right now
(If you ain't got no-)
Stay awake for me baby i know I've been gone
(If you ain't got no-)
No one left, it would kill me just to be like you right now, right now, no
(If you ain't got no-)
I know i bluffed it all, but baby (Don’t stop, D-Don’t stop)

We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
x2

I know i bluffed it all but baby
I know i bluffed it all but baby

Don't Stop, Go On Forever

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april 21st

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