I started this at the beginning of 2022 while I was riding my longboard in Venice Beach. This is the first solo produced track that I have made since I started producing in 2015. In the meantime, I've taken a keen interest in the phonk genre and I am curious to see where that comes of it.



Artwork by @cliffvrd 

Now available on Spotify and all streaming services

SURF DUDE '95

REGARDLESS - MarkusDied Remix

A collection of things I've not released from the last 2 years.   Some of these things may not be new to you, but for most of of you, yes. 

It's a dive, into that out of body etherial space again.
Some moments almost sound like normal music, and I'm glad for that.
Either way, I wanted to compile these works into an album ..... as always; CATHARSIS     
The song names are just as improvisational as the songs themselves.
The titles are actually so lengthy that SOUNDCLOUD>COM can't handle them. So they're shorter than the ones on other streaming services.


 Trollolol.

- love, Shibari

Shit Shit Shit, Ugh Why Would Even be a Whim of Anything for the Public Cochlea,Malleus,Incus,Stapes

Spooky Season Y'all

Artwork by: @riig-ged

Listen on YouTube: https://youtu.be/qCpFmxV2zhM

@xn_music
linktr.ee/xn_music
www.youtube.com/channel/UC22V1RC-Lrzl_Y5JJnbeFww
sptfy.com/xn_music

This Is Halloween (XN Remix)

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/TxpYg5On3Ss

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Was it destiny?

Was it coincidence?

It does not matter.

For now we are together.

And our creations can take form.

Within this cosmic tapestry.

Deostra.

Free Download

Explosion Of Light

I am thrilled to be releasing this song on the @chrysaliscollective Coordinates compilation! This is a very special project focusing on storytelling through soundscapes within specific keys and lacking the typical structure and fixed on-the-grid tempos you see in most modern songs. It was a wonderfully open-ended creative experience and I'm honored to be a part of the release.

The unconventional themes here gave me the perfect opportunity to create from an extremely pure place. I threw out almost all concepts of being approachable at all or thinking what's 'too much' or 'not enough' while making this song. Instead, I focused on telling a story of profound feelings that I only recently learned to appreciate.

It can be so automatic for me to push away my difficult or "bad" emotions while obsessively chasing the easy or "good" ones. This has always created a lot of imbalance in my internal world, which I believe then gets reflected on to the external world in a dysfunctional way. The All Everything is an intense rebellion to the idea of latching on to specific feelings. It's not just about enduring the full spectrum of emotions and experiences that occur to us, but celebrating that full spectrum. I've found that trying to embrace the difficult things in this way gives me a greater sense of peace in life. Not necessarily wallowing in it or glorifying it, but just approaching it with compassion, curiosity, and acceptance. This shift has taught me a lot about myself and the inner wisdom I never realized I had. Ironically, this has made those difficult times more bearable and less frequent. I spend much more time feeling truly in-tune with myself and the world around me.

The All Everything is about curiosity, anxiety, confusion, fear, courage, helplessness, despair, doubt, death, pain, destruction, self-destruction, creation, endurance, compassion, acceptance, love, comfort, beauty, connection, awareness, playfulness, and lots of other qualities between. It's designed to be a meditative listen where you put it on fairly loud, close your eyes, and listen the whole way through while paying attention to what feelings come up in your mind and your body.

I hope at least a few of you resonate with this experimental, highly symbolic song :)

The All Everything

Support / Download

thrshld - Existential Quest

wiseyoungfool - Mountain Radio

Ace On Earth - Kinetic (Soundscape Remix)

disconecting from this world

still lov"E" you

Aeon Voyage

fka Voyager

Still making the sounds I want to hear

Releases on -
@sanctuarycollective
@aspirehighermusic 
@chrysaliscollective
@therust
@disguisedcollective
@spikedpunchrecords

Support -
@rendahmag
@user-mosaic-collective