She called me names I still can’t say, 
Left her venom where I prayed, 
In the streets she’d lose control, 
Eyes of fire, no trace of soul. 
Every time her shadow passed, 
I felt my heartbeat turn to glass, 
Too scared to scream, too tired to fight, 
So I vanished into night. 

She had the crowd to cheer her lies, 
I had silence, I had sighs. 
My phone would bleed her endless rage, 
Every call another cage. 
My body trembled when it rang, 
Every message left a fang, 
I ate my fear, I fed my shame, 
And wore her curse inside my frame. 


The mirror begged me to forgive, 
But I forgot how to live. 

 
She made me hide inside my skin, 
Built my walls and locked me in, 
Took my shape, took my pride, 
Turned my body into a lie. 
She made me feed on all my pain, 
Until my heart forgot my name, 
I disappeared to stay alive, 
She made me hide. 


She followed dreams I tried to build, 
Tore them down until they stilled. 
Whispered poison into friends, 
So I’d be left with bitter ends. 
Every rumor she could spin, 
Cut me deeper, wore me thin, 
I was guilty by her word, 
And no one cared what they had heard. 

I stopped walking past the sun, 
Pretending losing was being done. 
Every dress felt like a sin, 
Every mirror like her grin. 
I drowned in chocolate, salt and bread, 
To fill the silence in my head, 
The girl I was began to fade, 
Under the weight of what she made. 


Mirror cried, but I just stared, 
At someone broken, someone scared. 


She made me hide inside my skin, 
Built my walls and locked me in, 
Took my shape, took my pride, 
Turned my body into a lie. 
She made me feed on all my pain, 
Until my heart forgot my name, 
I disappeared to stay alive, 
She made me hide. 


Every threat still haunts my sleep, 
Every word a wound too deep, 
She said she’d find me, said I’d pay, 
I prayed to ghosts to take her away. 
But ghosts don’t save the living kind, 
They just whisper, “Run, you’ll find…” 
And I ran, with trembling hands, 
Building walls from sinking sands. 

Now the weight I wear is mine, 
Not her hatred, not her crime. 
The body changed, but still it breathes, 
It carries truth beneath the grief. 
I see the girl I left behind, 
She’s faint, but she’s aligned, 
And every scar she ever earned, 
Is fireproof, she never burned. 

 
She made me hide inside my skin, 
But now I break the cage I’m in. 
She took my voice, I took it back, 
No more running, no more cracks. 
She made me feed on all my pain, 
But now that pain became my flame, 
She made me hide, but I survived, 
She made me hide… yet I’m alive. 

  

She thought she’d bury me in shame, 
But I still rise, I say her name. 
Her shadow fades, I stay behind, 
No longer hers to define. 

She Made Me Hide

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