i dont wanna do this anymore

@aeter @mandymandymandymandy mixed by me


aeter:
hurtful words from my enemies in the last five years
what's it like to die alone?

mandy:
how does it feel when tears freeze when you cry?
the blood in your veins is 20 below

sitting in my room, playing russian roulette
finger on the trigger to my dear juliet
out from the window see her backdrop silhouette
this blood on my hands it was something I cannot forget

aeter:
sitting in this room, playing russian roulette
finger on the trigger to my dear juliet
out out of the window see her backdrop silhouette
theres blood on my hands it was something I cannot forget

aeter and mandy:
something I cannot forget (sitting in my room, playing russian roulette)
something I cannot forget (finger on the trigger to my dear juliet)
something I cannot for (out from the window see her backdrop silhouette)
something I cannot forget (this blood on my hands it was something I cannot forget)

aeter & mandy - juliet

@aeter song
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lyrics:
and she a sex fiend
i never intervene
i want your body girl
whats the fee?
i think she into me, so into me
i want you bar to bar, so into me
represent a common enemy
i wanted you, i wanted you
i needed you, so whats the move
so whats the move, oh

aeter - sex

aeter - lucille diss

insomnia

clone

@aeter

wonder why you got with me
bring yourself to leave me
you're deleting me out your gallery
i dont see the things that you could see
i dont wanna care for you and me
i want this to work for you and me

things keep changing
you want a face lift
go get your face lift
you wish youd break me
nothing gon change but
ill stay in chains cause
i just cant fake it
dont wanna fake it no more


aeter - change (og version)

aeter - red balloon

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fault

always find a way prod crescnta

Thank you for listening 

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@skinnydragbeats

Thinking back it made me shed a tear 
laying at the shore look for my mind like i was never here 
benzo for the panic nothing helps me im still trippin
all the trauma is like torture whats the point and why im living? 
dont know if im suicidal i just know im feeling trapped
let him drown inside his pain hes breaking down until hes dead
and nobody understand me talking to me yea its nothing 
and i let you fck me up so bad at least it felt like something 
rainy days im in the west 
never getting rest 
in every single memory i have ive been depressed 
i dont wanna live a lie 
let me close my eyes
i dont really wanna die still think about it all the time 
i am fcking terrified 
sick of never feeling right
lately i dont even want to sleep got nightmares every night 
mind is way too dizzy
dreaming what it could be 
screaming from the water why does nothing seem to help me
floating on the pain feel like i fade away 
lost my mind inside this maze i never find a way 
dream of what it could be while i watch my mama cry
and i went into this clinic i saw different ways to die 
can you make me feel alive i feel like nothing way too long
way too many bodies stumble with no purpuse where im from
im so sick of being strong 
like a place i dont belong 
really feel like i wont make it really hope that i am wrong 
i dont wanna talk about it anymore
lock the door when i be crying on the floor 
all the torture and its coming from my brain 
lost my hope i just wanna kill the pain 
mom idk what to do
dont know what is true 
look at me like who are you 
too much im going through 
lately i cant show my pain to anybody nobody can feel 
the way i feel-turn into a zombie im waiting for something 

My thoughts are getting worse (prod. Skinnydrag)

aeter aka aeterbby aka loser aka jester aka 2007 aka susie aka clown aka retea aka idkhowtocommit aka jay aka aeterluv aka mini matt good aka najma secret keeper songs

aeter - change (og version)

aeters