[Do The] Act Like You Never Met Me is a song originally created and produced by  TV Girl ( https://soundcloud.com/tv-girl/ )
most of the album this is on is uploaded to soundcloud but this being one of my favourites was missing, so i really wanted to upload it but if the owners have an issue with this i'll gladly take it down. I'll upload my own music eventually too

[Do The] Act Like You Never Met Me - TV Girl

I'm A Loser Baby (So Why Don't You Kill Me)

I’m afraid of leaving my house
I’m afraid of dying of cancer
I’m afraid of black sedans, white vans, and computers
I’m afraid of losing my mind
I’m afraid of windows and airplanes
I’m afraid of my past, my fans, and my future

But I never been afraid of someone breaking my heart
Not like I’m bout to fall and cut my throat with the shards, 

And I’m afraid of damn near everything
All my life’s a panic trip, a rocket ship to planet schizoid
Hold me like a tourniquet and I you like an iron maiden
I’ve grown used to fear, but no, not to you yet my dear oh

I love you so much it scares me half to death
I’m not used to this, how did this happen?
I love you so much it scares me half to death
The other half I guess I’m giving to you. Oh, baby

I’m afraid that you’ll change your mind
I’m afraid there’s somebody better
I’m afraid of four-letter words like love, for, and ever
Or whatever.
I’m afraid you’ll notice my flaws
I’m afraid you already have. Obviously.
I’m afraid I’ll come on too strong, hold you too tight and scare you too

But I never been afraid to wear my heart on my sleeve
At least to prove I’m weak and if you cut me I bleed.
Could you be the light my X-rays need?
All my life’s a Duchovny role, oh, Gillian you won’t believe this
Spit me out you don’t know where I’ve been, hold me at claw’s length baby
I’m not used to fear of losing something I hold dear

I love you so much it scares me half to death
I’m not used to this, how did this happen?
I love you so much it scares me half to death
The other half I guess I’m giving to you. Oh, baby

I’ll twist my words, a clever turn of phrase
Sorry darling, please excuse my constant need to self-aggrandize
Coddling my narcissism, M.A.D. come ride my A-bomb
While I beg you to say I’m okay
So here’s one last lyric to sum up these thoughts I struggled to come up with
To make me seem deep and smart and then I promise I’ll shut up.
Let me think hold on I got this
Anything but I’m in love with you

I love you so much it scares me half to death
I’m not used to this, how did this happen?
I love you so much it scares me half to death
The other half I guess I’m giving to you. Oh, baby

Um, It's Kind of a Lot

I don’t owe you my heart, and I don’t owe you my body.
But you should know that I’m sorry for being careless with you.
Lord knows I owed you more, than I’m pretty sure I ever could give anybody
But I can’t pin down what normal people want from foreign objects
Bottom-shelf erotic products like me

So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arms’ length
Oh, hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
Less rare than scarce, less diamond than rough
Unlikely to be more than the coal you fail to crush

I swear I’m really trying.
Get it together, Will, know and do better
It just don’t come natural to me to think
That you’d want me for me
I swear I’m really trying
I’m sorry, I promise, I’m doing my best
I just haven’t learned how to be human as you are yet

I still don’t know who you are. I only know that I’m still lonely
That morbid sort where even company can’t cure me
And the more you reassure the less I trust
But still you gave me your heart, I only gave you my body.
Honestly thought nobody’d want it, let alone notice it’s
Gone and so I left it home but now
Now, now, now

I keep a locket with a picture of the back of my head
Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors, ghost my friends
I’ve lived more lives than enough, I haven’t died quite as much
But I’m not a real person, just the shit you can’t make up

I swear I’m really trying
I’m just as exposed if I take off my clothes 
When we make the closest thing to love that I’m capable of
I don’t know why you would care. But I’m really trying
I’m sorry, I promise, I’m doing my best
I just haven’t learned how to be human as you are yet

Did I really 
Have any of that gravity? Maybe you’re quicksand
Because I really couldn’t tell how deep my footprints went
The vertex of my redemption arc, the searching of that virgin heart
I’m catatonic in your arms, cryin’ “how did I cause so much harm?”

I’m down pounding my head against the kitchen floor
Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
Don’t say “I’m sorry but this can’t go on” I know you got scars of your own,
But hide my knives before you go, I’ll either live or die alone

I swear I will die trying
I’m still in the process but I’m making progress. 
I promise I honestly want to prove improvement’s possible
I swear I’m so fucking sorry
I’m not a good person, I’m barely a person at all, but 
Someday I’ll be perfect and I’ll make up for it all

Against the Kitchen Floor

Art by: @nozz177 via Twitter
Band/Artist: Heavenly 

Character: Nakahara Chuuya


Enjoy! (≧▽≦)

𝒫.𝒰.𝒩.𝒦 𝒢𝒾𝓇𝓁 (𝒩𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝒸𝑜𝓇𝑒)

P.U.N.K. Girl

Notorious B.I.G - Big Poppa

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
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“ℐ 𝓃ℯℯ𝒹 𝓈ℴ𝓂ℯℴ𝓃ℯ 𝓉ℴ 𝓇ℯ𝓂ℯ𝓂𝒷ℯ𝓇 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂ℯ．．． 𝒶𝒻𝓉ℯ𝓇 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 ℐ 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒹ℴ 𝒻ℴ𝓇 𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓂 𝒾𝓈 𝒹ℴ𝓃ℯ．．“

“．．． 𝒜𝓃𝒹 ℐ 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷ℴ𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝓇ℴ𝓂 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝒷𝒶𝓁𝒸ℴ𝓃𝓎．．． 𝒜𝓃𝒹 ℐ 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓀ℯ 𝓂𝓎 𝒽ℯ𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝑔𝓇ℴ𝓊𝓃𝒹．．．“ ꨄ


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