GAAARA X NELLI Z. "SINS" (2020)

lyrics:
it's not important baby,
somethings on your mind,
dont you lose it baby,
i dont waste my time but im excited baby,
i dont waste my time x2
like, i dont waste my time
like, you've been on my mind,
like, i dont waste no time,
got me running for your, (your love)
 you got me running for your love, 
(no,)
call me to tell ya!
(woah x3)
escaping my dishonesty,
evil steady bothering me,
do i love you? probably,
my wounds steady doubting we,
it goes frey,
you can fuck with me,
love the way you grind on me,
i want your love faithfully,
worhsip your spirit like O.T.
i'd fixup around my head,
cuz you wake up and pray the sin,
i've been livin my sin,
it's like i cant't drown away,
feel! i want you to feel away.

"XENISIS, AETHER ZEXUL - white silk, dishonesty lover"

lyrics: 
i don't want it,
i dont wanna feel like 
there's
no numbin,
i just wanna go and dance  
my lovin,.
steps are drunk cuz i have no feeling
to what just happened to me,
e
feels likes i can't think
thinks likes i cant feel,
knowing i cant be behind the wheel,
Medusa 
i can't breathe-ethe
something wrongs with my chest
did my heart died yet?
like my eyes fill red,
like the wine in my hand

another one, another one,
another lost thought,
what i thought was lost,
i guess what's mine
seems all now gone,
keepin my head up
is a struggle now,
another one, another one,
another heart fell for the one whos wrong,
im numbing my head 
im numbing the shame,
but someone please take away all this pain.
aye

e
feels likes i can't think
thinks likes i cant feel,
knowing i cant be behind the wheel,
Medusa 
i can't breathe-ethe
something wrongs with my chest
did my heart died yet?
like my eyes fill red,
like the wine in my hand

medusa eyes, love in a carousel (@AETHER ZEXÜL )

[PRODUCED BY @ iambekon]

Lately it’s been so hard to indulge in conversation 
People adlibing tryn tell me bout my situation 
I should do this and then do that and follow their persuasion 
It’s like what I want that doesn’t matter and that’s I’ll-fated
I love my friends I understand it’s from a place of love
my own thoughts I cherish much but it’s a blur of
Loving friends I understand it’s from a place of 
My own thoughts I can’t keep up it’s just a blur of

Constant asking digging for information 
overflow of critique every second I make statement
Honestly puzzles me 
Apologize to those my opinions had permeated 
All the noise isn’t needed and you felt suffocated 
You ain’t my dad nor my momma that lies their obligation 
Unsolicited talking fuck up my expectations 
I ain’t ignorant willing to take in information 
That’s if I ask pay attention context of conversation

If everyone else’s voice is in my head how I’m pose to hear mine 
I will not compromise just to fit to your likewise 
I’m to myself won’t pick up the phone won’t even think twice
Establish your boundaries now I advise we all con-temporize 

Understand no I won’t go and make burner music
won’t apply to that I job i don’t think I could use it
I put my shit where I want and that’s just what I’m choosing 
Don’t need to make sense to you and I don’t need to prove it 
How will I ever become somewhat of my own man
If y’all the ones in my head swaying me right left
Daily I try again but there is no fight left 
No choice but to move in silence about my life yea

GAAARA X NELLI Z. "SINS" (2020)

+*ZEXUL'S BOX*+

+ZEXUL'S BOX+