left here stranded and torn 
break me down again 
pour me another four 
looking for all these answers 
in all the wrong places 

Handful of pills yeah,
I drink just for the thrill 
Yeah, I’m going to the bar like every fucking night 
I always feel alone and I just wanna die 
Lying in our old bed 
with all these different women 
You’re still running through my head 
just wish things weren’t different 
I don’t really know what it fuckin means 
When we still talk and you got me down on my knees 
just watch me cut my throat, and bleed 
just popped another xan, can’t see 
I’m drowning in your Hennessy 
remember, you were my Tennessee? 
give me pills and alcohol, and sex and drugs we do them all 
I’m always waiting on you call when you leave him, drop him, let him fall 

JeffreyAlexander.
I never  really knew you until I met you 

Pour another shot of that shit when I fucking see you 
I’ve never felt like this until you turned me into dark blue 
Now I’m losing everything inside my mind that’s the truth 

I just wanted to be okay 
I stay inside my pills that are laced 
I’m on my way six feet under my grave 
Is where I my dues are paid 
Is where you’ll see my face

left here, stranded & torn (feat. jeffreyalexander.)(prod. Afterlife X Jolst)

IN MY SKIN (prod. Sketchmyname x Vaegud)

back out (@prod. aspect x @prod. malloy ✰ x @ayoleybeats)

City Lights Ft. Cheyennedied (prod. Sketchmyname & Vaegud)

CHEERS

I hated consciousness more than the next kid I know I was in pain
I’m overrated I get it feelings fade but why’d you go and make me wait 
Four times a day I sat on my ass like bait hoping that you’d call me up late
But you were kissing like you had a mistress well I like him more anyway 

Can’t wait to kiss his neck, tell him I’m over it 
I like his voice so bad bet it’s better over there
I hope he’s make me sad in a way that’s not so bad  
I’ve been through hell in a year but I met you so cheers 
Can’t wait to kiss his neck, tell him I’m over it 
I like his voice so bad bet it’s better over there
I hope he’s make me sad in a way that’s not so bad  
I’ve been through hell in a year but I met you so cheers 

I took all my support for granted cause you made me turn away 
I lost some friends I even lost some family that I can’t see 
You runaway cause you turn on everything but I feel that’s ok 
I’m feeling happy without you I’m madly living my life with him today

Can’t wait to kiss his neck, tell him I’m over it 
I like his voice so bad bet it’s better over there
I hope he’s make me sad in a way that’s not so bad  
I’ve been through hell in a year but I met you so cheers 
Can’t wait to kiss his neck, tell him I’m over it 
I like his voice so bad bet it’s better over there
I hope he’s make me sad in a way that’s not so bad  
I’ve been through hell in a year but I met you so cheers 

Can’t wait to kiss his neck, tell him I’m over it 
I like his voice so bad bet it’s better over there
I hope he’s make me sad in a way that’s not so bad  
I’ve been through hell in a year but I met you so cheers 
Can’t wait to kiss his neck, tell him I’m over it 
I like his voice so bad bet it’s better over there
I hope he’s make me sad in a way that’s not so bad  
I’ve been through hell in a year but I met you so cheers

HALF FULL

CHEERS

i can't save u w/ FØRD, yungcray, WINTERZ $ORROW

better not dead ft. soLuvSig (puhf x zekiro)

And 
The world is a little bit sick
And you don’t know what day it is
I just gotta change your mind
Maybe it’s a sign of the times

And you don’t know how to confess
All the words you never said
Maybe it could change your mind
Maybe it could change your mind

Yeah

It’s nice to meet ya 
My name is alex 
I feel like I’m Alice
Floating in wonderland

We’ll dance to music
We’ll stare at the stars
Green eyes never looked so good in the moonlight on the back of my heart
And tell me you love me
And Maybe you’ll see me 
you’ll see me in the corner store wit a pocket full of smokes clutching on a hope baby you know how this shit goes 

Yeah

And there’s something different ok yes I know
But I gotta keep you close my love

And there’s something missin okay yes I know
I find it hard to be letting go
And I’m on a mission this is how it goes 
I feel this shit to my bones
Oh oh oh
And I can’t even see through the smoke
But I gotta keep you close my love

Yeah

It’s nice to meet ya 
My name is alex 
I feel like I’m Alice
Floating in wonderland

We’ll dance to music
We’ll stare at the stars
Green eyes never looked so good in the moonlight on the back of my heart
And tell me you love me
Maybe you’ll see me 
Maybe you’ll see me in the corner store wit my pocket full of smokes clutching on to a hope baby you know how this shit goes 

And there’s something different ok yes I know
But I gotta keep you close my love

my name is Alex

can u get me to Heaven? (prod. kingtheta)

https://soundcloud.com/maesk337
https://soundcloud.com/deadboymike

STILL THE SAME (ft. maesk, deadboymike)

A word for word rendering of Psalm 103 ESV

Of David.

“Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless his holy name! Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's. The Lord works righteousness and justice for all who are oppressed. He made known his ways to Moses, his acts to the people of Israel. The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. He will not always chide, nor will he keep his anger forever. He does not deal with us according to our sins, nor repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his steadfast love toward those who fear him; as far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions from us. As a father shows compassion to his children, so the Lord shows compassion to those who fear him. For he knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust. As for man, his days are like grass; he flourishes like a flower of the field; for the wind passes over it, and it is gone, and its place knows it no more. But the steadfast love of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting on those who fear him, and his righteousness to children's children, to those who keep his covenant and remember to do his commandments. The Lord has established his throne in the heavens, and his kingdom rules over all. Bless the Lord, O you his angels, you mighty ones who do his word, obeying the voice of his word! Bless the Lord, all his hosts, his ministers, who do his will! Bless the Lord, all his works, in all places of his dominion. Bless the Lord, O my soul!”

‭‭Psalm‬ ‭103‬:‭1‬-‭22‬ ‭ESV‬‬

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Musical instruction:
Capo: 1

Verse Chords: 
C, Em, Am, F

Chorus Chords
G, Am, F
G, Am, F 
G, Am, F
F, G, C


Performed and recorded on 5.5.24

Psalm 103

ain’t nobody realer
business: ellisonfeltermusic@yahoo.com

my name is Alex

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