dead flowers

Sample: Touched By My Bloody Valentine
Breathe and blink
And think in your place
Move away and take in everything
Lost at sea but leaves
Still float to me
I want peace
But I still have my brain
Evenings I’m trapped up in my cage
Evil things what’s done is done in fate
Deepening in sorrow and in hate
Keep me illusory state

Too late
I’m falling
Umbrella broken as water falls in
I know it’s over feel it in my hands
Leave me buried so deep beneath sand
We’re all sinking I see us descend
I can tell you believe me but pretend
You’re a phony you can’t comprehend
Make jokes pray and hope you know it ends
You’re too slow you don’t understand
I’m too slow off dazed off in a trance 
The blue ghost of Joan and I dance
Its set forth we don’t have a chance
A wet torch afloat it goes west

Shields - Illusions

J'relis nos msg

Sample: You Can Go Now (If You Want) By Tram

Echoed thoughts were all just stuck in a chasm
Fall off the top we all got caught in the stratum
Those shiny rocks you really want you can’t have them
Raindrops will fall and there’ll be no one there to catch them 
We waste it all turn into dust in a casket
We’re close to done it’s in my thoughts so I’m saddened
No longer soft I’m left with claws and the talons
The past will haunt and we will fall and we’ll start drowning

I hear it sound from the top of the mountain
I hear him calling up ghosts by the thousands
Like the school-bus they just left without me 
I get gone I pour up in my chalice
Fuck it all I feel nothing but malice
Fuck the house party flames what I’m dousing with gas
It just helps me relax
Spiral loop I’m falling while everyone’s trapped in


Fake bliss
Hold on to it
The vagueness
Endangering 
Their faces
Secrets they’re all just the same thing 
Blame them because they made it
The old world we knew is fading
Don’t wanna lose our safety
It’s coming soon it’s draining
Draining the earth til it’s gone

I lift my cursed hands
I crawl up out the ground
Feel like an old man
Walking through my town
It’s like what they said
I need nobody else
Do my own thing
Do it by myself
I have no choice I
Hate them all too much now
With my boys we’re 
Still up way past sundown
There’s no point I
Just cannot be alone
I need to just get so gone

Reflection in the mirror is ideal makes me see less
Liquid memories are what I bleed I don’t bleed red
Worlds a travesty and we aren’t free and we’ll be dead 
I’ll just keep going cuz I am me fuck a reset

Shields - Living

Sample: Falling By Julee Cruise
Trapped in nothing
I live so I think
Trap cuz I’m a fiend
Adderall and speed
Shine and gleam
Too bright too sleep
Moving E hard thing to keep
Blunt on me
Smoking in the breeze
Whipping to the beach 
Soloist on my sleeve

Jack with me
Other Jack with me
I’m copping bags of weed
And sell it off to teens
On the track
I bleed
My heart when I sing
The path is steep
Walk thru the green
Had to cut it off I got other things to be
Got swag got yohji socks and Rick Owens on my feet 
I’m fucking crashing in the lot
Drowner’s whip is push to start
I got a knife in the glove box
We ride with ice all on our jaws

All cross the land
Sliding thru the midnight wind
In comme I’m dressed
Helmet lang upon my vest

Cellophane love
You know it wasn’t enough
Singing songs of the swans leave my heart in the pond
Got a LV bag filled it all up with drugs
Cracking nylon strands and getting packs sent in
I want a firearm next keep it in my whip
I got a knife in the meantime so stop giving me lip
I’m so tired of stress I feel like a demon
In the wolf house going senile 50 seed datura trip

Shields - Cellophane

Sample: Radiotricity By Lilys and On My Line By Lil Uzi Vert
Fading right into another trance
Hastening and speeding up the world I live
Shooting star streaming it won’t answer my wish
But I’ma keep dreaming I won’t forget this
Hands still bleed try til I’m dead
I can’t sleep at night in bed
Break into pieces in the sea I’m adrift
Driving over beaches stars in my iris

Ocean calls
Go back to it
My compass wrong
Lost my direction
Going strong
I’ll never quit
Radio song
Like the sound of it

Midnight summertime dream
Lost it in memories 
Somewhere with the dead leaves
Do they remind you of me?
I have nowhere to leave to
But I’ll still be going
They don’t know that I dream of something they’ll never be

Walk with a Cain cuz I’m not able
Trapped in oceans of math I stay afloat
Keep repeating our lives in a circle
You scream out in the night no one heard you
Cuz they don’t wanna fight what is hurting you
They don’t care if they die and we burn too
It’s like their all in hiding of the truth
Turn it up fore I die and I’ll break through 

Falling of the bridge with a rainbow I’m falling
Traps out my phone it’s the weight lo I’m calling
Everyday is still filled with hate but I’m balling
Fuck going out ima stay home and drop shit
I’m not a ghost but got halos above me
I won’t waste my time I stay single you can’t love me
I once had a life that was stable took from me
I got silver hair like I’m cable I’m stunting 

Broken clocks
Off the wall
And on the rug
And I got caught
Cut when I was very young
I had dreams
Evil dreams 
Of pain and loss
Whispering 
Wondering if I woke up

Shields - Trap

Sample: Foaming Love By Bedhead
Daydreams of the summer time
When night was silent still
Hazy in the storefront light
While I’m falling ill
Memories of fading smiles
Her skin was soft as silk I
Chase her for a lullaby
And get a quiet pill

I can’t stay the same I gotta go
Running through nighttime and I’m running out hope
Boy I drive fast better hope you’re not slow
Yamamoto on my coat
And I’m always wondering like where’d the time go
Can you see the shadows that still lurk behind you?
And you’ll always fall although you don’t try to
I bought an oyster just to time you

Going away 
Mask off real face
You can’t know my real name
Wander through the hallways
Life a tough game
I feel nothing
In the night see shining chains
Me and drowned got knives and blades

Me and drowned got knives and blades
Come with me don’t wanna wait
Take you where you’ve never been
Show you things you’ve never seen
Walk with us into the rain
Down the path to my escape
In the water off the sand
I’ll never be see again

I wish you cared about me
I’m gonna show you things
That you will never see
Again without me

Water goes over my head
And I don’t wanna call Brad
So ima sink to my death
Down in that crystal abyss 
And I’m a fade into it
So I no longer exist
So my suffering will end
I’m torn up by the violence

Shields - Quiet Pills

Sample: For Life By Lil Uzi Vert and Clogged Airways By Busy Signals
Guitar By Me
Life has always been a race horse
I keep pulling on the reigns to go
Since 9 I had to wear my raincoat
That’s the year I let my hate flow
On the highway to escape though
Since that year I made mistakes so many thoughts I’m not complete though
I know that I’ll never be fully whole

Feels like a whole other planet when I’m home
I can’t be like them I’m always changing like the winds 
Clouded out in smoke cuz I got violence in my soul 
Don’t wanna be dead but it’s been so damn hard to live
My like looks good but this world is heartless
My heart too pure so I will never drop this
Fighting til the end it hurts but I still got this
Let me go up first the bushes burn im all in

Nobody can hold me down
Suppress me or suppress my frown
Window candle burning outttttt
Everyday I wanna drownnnnn
Fuck subtlety I have no stealth
I will make you feel it now
Tryna understand hegel 
I’m losing grip I call for help

Fade
Down the drain 
I stay in water for days
I’m feeling pain
I’ve lost my way
I’ve had enough of this game
I feel no trust
I have no love
I’ve had too much from this drink
Put down the cup
I turn it up
I will not live like a lame
Can this be done
I want it gone
I’m feeling sorrow and hate
Don’t make me crazy
They won’t blame you
If you die in the haze
It’s pouring
And coursing going into my veins
No curse lift
I’m hurting
I wonder if I’ll escape


I gotta silver knife
This is for life I stay outside 
Pale light ghost in the dead of the night 
Empty inside still got my mind
Still gonna try won’t be denied
Soar to new heights won’t fall beside
Just for the days when I cried in my room and had no one around to say this to
I’m in this storming house
Rain falling thru to the roof to my bedroom
Stay in the north not south 
Stay in the cold why I never could warm you
You never see me now
Cover my scars with a final home bandage
Tokyo 5 o clock bells
Guess I will see you in hell
But for now tell you through a smile
Don’t confuse me
I am not no regular my life is like a movie
Product of the past determined now live in the moment
Wander to the waves I’m in the ocean and it’s droning

Shields - Raincoat + For Life

Sample: Alone By The Cry
Drownerrr
Yung Drowner in the gutter off that LSD
Sometimes I wake up and think set me free
Sipping on the lean while I’m off them beans
Riding with my shields we off ecstasy
Driving super fast and I do not crash
Get the money fast hide it in the trash
Drunken in the grass we live in the past
My face got a mask and my pants they sag

Shields
Drowning in the rugs 
Cuz I’m taking drugs
Creeping thru the cut
By the town dock
I don’t think I’m safe but I fear none
Cuz I got my blade I could send you up

I know you’re tired of being lonely 
Grab the lighter while you’re coping
And you’re crying saying don’t leave
Got a knife please back up off me
And you know I can’t change
All outside me is storming
I can’t go at your pace
Bitch I’m flying im soaring
And you know I can’t change
I got water In my brain
I’m falling like the rain and
I got water on my chain
Me and drowned we go insane
You could never know the stakes
I could never fuck with lames
Swerving all out of the lane

Drowner
People that I fear are surrounding me right now
I don’t think I’m seen so I shoot them down 10 rounds
Moonlight guiding me it gives me a frown right now
Ravens in the trees they are wearing all white now
Doves fly thru the ice as the sirens sound out
Dancing in the parking lot the lights are downed out
Diamonds in my mouth I got silver in my crown
If you try I’ll put you down

Shields
Water on my neck
Swervin round the bend
Know what’s coming next
Too late
I can’t call or text
Never get the message
Ksubi on my pants
Blue blade
Jump over the fence
Jump over the candles
Jump over the red
And the blue flames
Don’t live when I exist
Torn up by the violence
So I’m gonna drift
In the blue sea

Shields + Yung Drowner - Ecstasy

FREEDUROV

Sample: Secret For Julie By Eric's Trip
Orbis Tertius open water in my id
Opalescent silent wind, then I go evanesce
My hands are dressed in yohji leather shoes are rick, rocking dries van noten, ksubi all on my pants 
My eyelids too heavy
I’m not standing steady
Drowning its just set in
Howling I’m not ready
Eyes atop a planet
Iris shining dancing 
All the lights are blending
I can’t comprehend it

I saw it all they sent me up
Rocket ride into the sky abandon us
Jet packs for Julian we’re losing friends to drugs
I know it hurts but we can change send you my love

Don’t trap off iPhones
Dark night the lights off
Meet in the shadows 
Off where the path goes
Under the willows
Reup and I go
Speeding across the vacant lot
Get gone I flame a blunt 
Bro trapping adderall

Shields - Robins (Interlude)

Sample: Built To Last By Southpacific

Drownerrr
Blue diamonds white glow stay froze
Bitch I’m gliding on the ice in the snow
Left and right wings torn I don’t know where to go
I keep dialing numbers on the spinning phone
Necklace ivory and my wrist is made of chrome
I keep cycling different countries coast to coast
In the moonlight with a big knife please don’t try please just don’t 
I’m the night king and I can’t be overthrown

Shields
Caught up, crushed by
Everything I’m stuck on but im learning
Faster I undo the buttons of my shirt it’s raf sterling silver on my fingers watch them turn to ash in the sands of time but just living a life is blessed but we’re damaged I just wanna change it for the best we’re suppressed and depressed it’s upsetting
Knowing that your life’s a mess did you plan this?
See you staring at the abyss are you ready?

Are you ready?
It’s advancing
Let it set in
But it wont go
How you’re guessing
You won’t be there while its landing
Get complex and it’s never ending
Trapped in oceans of math and I’m drifting
See me float off the deck moving swiftly

Drownerr 
I’ve been seeing pictures of a ghost town
Keeping people guessing I’ve got 10 drowned
I’ve been smoking gas yea I smoke so loud
I’ve been smoking gas yea I smoke so loud
People run around we kill the whole crowd
Keep a knife it’s hidden in my sock now
Run up on me yea you gon get shot down
Hop up on the beat and it’s my song now
I got money in my jeans it falls out
Me and shields we sell out all the shows now

Shields
Feel like chief keef I’m in my glo now
Got a bag shawty I can’t hold out
Making all the sounds blend ima drone out
I’m with drowned we smoking gas on the couch
Try the moonlight cleaners I’ll put you down 
Try the moonlight cleaners I’ll put you down

Shields + Yung Drowner - Blue Diamonds

Sample: Letters Never Sent By Everyone Asked About You
Clouded out in smoke
Cuz I got violence in my soul
Fuck oxycodone
It’s rest up Molly never fold
Im just smoking dope
I got the red eye but don’t choke
Still night I’m alone
I’m curled up hiding from the cold


Trusting is suicide
Trust in people who nothing about my life
Turning me right into metal but I’m gonna shine
I’m unconscious getting damaged on the dim horizon
And you know I’m on the coast all night 
In the moonlight but see solar bodies rise and shine
Wanna die I wanna go but I will always try
Still alive I’m gonna hope I’ll try to be alright

You can see I’m running out of time
I’m still trapped by living’s violence and inherent vice
Can you melt me turn to water when I’m made of ice
I’m sublated by the times I’m trying to survive
Split two sides and now I can’t decide
Praying that I’ll be ok and that I’ll keep my mind
But my mind is what I hate don’t want it to collide
With what’s real don’t know what’s fake i lost it in the light the hazy light
Don’t stay tonight
You should go away
But when it’s warm your walking down the wrong way
Mirror making me a whore I know that I’m a slave
But you know I’m gonna work I’m gonna go insane

I’m not sorry yea
But ghosts of thoughts are gonna haunt me yea
I’m steady balling yea
But my life it got no meaning
I’m sobbing

Jumping out
Running out the gates right from the Jakes right now
Smoking loud
Smoking loud I’m speeding down the highway route
Ride around far out by the water we don’t go to town
Me and drowned were too high off codeine 
We’re not coming down
Lighter out lighting striking in the same place now
In my mouth blowing smoke spirals
Saying keep out
Torn now
Wash me in the harbor I’m a whore now
I get help
Cuz I sink in water mixed with oil now

Shields - Dim Horizon

Sample: DC By Lil Uzi Vert
It’s not getting close
Still got days to go
I’m not waiting up yeaaa
Boy ive stayed too long yea
And I hate everyone
But I still wake to stunt
Know that I’m making til it’s done
Offered faith im taking none

Living is never clean
Ima shatter reality
So much left I’m just seventeen
Not impressed with what I have seen
I’m depressed the suns shining
Thoughts of death so cold and icy
I’ve been floating off of my feet
I’m left hopeless old and dying
I’m not holding hands with my mirror
What they want from me is a dream
In the whip you know I don’t steer
Black car crashing into the trees
Bitch the path I walk is so steep
And so sad and very lonely
I’m so trapped by where I’m going
Wish I could live in the moment
I’m so tired of hoping
I’m so tired of hoping
I’m so tired of hoping
I’m so tired of hoping
I’m so tired of hoping
I’m so tired of hoping
I’m so tired of hoping

Hopping out the still moving V all dressed in chrome 
Coked up mansion I fall on white stones
Mixing up my problems with pain and styrofoam
I could never stop it or wait I gotta go 
Fuck you if there’s still not a thing you wanna know
Come thru rocking all yang I’m too cold
Bitch I rlly got no friends and no-ones home
Want it all to come to an end cuz life’s a joke

Ima go away
Lost part of my soul today
Even if I met with god right now id still have zero faith
Jumped in the confession booth with silence don’t know what to say
I see sirens everybody’s crying passing all the same
Fuck society ain’t wanna be born they had to summon me
You’re still trying me I thought you saw that I am nothing
Violence in my dreams it’s like a storm that keeps on haunting me
Try forgetting fantasies that’s if we’re speaking honestly 

Shields - Faith

Sample: You're Beautiful By Mojave 3, Suzanne By Hope Sandoval And The Warm Inventions, Common Burn Mazzy Star And In Heaven By Alan Splet And David Lynch
Well grow apart
As we are getting older
But who will take charge?
Too many of us broken
Yeaaaaa
And Ive
Had enough
I feel none
Lean in my cup
Cigs in my lungs
I’m not your love
Just please back up
You have no trust
And you’re made of glass
But I’m made of dust
Like ash from my blunt
The sea pulls me under
Rips the sun asunder 

And she could be sad
But I cannot console her
She don’t want the sounds to blend
But baby I’m a droner 
Yea
Im with drowner 
Under water
In the tower
Neck a fountain
High amounts
Of the alc 
Off the counter
So we’re drowning
We’re drowning
We’re downing

Suffering starts
And all the bells are tolling
You know that I only see stars
So nobody’s in focus
Won’t allow this
Through a glass
So darkly
Like I’m alice 
 And I’m trapped in the past
And I’m howling
No one else is around left to balance me

Swimming down the avenue
See things from third person view
By the sea sleep on the roof
Opening and falling thru
My eyes still aren’t clear
See life through my tears
Smoke too loud cant hear
Don’t wanna be here
Life keeps going I keep hoping
Spinning on this crystal sphere 
Ocean droning silk is floating
In the waves I disappear 

In Heaven Everything Is Fine
You’ve Got Your Good Things, And I’ve Got Mine

Shields - Burning In Heaven

outono (@diniizshawty)

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[KONIX999:]

(No, no, no!)
(No, no, no!)
(No, no, no!)

Fucked up in my head!
So many things left unsaid!
Can't get outta my bed!
You just left me for dead…

Waiting for the reaper to get me.
If I went, would you even miss me-
Or wipe me off like I'm empty?

[zffeJ:]

You loved me in the backseat-
Now you go and stab me! 
Used to be filled with glee- 
Now I'm just empty….

Used to think you were the key.
But now you got me locked up, locked up!
Now I'm just fucked up, fucked up!
Ever since you blocked me, left too many things unsaid.

[KONIX999:]

Fucked up in my head!
So many things left unsaid!
Can't get outta my bed!
You just left me for dead…

Waiting for the reaper to get me.
If I went, would you even miss me-
Or wipe me off like I'm empty?

Left Unsaid (w/ zffeJ)

Tired (prod. Producedbydomi x Ayoley)

lil peep - white wine (techno remix)

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