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Thinking of Me

Think Of Me (ft. BBM DBoy, FXCKJAMiE, Witle$$, KillBenzo, HEA)

Bizzy Hill x MVKO - Keep You (prod. tuMaggz)

i'm the renaissance man, yeah I’ll kiss you on your hand, 
i’m new alpachino, yeah we flying out to Reno, sipping pellegrino 
baby I can be your hero 
Just say one thing
(one thing)
(one thing)
counting my dinero,  
I be stacking up my pesos 
The italian stallion
fuck you like a horse no Porsche
but I still fucking run it
baby girl yeah I know you love it
(love it)

yeah I think life is a game 
it’s the thing I’m playing 
maybe one day you’ll even know my name
got a girl sittin on my face
don’t even gotta chase
i’m the all-black saint all-day
maybe I can breakdown at 37
put a bullet in my head and have these bitches guessing 
But before all that yeah I gotta get yeah my riches
and a bad-ass bitch who’ll do it all with me
 
and yeah I make more than her absent father
Good thing he’ll never find out that I messed up his daughter
i led your girl to slaughter 
like I’m fuckin jeffery dahmer 
sorry baby I got problems 
I don’t think you can solve em

I’ll Let you be the death of me 
Yeah you can be the death of me 
My ecstasy 
I’ll let you be the death of me 
yeah you can be the death of me
Just wait and see

i'm the renaissance man, yeah I’ll kiss you on your hand, 
i’m new alpachino, yeah we flying out to reno, sipping pellegrino 
baby I can be your hero 
just say one thing
(one thing)
(one thing)
counting my dinero,  
I be stacking up my pesos 
the italian stallion
fuck you like a horse no porsche
but I still fucking run it
baby girl yeah I know you love it
(love it)

girl I can fly you out of state any day
name the time and the place and we can run away
I can spend your daddy’s rent on all champagne 
I can shoot you in the face call you Kurt Kobain

I’m like sly stallone but with ammo
bout to rocky that boy don’t need no camo
yeah tell me what’s the issue 
baby I’m the king of the venue 
Let me talk my shit and I’ll always fucking pick you

I’ll let you be the death of me 
Yeah you can be the death of me 
My ecstasy 
I’ll let you be the death of me 
Yeah you can be the death of me
Just wait and see

RENAISSANCE MAN

Freddie Sunshine’s “Cross the Sun” delivers a care-free medley of genre blends from Alt R&B to Punk while effortlessly weaving his inner thoughts on angsty summer flings and their undoubtable end. It supports solid engineering mixed with DIY culture.

Cross th Sun

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Cross the Sun

Lost In The Static

Awaken (intro)

Ascension (interlude)

555 (outro)

Proud (C'est la vie)

$UICIDEBOY$ - IF SELF - DESTRUCTION WAS AN OLYMPIC EVENT, I'D BE TONYA HARDING (slowed)

Lyrics: 

Sick of going way back
I ain't been the same way since you came back
Too afraid to feel pain, so I stay back
Chained to my brain
But nobody could've of saved that 

Running from what I can't hide 
Breathing for more of the lies
Catch me in time
This could be goodbye

Music Video

IShould'veJumped

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/ele_wav

Lyrics:

I don't save time for the others,
Couldn't save my life in the summer,
She the only one that go stubborn,
So fucked up, but I love her,
Time move fast in the suburbs,
All of their cash is a bother,
I stay home for my mother,
Others that'll never find recover,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Go back, 
King hail, like long last,
Stings held, trust no act,
Still fam that stab back,
Frontlines I'm on that,
Crunch time we on that,
Street signs, my bags packed,
Washed eyes, dry laugh track,


I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Video

Making You Proud (Prod. by ELE)

A remake of a very old song, hope you enjoy it 💜💜💜

I feel like a bitch, I cant handle the pressure
I'm always scared, nothin' changin' the weather
Everyday feel like I'll never be better
I'm on the edge, Think i'd hurt you i'd never

You think i'm crazy, might go off the deep end
Living my life seemingly with no meaning
Neuroatypical seem like the typical
What the fuck's wrong with my head, filled with demons

I am the ghost sat inside of your room
Watching over you when no one is home
I just want someone to hold, yes i do
Hard to do that when they slipping right through

Sinking right down to a bottomless pit
Feeling like nobody give a shit
These pills on my counter got me really tempted
I guess i'll just go and start taking my pick

Running out of apologies, when will i realize
That i cannot do this alone
Find out i'm never acknowledging
The problems that sit at my core and make me cold

I'm sick of the wandering through desolate places
That only I will ever know
You'll never bother me, I love you so much
Maybe more than you could know

A Letter To Who

A Letter To Who (Remake)

Eternal Audio Productions - Produced by Afraid Of Myself
Check out this awesome track with my best friends!!! I fucking love these people!!!

Running On Empty

Running On Empty (Afraid Of Myself, FXCKJAMiE, Witle$$, KillBenzo, DarkShore)

Written and Recorded by: @whoisscarred
Mixed and Mastered by: @whoisscarred
Produced by: @killkvmi

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/sirens/1556969365?i=1556969366
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5tlmk5pxQxKYQtwNQZ6LsK

Lyrics:

Had enough but now I’m down bad
Pulling me to the side of my head
If I want I’ll see it loud and silent 
Red alert now I hear the sound of sirens 

Just tell me why 
You telling me these lies 
I can’t decide 
If we can fucking ride 
You push to the side
You keep me out of mind 
We running out of time
It’s getting out of line 

So close to my fate
I can not wait 
It’s getting fucking late
You just getting out of shape 
Check your mental state 
Now you feel the fucking hate 

Had enough but now I’m down bad
Pulling me to the side of my head
If I want I’ll see it loud and silent 
Red alert now I hear the sound of sirens 2x

Push me over 
Till I’m colder
Now they watching 
Never sober 
Getting older 
I done lost it 

We flipping over
Turning over to the side 
If its awful 
No demise 
Cause you bout cause a crime 

I done Blacked out 
Close your fucking mouth 
Cannot wait until it’s over 
Darkness not allowed 
And it seeps into ground 
How you feeling proud 
Stepping into power
Everybody let me down

Lost In The Static

AOM (Afraid of Myself)