enough (prod. snorkatje) [oct. 2020]

headlock (prod. guda + aspect)

Cliché (prod. @jvstblake)

produced, written, and recorded by lj abney
cover by josh @ blncjosh on twitter

heart is always southbound, cleanin' dust off me
when your house fell you put the rest on me 
and i suck now
give me all i need to give up now

when all you ever do is
talk down, tongue in mouth, runnin' my pockets, 
run around, fuckin' round, know i do it often,
double down, put her out, i was all offense, 
underground, shuttin' down, why am i talkin?

(ta-talk down, down) 
(sou-s-sou-southbound)


heart is always southbound, cleanin' dust off me
when your house fell you put the rest on me 
and i suck now
give me all i need to give up now

when all you ever do is
talk down, tongue in mouth, runnin' my pockets, 
run around, fuckin' round, know i do it often,
double down, put her out, i was all offense, 
underground, shuttin' down, why am i talkin?

thru&thru&thru

Springs like a tether
Baths of sutro
Lay here for ever
Why would you go
Cursed superstition
Wont let me flow
Oh no
-
Way out
Smells like daisy crowns
Facing down, don't want to drown
No
-
Wishin I could float away
dealing with the same old maze, lately
life has its lesson
but I never listen
-
Sway in little waves
minutes feel like days
in a small ravine oh oh
stuck inside this spring, yea
Oh no
-
Way out
Smells like daisy crowns
Facing down, don't want to drown
No
-
Move on and sail away
From messes to another toxic scenery
All I needs a bit more of your gravity 
Lifes hitting ever day

-

An electric type of feel yea
When I see something thats new
Always Got a fast pull
Lily with no pedal

-

Way out
Smells like daisy crowns
Facing down, don't want to drown
No

Outro -
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you want it babe

🌺Water Lily

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Picking Petals

Alone

Fragments of You


This song is a quiet confession.
It’s about choosing someone without pressure, without noise, without trying to be perfect.
About feeling safe, understood, and allowed to be soft.
No grand promises. Just presence.
Just staying.

Written for someone who feels like home, even on the hard days.

I’ve had a lot going on with uni lately, I’m really sorry I haven’t been checking in as often.
It’s not a lack of interest, just a lot to juggle right now 🤍

Still Choose You

Paradise in My Eyes -Emotional Classic R&B (3)

Memories of a time I was a messenger, the wings i once had\

***Coming soon***

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DEIOS