New Core

School of Thought

10 Minutes Underwater

Live at the Palladium

Just Barely Breathing (Live)

Move Like Attis - Abrogate

Crossroads

Spin the wheel, red pill, blue pill,
Prescriptions stackin', no room to feel,
GP said, "Just give it a go,"
But my head's like a kettle, ready to blow.
Numbness served with a side of dread,
Voices echo, they're renting my head.
One capsule, I'm hollow, next one, I'm wild,
Bipolar roulette, spinning exile.


Take a breath, but it's poison I’m takin',
Heartbeat skips, then the floor starts quakin'.


Round and round, roulette of numbness,
Spin it fast, till I'm reckless, tumblin'.
Choir wails while my veins run static,
Shadows chantin', and my pulse turns manic.


Zoloft’s a liar, Prozac’s a thief,
Effexor’s a blade that cuts my belief.
Doctor’s notes like hieroglyphs unread,
Pharma gods dance while I hang by a thread.
Dynamic riffs, but I’m trapped in stasis,
Screams in layers, I’m lost in mazes.
BPM in my brain outpaces,
Chemical cocktail erases faces.


What’s real? What’s fake? What's left to break?
Choir echoes my panic, can’t catch a take.
Drums pound like the clock in my chest,
Techno flickers—neon unrest.
Chanting, chanting, voices rise,
Screaming "spin again," devil in disguise.

Round and round, roulette of numbness,
Spin it fast, till I’m reckless, tumblin'.
Choir wails while my veins run static,
Shadows chantin', and my pulse turns manic.

ROuLetTe_oF_NuMBneSs

Rafael Maurell Корона крови

Help!

South Street Lullaby

Wasting Time

Somebody Told Me

THIS IS NØT HØLLYWØØD

THIS IS NØT HØLLYWØØD (feat. Johnny 3 Tears)

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Bandcamp https://alesti.bandcamp.com

The song is copyright free to use in your own videos and content.

► Check out James DeBerg and his band THOUSAND BELOW:
https://www.facebook.com/Thousandbelow
https://spoti.fi/2v4Wxcy

► Lyrics
Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
ON MY OWN

Can't you hear my heart
Rip it out and pick it apart
Because something hasn't felt quite right
From the start

All these voices inside
Who are they to decide
That I'm reaching out in vain
Though I'd rather feel nothing at all
Than this pain

Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
I only wish to be okay
I feel them stare but they will never see
(I'm all alone)

Can you feel the heat
I'll surrender before my defeat
I guess I've run my course and now I'm
Obsolete

All these voices inside
Who are they to decide
That I'm reaching out in vain
Though this empty shell
Is everything that remains

Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
(On my own)
I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
I only wish to be okay
I feel them stare but they will never see
(I'm all alone)

I see my shape as I'm fading away
Just a stain on the wall just a name to decay
I'm tired of playing someone else's part
Just to feel again
Fail again
I see my shape as I'm fading away
And I'm tired of playing someone else's part

Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
Is there hope of redemption
Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
I think I'm starting to see
Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head
Is this just a perception
Help me feel again
Help me go

Why did I have to be this way
Hiding in shadows I create
Getting crushed beneath their weight
(On my own)
I'm paralyzed and it's killing me
I only wish to be okay
I feel them stare but they will never see
I'm all alone
I'm all alone
I'm all alone


► Credits
Music and Production by ALESTI
Vocals performed by James DeBerg
Mixed and Mastered by Joey Sturgis (Mixingbros.com)

Paralyzed (feat. James DeBerg)

Event Horizon (Ближе к тебе)

Ok so it's quite a change up from the trip-hop style original beat by Sativa High found here https://soundcloud.com/sativa85-1, though you may still recognize the hypnotic bass, slowed way way down.  Thanks to SH for letting me sample the track,  definitely check out the original and her other works on her page, and let me know what you guys think of my odd take on it  https://soundcloud.com/sativa85-1

the War Within (Sativa High-A War called Life dark bass remix)

Wasting Time

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