you were destined for this, come back homie

something for myself and my life, but enjoy :)

this is a song about butter and dairy products in general


i don't butter up
i don't lie
i just tell it like it is all the time
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i've never told a lie in my life

fuck your friends
they don't want to hear what i'm 'bout to say to you
come here ill give a clue
they'll be laughing up
they'll say get a room so we'll go and get a room
already it planned it
and i'm off a pill
when you whisper in my ear it's like asm
are you with it too?
you say that you are
well baby that's pretty fucking good for me
and that's great for you

i don't butter up
i don't lie
i'm the most fucking perfect guy
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i've never told a lie in my life
i don't butter up
i don't lie
i just tell it like it is all the time
i don't butter up
i don't lie
know you wanna catch me out, you can try

you can try
you can try

butter

you'll never get in.
-

i bet it looks good from the outside, yeah?
i just make it look like you want it to
now shut the fuck up, be a good boy, yeah?
and break all my bones to the shape of you

am i even living out my own life?
am i even doing what i want to do?
am i just walking inside the lines?
the same ones as you?
i see someone i want to be
all of those smiles look good on you
is anyone really that happy?
i’m not really asking, let me through

they make it look good from the outside, yeah
i’m begging you please just let me in
i’ll do anything, be a good boy, yeah
i’ll do anything to make me you

good boy

do you mean it?
-

yeah i guess i’ll see you
later
i already told you that i’d wait up
you can skip the hair and the makeup
you know my location it’s the same that it’s been
so i guess i’ll see you
later
yeah i know it’s late but you want to
yeah i know i’m slurring and i’m on one
you can come through when the sun’s gone yeah i guess i’ll see you
later

girl i put in mileage my whip paid up
dropped out of college, you’ll be my major
and my whole grade participation
guess i need to see you
later
whole lotta nights we need to make up
phone camera on with your waist up
i want the whole thing, do you get the picture?

omega on the wrist like i’m double o
i like my cup shaken with a double pour
she ask “what it cost” she don’t gotta know
if she ask again then it cost 10 now you know
really it was 5 but it appreciated though
work you like a 9-5 and i’m giving raises 
put you on a 401 if that’s okay with you
you can clock in clock out severance package you can pack it up

see you
later
i already told you that i’d wait up
you can skip the hair and the makeup 
you know my location it’s the same that it’s been
so i guess i’ll see you
later
yeah i know it’s late but you want to
yeah i know i’m slurring and i’m on one
you can come through when the sun’s gone yeah i guess i’ll see you
later

laid up with the pay yeah
don’t like what i say, yeah?
take back what i say yeah
yeah i got to see you
later
been a while, but i’ll wait up
been a while, but i’ll stay up
now you like what i’m saying

i’m like lewis hamilton with the pole
but you can come in first when we go
i don’t do the champagne subbin' in the dope
i won’t do a damn thing you can do it all
you want something fancy, you want something gold
tossing off the platinum go and run it up
you say “let's get real” you want something more
that’s a little more than i want to afford

so i guess i’ll see you
later
i know that i told you that i’d wait up
you can skip the hair and the makeup 
you know my location is different than what it was
so i guess i’ll see you
later
yeah i know it’s late and you want to
yeah i know i’m slurring and i’m on one
you can come through in a couple months
yeah i guess i’ll see you


leds on your skin
and the rooms burning up
this is why i wanted you
this is why i wanted you
this is why i wanted you
this is why i wanted you

later

you're real big, huh?
-

talking this and that and you can't help it yeah?
is there something more that you want to say?
always on the phone, never to my face
you can move along, fuck get out the way

know you think about me every single minute
bitch what the fuck?
what'd you expect from me?
single tear roll down the face
hand print on my window pane
all of those other cliches 
that shit is not for me
i can't remember your name
shit left the second it came

talking this and that and you can't help it yeah?
is there something more that you want to say?
always on the phone, never to my face
you can move along, fuck get out the way
i can tell you're mad, i just can't relate
i can tell you're mad, it's funny to me
i can tell you're mad, it's the way you say it
i can tell you're mad, i just can't relate

prescriptions online 'cause i wanted to
drew carey my lines don't gotta ask who
when they hear your name they gotta ask who?
i guess that's a lie nobody asking 
bitching on the timeline that comes fast to you
do you think a hashtag gonna bring them back to you?
i can throw a little feature on if you ask me though
gonna take a 100k that price just for you

what'd you expect from me?
single tear roll down the face
hand print on my window pane
all of those other cliches 
that shit is not for me
i can't remember your name
shit left the second it came

talking this and that and you can't help it yeah?
is there something more that you want to say?
always on the phone, never to my face
you can move along, fuck get out the way
i can tell you're mad, i just can't relate
i can tell you're mad, it's funny to me
i can tell you're mad, it's the way you say it
i can tell you're mad, i just can't relate

prescriptions online 'cause i wanted to
drew carey my lines don't gotta ask who

who?

it's heavier than you thought it would be.
-

just focus now
you’re not gone
pull yourself out
no one will do it for you

oh it’s everything i want
oh it’s everything i want

there’s just something in me that’ll never change
i know what it takes to pull me out
there’s just something missing that i can’t explain
i know what it takes to find it now

living all your minutes in a hurry
wondering where all your days went
laughing with your thumbs on your phone
home alone sitting there in silence
i said what i need and i got it all
i got everything and it’s not enough
i feel like i’m being pulled at both ends
and i start to panic, to panic

let me catch my breath
coming up for air and i get the bends
so i go back in, sinking in the sand
until my heads pulled in, i don’t hear what you’re saying
i don’t want your hand just let me catch my breath
i’ll get what i get, only dead ends
this is pulling punches to be content
this is jumping off and seeing where i land

and it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
oh it’s everything i want 
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)

--

i walked to the river
put the sun in your hand
fake a smile and giggle

you said you would always bring me through the deep
you promise passage to me
you push me in as i leave
“settle down, sink in”

why am i so surprised?
i know who the fuck you are
fall for it every time

you said you would always bring me through the deep
you promise passage to me
you push me in as i breathe
“settle down, sink in”

pull out, sink in

you're overreacting now.
-

shut down, wait for silence 
wide eyes stare in blindly
it’s all in your mind
deep breath won’t solve my problem
phone ring, wait for silence
white knuckle throat throbbing
it’s all in your mind
can’t you just, like, stop it?

if you want
if you want to make it stop?
i’m wearing costumes all the time
it’s a monsoon in a drought 
forgot how to talk, how to smile
forgot how to walk for a while
walls are closing in on all sides
there’s no getting in, getting out

“if you want to make it stop
it’s all a fake, drama
take a deep breath, get calm
if you want to make it stop
it’s all a fake, drama
take a deep breath, get calm”

shut down, wait for silence 
wide eyes stare in blindly
it’s all in your mind
deep breath won’t solve my problem
phone ring, wait for silence
white knuckle throat throbbing
it’s all in your mind
can’t you just, like, stop it?

it’s all
it’s all in your mind
can’t you just, like, stop it?
it’s all
it’s all in your mind
can’t you just, like, stop it?
it’s all
it’s all in your mind
can’t you just, like, stop it?
it’s all
can’t you just, like, stop it?

breathe

me my

it comes from your head
same time, same place, you know
rewrite and start again
if i want to you'll know, you'll know

this won't fall off the page love
it's been written and played up
but i felt all that you say
i felt all that you say
it all comes to the surface
i swim under for safety
i choked on fire when i came up
i choked on fire when i came up

it's nice to pretend
jump right off your mind
all this foe or friend
tell me one more time
what's there left to hide

this won't fall off the page love
it's been written and played up
but i felt all that you say
i felt all that you say
it all comes to the surface
i swim under for safety
i choked on fire when i came up
i choked on fire when i came up

storytelling

Change My Wayz

a song for a girl


my body shakes
my place, your place
it's your choice, your face
your skin, your hair
it's all over me
over me
and i finally found somewhere to be
and you act surprised when i said that thing

i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded
i guess you felt a little surrounded

and the ocean talks, the waves you breathe
and the currents strong, swept away from me
and i finally found some land at sea
but i swam away to you in the deep
and i want your face, your skin, your hair all over me
over me
and i finally found you underneath
and you pull me in until i start to breathe

i guess i feel a little surrounded
finally feel a little surrounded
i guess i feel a little surrounded
finally feel a little surrounded

surrounded (2021)

I’ve made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgment, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. Recently on my new song “Bones” streaming on SoundCloud© I partnered with Blade: Shadow Legends© to include an advertisement in the middle of the song  for their new expansion “Kingdom of Oodath©”. I also included that if you used my code “ATP” you get a free epic champion© as part of the new player program©.

I now realize this was wrong of me to do.

While I still love Blade: Shadow Legends© and play it whenever I’m not making music, I know that I should have expressed that in a way that wasn’t intrusive to the listeners' experience. 

I have posted the song ad free as of right now. I hope you can forgive me, but I don’t expect to be forgiven, because of my severe and continuous lapse of judgment. I’m sorry.

----

put that on my bones
put that on my life
put that on my bones
waist got that dual tone
get that shit to go
put that on my bones
get that shit to go
bend up with the wrist yeah i just whip my own
rolling like a stone
sippin styrofoam
jaw lock like i'm holmes
you know what the deal been
i gotta get it more
always get in more

kickin up with my bitch bad bitch you know she go
kickin up with my bitch bad bitch shes on the pole
throw a couple bills like that like that yeah
crush a couple pills like that like that yeah
going all the way down the four
jumpin up on my baby dont think just pour
i might just slide, i'mma just get you the bone
i might just ride, i'mma just get you the bone

put that on my bones
put that on my life
put that on my bones
waist got that dual tone
get that shit to go
put that on my bones
get that shit to go
bend up with the wrist yeah i just whip my own
rolling like a stone
sippin styrofoam
jaw lock like i'm holmes
you know what the deal been
i gotta get it more
always get in more

baby don't think just pour
baby don't think just pour

bones

if you wanna say what you want to
if you wanna say what you want to

they're gonna tell you what you need?
you gon' hold it up? you gon' keep it all inside? no
you can light it up, you can get it out tonight

don't
if you wanna say what you want to
don't you wanna say what you want to?
don't you wanna say what you want to?

you can live it up, you can get it out tonight
moving through the smoke and the ultraviolet lights
know that it's been tough, baby that's just life
you can say whatever i'm gon tell you that you're right

you can let it up
you don't gotta repeat nothing all night, you just gotta say it once
you don't gotta do nothing that you don't like, baby i can get it done
you won't do the window shopping shit no more, girl i can get you one
girl i can get you two

they're gonna tell you what you need?
you gon' hold it up? you gon' keep it all inside? no
you can light it up, you can get it out tonight

don't
if you wanna say what you want to
don't you wanna say what you want to?
don't you wanna say what you want to?

you can live it up, you can get it out tonight

ultraviolet

https://open.spotify.com/track/337H7R2AWIlI9s7M4ugelQ?si=Hw144VyOTiyi8xWOQvyjOQ

was very crazy when i made this

art by @rhodiumnights on twitter

IRIS

@whereisnomu very lovely song
kind of a cover of @limeboiler small version
prod @limeboiler
lol 
<3

nomu - dress (limeboiler)

don't own, all rights go to atp

https://soundcloud.com/afterthepartyatp

Aftertheparty - Ive Been Playing Clue With Your Girl And I Won (Throwaway)

i don't do this shit for the fun
acetaminophen not enough
taste of the drip on your tongue
bitter on your lips and your tongue
heart through your chest, not enough
heart on your sleeve, not enough
you can fuck with me if you want
come and fuck with me, know you wanna

money comin' in on the first
blow through it all on the first
baby i hope you doin' the worst
you know that it's something you deserve
fuck a high road, make it hurt
fuck a high road, make it hurt
i hope that you end up on the curb
ain't no fuckin' lesson you can learn

pretend all you want like this ain't war
pretend all you want like this ain't war

all those words are cheap motherfucker
if you look for me look the fuck up
bought a new whip and i'm bored with it
think i'll buy another motherfucker
baddie in the front give a hummer
all i'm tryna do is get my sum up
been a long time on the come up
assume that im on something when the sun up

i've been making more since i dropped out
thought that i'd be nothing how'd that work out
white that got me sweatin like a work out
i think your break over back to work now
i dont need a bridge that i burned down
think that i don't know, this shit i heard wow
like im on something when i burn out
like im on something lemme burn out

pretend all you want like this ain't war
pretend all you want like this ain't war

i've been hard on the memory 
and even if it wasn't your fault
it makes me feel much better anyway
it made me feel much better anyway

pretend

Dont let them get to your heart, keep staring at the light and keep reaching for it. You’ll get there <3

woods out


contact@afterthepartymusic.com

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