aftertheparty 11/6/21

As You Are

skrt freestyle

let me stop by
give you something more than physical
every other man want something physical
i think you deserve more
i think i can treat you better than he does
waiting every night for his call
waiting every night for the fall
you don't even know what i want
you assume too much you're wrong
this meant something more to me
its harder than it has to be
maybe you're just bored with me
maybe i'm not who i used to be
you're looking through his phone what do you see
your best friend lying and he cheats
and still you're fucking sharing sheets
it doesn't make much sense to me
and somehow you think you deserve it
no currency can put what your worth is
baby i'm worth it
say some Nicholas Sparks shit 
show you what your worth is
let me stop by
give you something more than physical
every other man want something physical
i think you deserve more
i think that i can treat you better than he does
waiting every night for his call

Physical[prod by aftertheparty]

Heavy[prod by aftertheparty]

idfk

.....................thatsthewaythatu

you cannot feel this no more, no
numbness that's perpetual
i just want to hold it
i wanna feel it again
perpetually

i'm getting used to the silence
you not used to relying on nobody but me
you not used to relying
guess you got sick of the lying
i know what it's about baby
sitting by myself faded, i'm faded again
i know what its about baby
all these problems i make up, we make up again 
and its my fault
oh i know
end this dial tones with low serotonin
bonds that not ionic oh you feel so cold and
you cant even feel it numbness gets so old

i cannot feel this no more, no
numbness that's perpetual
i just want to hold it
i wanna feel it again
perpetually

perpetual [prod. by aftertheparty]

I cant have the same conversation
Lotta people new, they don't talk the same
Lotta new faces, they don't look the same
Lotta new money, now they act different
Lotta people want it they don't have the vision
I just cut a line and I do division
I've been on time like due diligence
This is all, this is all.

This is all they want from me from me
They don;t give a fuck about me about me
They just wanna count my money money
This is all they want from me from me

I can't have the same conversation
Hard to look at you with two faces
Hard to look at you, need replacing
They just watch my move then they chasing
Its so easy, watch them watch them ride my wave
Its so easy, watch them watch them come my way
I cant feel them, no no no no, no no way 
I just wanna runaway like runaway oh yeah
I'm not one to runaway but they act like I owe them
These are not open doors, I already closed them
This is all they want from me and I know that.

This is all they want from me from me
They don't give a fuck about me about me
They just wanna count my money money
This is all they want from me from me

same conversation [prod. by aftertheparty]

aftertheparty - lookatme (XXXTentacion Cover)

don't own this bih all rights go to my boy atp