ohh you really on my minddd and its really onnn

Had to come back to this oldie to say this shit is beautiful bro.

this makes me miss 2019 for no reason , 2019 wasn’t even all that , but this makes me miss it

you (p. squirlbeats)

They're lying to your face and you eat it up
You're so fucking dumb
I know that you see through it

I can't standby anymore
Watch what I do from the outside

They'll say whatever you wanna hear
"Ok"

Standby

There's no one who needs you
There's nothing that I would do to get you back
You're just

I've been painting
Picture perfect
How I played it 
Mad at me
That don't play for me I got no patience
I'd rather be
Out your fucking life, or a causality
Like lies to me
Van Gogh to that shit I wasn't listening like
Back and forth
Always back and forth I never asked for more
I knew it all
Never had the proof but God I knew it all 
I saw the call
You can't take it back
Why the fuck is this like every time, it's been every time
At least I got new material, I've been running out
Like drugs on my mind and pills in my mouth and
Line and after line and I feel like alive
It's been eight months since
Any sober night, any sober day
Oxygen away
Oxycontin laced
Stuck in my ways
Can't feel my face
Levitate and say
I need you to go, I want you to stay
I wish I could turn back time and let me know
Just keep the pace

Just walk by
Cup with ice
Used to think I'm nice
I'm not nice
I'm not a good guy
I'm not a good friend
I'm living a lie
I'm painting a picture, it's perfect to your eye
I'm painting a picture, it's perfect to your eye
I'm painting a picture, it's perfect to your

There's no one who needs you
There's nothing that I would do to get you back
You're just oxygen in motion
There's no one who sees you
There's nothing that I would do to give you that
You're just oxygen in motion
Oxygen in motion

Who Sees You

Coming straight out the bottle
I said pull up if you want to
Yeah I know it's getting late but
We could pull up if you want to
Popping straight from the bottle
They said take one but I take two
Like I know its getting late but
We could pull up if you want to

This is not a lie no no no no
Put it to the side
I don't really have any plans 
Labels want me more than my girl do
I could be outside give the damn cue
Yeah it's just me not a band ooh
Lot of counterfeits on my hands though
Had to lawyer up I gotta plan it
Had to lawyer up I hope you panic
Tripled up my pay like a hat trick
Took a lot of years no magic
And it took its toll got some baggage
I know you too well, I could should you how you matter
I know that you're mad there's a pattern
And it starts from me, let me have it
But you turned me to an addict
I can't get you off me like a bad itch
And you're not average
They can say whatever, let it happen
Drink go smooth like satin
I've been on the move and I'm lappin

Coming straight out the bottle
I said pull up if you want to
Yeah I know it's getting late but
We could pull up if you want to
Popping straight from the bottle
They said take one but I take two
Like I know its getting late but
We could pull up if you want to

Take Two

I'll keep you around
I'll keep you around

Never been a fan of the hills
You feel like when technicolor first arrived
Like something that I've never seen
Losing gravity and sense of time
Like both things that I'll never need

I've just been losing composure
Balled-fist and red faced emotion
15 labels on my shoulders
It's getting hard not to notice
Only want you to my own and
There's no malice in my motive
Carry whatever you're holding
Even if I end up lonely

I'll do it, no motive
All because I wanna
You're like glass I'm stone but
I can keep you honest
I'll do it, no motive
All because you wanna
You're like glass I'm stone but
You can keep me honest

Never been a fan of the hills
Never been begging for summer
I always made the time to make time
Always overlooked what's on your mind
I'll take that all in my hands
Your fingerprints still in my bed
Still feel your pulse in my head
Replay the words that you said
I could give you that again
Fist full of sheets and your sweat
Motive whatever you said
My motive whatever you

I'll do it, no motive
All because I wanna
You're like glass I'm stone but
I can keep you honest
I'll do it, no motive
All because you wanna
You're like glass I'm stone but
You can keep me honest

Motive

I felt alive
Same place that you settle down on me
He'll fuck you good
I'll fuck you better
Settle down on me

Oh you really on my mind
And it's really on my
Oh you really on my mind
And it's really on
Oh you really on my mind
And it's really on my
Oh you really on my mind
And it's really on

Glass eyes on a wall
Magnets in carpet like I can't get up
Settle down on me
Give me some relief
He'll leave you out
I'll let you dry
Settle down on me
Give me some relief

Oh you really on my mind
And it's really on my
Oh you really on my mind
And it's really on
Oh you really on my mind
And it's really on my
Oh you really on my mind
And it's really on

Magnets

I'm just waiting in line
Nothing is forever
Don't think I got too long
I'm just taking a number

Quit the 9-5 now I'm working 9-9 
Quit the smoking I really fucking miss the high
So I got back on rohto's for the red eyes
Used to fucking hate so I can not sympathize
And I had to take so much shit to realize
Everybody want a piece if you play it right
Old girl calling me like I'm in tonight
Like I'm sorry you just hit me at the worst time
Like I'm sitting home playing fucking smash bros
And I'm Link
I'm quite the hassle
I can't link up with you baby gotta pass it up
And you'll probably tell your friends that I'm not man enough
And I got some bands and OG that's from Canada
Or the west side
I don't give a fuck
David Blaine disappearing act with the cup
I can feel it comin on

I'm just waiting in line
Nothing is forever
Don't think I got too long
I'm just taking a number

Take A Number

Damn I feel like coach callin plays
I've been all the way up the state
Heard you're having problems with your pay
I don't have no problems with the pay yeah
Mmm you should watch what you say
You should watch all your language
Say it to my face
You should watch what you say

Need to change my five seater to a two seater I don't got the room for you
1.75 liter brought with me if you wanna do something 
Plus I got ... in my pocket got my jaw locked like Medusa
I don't even fucking know you
You only talking about me
Honey drippin like im Winnie
That's a shoutout to the old me
Honey fuckin with my feelings
That's a shoutout to the old me
Liquor pourin with no mixing
Hard for me to stay lowkey
Like a baggie keep it up sleeve like I'm Loki
Holy

You don't gotta fucking ask yeah it's really on me
Motherfucker talkin acting pussy so I gotta put him on a call sheet
I can't really walk I'm walking dead I'm fucking operating like a zombie
But the way I'm movin you don't want police you gonna wanna call the fucking army
I've been doing heavy weight and I catch you bitching on me on the timeline
Always pin me for the blame in the end you're just wasting your time
If you really know so much why the fuck you coming at me when you come in last?
I put in all of the work and it's still my fault you're where you're at?
Bitch I'm feeling like the
Coach

Damn I feel like coach callin plays
I've been all the way up the state
Heard you're having problems with your pay
I don't have no problems with the pay yeah
Mmm you should watch what you say
You should watch all your language
Say it to my face
You should watch what you say


Lock this away
Right in my face
Put it away (Out of sight, out of mind)
Out of my brain (Out of sight, out of mind)

Oh, this is not so easy
Oh, this is not so easy(Out of mind)
Oh, this is not so easy
Oh, this is not so easy(Out of mind)
Oh, this is not so easy
Oh, this is not so easy(Out of mind)
Oh, this is not so easy
Oh, this is not so easy

Language

Like tobacco, no filter
I want everything you offer
For better and worse
All the mistake I made, passed out on the way home
A hole in drywall
Knuckle renovation

Misread the situation, oh I got it all wrong
I thought it went two ways, I thought it went two ways
Misread the situation, oh I got it all wrong
I thought it went two ways, I thought you went two ways

Like tobacco with a filter
You want all the good in me, but I'll still get through
And I got no plans for no one
And telling time in milligrams been getting old

Misread the situation, oh I got it all wrong
I thought it went two ways, I thought it went two ways
Misread the situation, oh I got it all wrong
I thought it went two ways, I thought it went two 
Ways

Tobacco

Take all your time to get where you wanna go
I won't be waiting home
Take all your time to get where you need to be
Just know I

Need a cup that's bleeding
15 feet to my ceiling
Glass half empty feelings
Catch me at 5 if you need me
I've been wasting life like la-ti-da, shit
fuck enough till you fall in love
and its tough, but it's somethin huh?
feeling waves of everything that was
i'm feeling currents of the present bitch
ill put you first you put me second
dont wanna own you im your tenet
even if im not attentive
i dont wait like hold up
i cant hold the door like hodor
i got nothing left to wait for
only thing that i cant pay for

Take all your time to get where you wanna go
I won't be waiting home
Take all your time to get where you need to be
Just know I can't wait so long in place
Your touch don't feel like it did
Still I want something
Yes I'm on something
You look better when I'm with you

I can't step inside my door
I feel like I can't go home
I can't step inside my door
I felt like I can't go home

In Place

I'm in over my head
I'm in too deep
I knew I'd be here

I know I'm not fair
In this position
You put yourself in it
I know I'm not fair
In this position
You put yourself in it

Wake up in a night sweat
Nicotine to bring me down
Even if I took back everything and left it all behind I'm still in the same place now
Feelin like a blood let
It's feeling like a bleed out
I've been going drink to drink to line to line I won't slow down I'm thinking fuck the pace now
I'm not saying keep up
I'm not saying slow down
You can do whatever
Just get it out my mind now
Just get me out the know
Keep me in the dark
Catch me in the dark 

I'm in over my head
I'm in too deep
I knew I'd be here

I know I'm not fair
In this position
You put yourself in it
I know I'm not fair
In this position
You put yourself in it

Magnets

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