good boy

you'll never get in.
-

i bet it looks good from the outside, yeah?
i just make it look like you want it to
now shut the fuck up, be a good boy, yeah?
and break all my bones to the shape of you

am i even living out my own life?
am i even doing what i want to do?
am i just walking inside the lines?
the same ones as you?
i see someone i want to be
all of those smiles look good on you
is anyone really that happy?
i’m not really asking, let me through

they make it look good from the outside, yeah
i’m begging you please just let me in
i’ll do anything, be a good boy, yeah
i’ll do anything to make me you

do you mean it?
-

yeah i guess i’ll see you
later
i already told you that i’d wait up
you can skip the hair and the makeup
you know my location it’s the same that it’s been
so i guess i’ll see you
later
yeah i know it’s late but you want to
yeah i know i’m slurring and i’m on one
you can come through when the sun’s gone yeah i guess i’ll see you
later

girl i put in mileage my whip paid up
dropped out of college, you’ll be my major
and my whole grade participation
guess i need to see you
later
whole lotta nights we need to make up
phone camera on with your waist up
i want the whole thing, do you get the picture?

omega on the wrist like i’m double o
i like my cup shaken with a double pour
she ask “what it cost” she don’t gotta know
if she ask again then it cost 10 now you know
really it was 5 but it appreciated though
work you like a 9-5 and i’m giving raises 
put you on a 401 if that’s okay with you
you can clock in clock out severance package you can pack it up

see you
later
i already told you that i’d wait up
you can skip the hair and the makeup 
you know my location it’s the same that it’s been
so i guess i’ll see you
later
yeah i know it’s late but you want to
yeah i know i’m slurring and i’m on one
you can come through when the sun’s gone yeah i guess i’ll see you
later

laid up with the pay yeah
don’t like what i say, yeah?
take back what i say yeah
yeah i got to see you
later
been a while, but i’ll wait up
been a while, but i’ll stay up
now you like what i’m saying

i’m like lewis hamilton with the pole
but you can come in first when we go
i don’t do the champagne subbin' in the dope
i won’t do a damn thing you can do it all
you want something fancy, you want something gold
tossing off the platinum go and run it up
you say “let's get real” you want something more
that’s a little more than i want to afford

so i guess i’ll see you
later
i know that i told you that i’d wait up
you can skip the hair and the makeup 
you know my location is different than what it was
so i guess i’ll see you
later
yeah i know it’s late and you want to
yeah i know i’m slurring and i’m on one
you can come through in a couple months
yeah i guess i’ll see you


leds on your skin
and the rooms burning up
this is why i wanted you
this is why i wanted you
this is why i wanted you
this is why i wanted you

later

you're real big, huh?
-

talking this and that and you can't help it yeah?
is there something more that you want to say?
always on the phone, never to my face
you can move along, fuck get out the way

know you think about me every single minute
bitch what the fuck?
what'd you expect from me?
single tear roll down the face
hand print on my window pane
all of those other cliches 
that shit is not for me
i can't remember your name
shit left the second it came

talking this and that and you can't help it yeah?
is there something more that you want to say?
always on the phone, never to my face
you can move along, fuck get out the way
i can tell you're mad, i just can't relate
i can tell you're mad, it's funny to me
i can tell you're mad, it's the way you say it
i can tell you're mad, i just can't relate

prescriptions online 'cause i wanted to
drew carey my lines don't gotta ask who
when they hear your name they gotta ask who?
i guess that's a lie nobody asking 
bitching on the timeline that comes fast to you
do you think a hashtag gonna bring them back to you?
i can throw a little feature on if you ask me though
gonna take a 100k that price just for you

what'd you expect from me?
single tear roll down the face
hand print on my window pane
all of those other cliches 
that shit is not for me
i can't remember your name
shit left the second it came

talking this and that and you can't help it yeah?
is there something more that you want to say?
always on the phone, never to my face
you can move along, fuck get out the way
i can tell you're mad, i just can't relate
i can tell you're mad, it's funny to me
i can tell you're mad, it's the way you say it
i can tell you're mad, i just can't relate

prescriptions online 'cause i wanted to
drew carey my lines don't gotta ask who

who?

it's heavier than you thought it would be.
-

just focus now
you’re not gone
pull yourself out
no one will do it for you

oh it’s everything i want
oh it’s everything i want

there’s just something in me that’ll never change
i know what it takes to pull me out
there’s just something missing that i can’t explain
i know what it takes to find it now

living all your minutes in a hurry
wondering where all your days went
laughing with your thumbs on your phone
home alone sitting there in silence
i said what i need and i got it all
i got everything and it’s not enough
i feel like i’m being pulled at both ends
and i start to panic, to panic

let me catch my breath
coming up for air and i get the bends
so i go back in, sinking in the sand
until my heads pulled in, i don’t hear what you’re saying
i don’t want your hand just let me catch my breath
i’ll get what i get, only dead ends
this is pulling punches to be content
this is jumping off and seeing where i land

and it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
oh it’s everything i want 
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)

--

i walked to the river
put the sun in your hand
fake a smile and giggle

you said you would always bring me through the deep
you promise passage to me
you push me in as i leave
“settle down, sink in”

why am i so surprised?
i know who the fuck you are
fall for it every time

you said you would always bring me through the deep
you promise passage to me
you push me in as i breathe
“settle down, sink in”

pull out, sink in

you're overreacting now.
-

shut down, wait for silence 
wide eyes stare in blindly
it’s all in your mind
deep breath won’t solve my problem
phone ring, wait for silence
white knuckle throat throbbing
it’s all in your mind
can’t you just, like, stop it?

if you want
if you want to make it stop?
i’m wearing costumes all the time
it’s a monsoon in a drought 
forgot how to talk, how to smile
forgot how to walk for a while
walls are closing in on all sides
there’s no getting in, getting out

“if you want to make it stop
it’s all a fake, drama
take a deep breath, get calm
if you want to make it stop
it’s all a fake, drama
take a deep breath, get calm”

shut down, wait for silence 
wide eyes stare in blindly
it’s all in your mind
deep breath won’t solve my problem
phone ring, wait for silence
white knuckle throat throbbing
it’s all in your mind
can’t you just, like, stop it?

it’s all
it’s all in your mind
can’t you just, like, stop it?
it’s all
it’s all in your mind
can’t you just, like, stop it?
it’s all
it’s all in your mind
can’t you just, like, stop it?
it’s all
can’t you just, like, stop it?

breathe

me my

NotYou (Prod. GHXST)

I'll wrap you up like cellophane
Skin tight i want you enclosed
Friction make you lose composure
Smoke dancing in your windows

Just put me out
Put me through every emotion
Just put me out
Put me through every emotion
Haven't felt good since emulsion
Bupropion isn't working

I feel it again
I'm not really living
I'm going through motions
I'm watching your motions

So wrap me up like cellophane
I'll suffocate nothing but a smile
Keep on making me pick a side
I know you want a fuck and a fight
And i got used to being left behind
Nobody gonna get you where you wanna go
Nobody gonna tell you what they really know
Save your time on me just put me out
Save your time on me

Just put me out
Put me through every emotion
Haven't felt good since emulsion
Bupropion isn't working

Bupropion

wake up your friends
bullets in guns
not making amends
dealing in arms

this not your fault, say it once
this not your fault, say, it is
fires in eyes flood in us
cracks in the sky pulling up

i know what i've seen, there's no words
i know what i've seen, swallow tongues
we hunt tonight, madness stalks
we hurt tonight, lose your thoughts
i know what i've seen, there's no words
i know what i've seen, swallow tongues
we hunt tonight, madness stalks
we hurt tonight, lose your thoughts

wake up your friends
bullets in guns
wake up your friends
bullets for fun
wake up your friends
bullets in guns

Cosmic

oh you come
and you go

and i'll still be here waiting (i'll still be here waiting)
like i was before (like i was before)
i know that i'm hot and cold (like yes and no)
i'm angry and in love (angry and in love)
and i'll still be here waiting (i'll still be here waiting)
like i was before
(it's not how you)

oh you waste all my time like a game
go collect all your likes and your names
and ill still be here waiting
35 milligram, chasing
you can tell me don't wait up
but i'mma be here if you need some
lets take it too fast and lay up
skip on the fight and make up
and it's all
it's all for fun
you say it's a game
and i said
baby i know
i'm on the same page
and i'll wait
and take all your time
just give me a name
and i'll stay waiting on you
i'm waiting the same

oh you come
and you go

and i'll still be here waiting (i'll still be here waiting)
like i was before (like i was before)
i know that i'm hot and cold (like yes and no)
i'm angry and in love (angry and in love)
and i'll still be here waiting (i'll still be here waiting)
like i was before
(it's not how you play)

waiting

i don't do this shit for the fun
acetaminophen not enough
taste of the drip on your tongue
bitter on your lips and your tongue
heart through your chest, not enough
heart on your sleeve, not enough
you can fuck with me if you want
come and fuck with me, know you wanna

money comin' in on the first
blow through it all on the first
baby i hope you doin' the worst
you know that it's something you deserve
fuck a high road, make it hurt
fuck a high road, make it hurt
i hope that you end up on the curb
ain't no fuckin' lesson you can learn

pretend all you want like this ain't war
pretend all you want like this ain't war

all those words are cheap motherfucker
if you look for me look the fuck up
bought a new whip and i'm bored with it
think i'll buy another motherfucker
baddie in the front give a hummer
all i'm tryna do is get my sum up
been a long time on the come up
assume that im on something when the sun up

i've been making more since i dropped out
thought that i'd be nothing how'd that work out
white that got me sweatin like a work out
i think your break over back to work now
i dont need a bridge that i burned down
think that i don't know, this shit i heard wow
like im on something when i burn out
like im on something lemme burn out

pretend all you want like this ain't war
pretend all you want like this ain't war

i've been hard on the memory 
and even if it wasn't your fault
it makes me feel much better anyway
it made me feel much better anyway

pretend

counting the grooves in my palms
the still in the air
the bother we knew
it's gone
it's so far gone
forget your name
it's not who you are

pull out, sink in

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