let u down

tonight

^^^AFTRRLIFE OUT NOW^^^

note 2/1/25 - plays got botted  
stream: https://ffm.to/1ma
produced by aftrr

I'm not in position to deal with commitment
You're slowing me down, do you see what I envision
It's tearing you up, try to show me what I'm missing
You're blowing me up, say you don’t wanna be with him
Eyes lock, heart stop, let me know when you're in town
I watch you walk, little closer, come around
You talk, I listen, we could find a way out
I left my heart, it’s way out

I'm just a one man army
Standing right where you want me
Only got one shot, make it count
Our problems, a less amount
Is it all for you to see

I'm just a one man-
I'm just a one man-

I feel my heart getting colder
I know it's okay, it's what I told her
And we don't gotta rush into it
We're pushing through it
Let go, let go
If it's not enough
I'm going home, nowhere to go
I had it all
I can't oppose, can't oppose
The way you love
It's all I chose, all I chose

I'm just a one man army
Standing right where you want me
Only got one shot, make it count
Our problems, a less amount
Is it all for you to see

I'm just a one man army

One Man Army

^^^AFTRRLIFE OUT NOW^^^

produced by aftrr, sherif xr, damazein, 6makxs
stream: https://ffm.to/hone

I hear the silence getting louder
(Tell me, where did you go)
You whisper in my ear, tell me you want it
(Woah, woah)
I told her all my secrets
Just to make new ones without her
What I said, you know I mean it
Promises turned to sour
What I gave you, did you keep it
Up and gone within the hour
I guess I'm just a downer

What do you, what do you stand for
Same outside and within
I decide on a whim
What do you, what do you stand for
I reside in a sin
If I die

Hone it in
Hone it in
Hone it in
If I die, hone it in
What do you, what do you stand for
I hear the silence getting lou-
I hear the silence, silen-
What do you, what do you stand for
You whisper in my ear, tell me you want, you want it

And you feel so alive
What is there more to life
You're sitting passenger, feel the sunlight
Tell me, tell me it'll be alright
And I got nothing to lose
But I got something to prove to you
I'm making a move
To win it all, does it humor you
Times that we fall
Wait by the phone for a call
Searching, looking for clues
Searching, looking for clues

Hone it in
What do you, what do you stand for
Same outside and within
I decide on a whim
What do you, what do you stand for
I reside in a sin
If I die

Hone it in
Hone it in
Hone it in
If I die, hone it in
What do you, what do you stand for
I hear the silence getting lou-
I hear the silence, silen-
What do you, what do you stand for
You whisper in my ear, tell me you want-

Hone it in
Hone it
Hone it in

Same outside and within 
I decide on a whim
Same outside and within 
I reside in a sin
Same outside and within 
I decide on a whim
Same outside and within 
If I die

If I die, hone it in
Hone it
Hone it in
Hone it in

Hone It In

something must be going on

produced by @arysvance
written by @arysvance
cover art by @arysvance

lyrics :

two double o nine

back in that time
there's nothing more than just a silly place
do you see familiar faces
oh yeah i know those are things that i grew up watching
so let me take you into this world

and i can't live without nostalgia
feature phones and old camcorders was a thing at it's time
but there's something so beautiful about it
so bring back to the old times

saving everything for the lights
through a wayback machine it's alright
it's more beyond daydreaming about the memories that have passed by

it's not that i feel lost
you think that i am sad about the things i miss
and you'll understand the joy of old things
sometimes it might have last for so long
it has never been gone

there's so many things to see
everything you'll ever need
all of the charm from aesthetic that seen from your eyes
green moutain white clouds & blue sky
so let the birds fly

i'll sing you a song with a melodyne
cuz my vocals aren't that great to shine
i stayed up for so long
i can't sleep what is wrong with me
oh i'm stuck in the past it's just who i am
live to see everything
over here where i stand
it's just a part of me that i can't let go
[ you're the deer in the headlights ]
and i can go back decades in the light to see the year

[ oh whatcha say ]

2009

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Aekc080xrk
prod aftrr

no one compares
u stand alone
to every record i own
music to my heart
thats what u are
a song thats goes on and on

can we pretend for just another day
that we still feel some other type of way
tie up loose ends, i might just run away
cuz im just chasing u and it goes on and on

it goes on and on

are we, oh woah

move onto another
u kiss me undercover
when u show me ur true colors
say its not a bluffer
i give it to some other girl
but i dont wanna love her
i dont wanna dub her so baby tell me

can we pretend for just another day
that we still feel some other type of way
tie up loose ends, i might just run away
cuz im just chasing u and it goes on and on

what are we really waiting for
i think im losing it all
chasing, take it, theres something in store

it goes on and on

are we, oh woah

stream

On & On

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jNK1DuyExU

prod me :)

lyrics:

couldn’t mind my business, fidgeting the patience of love
still can’t point to what i thought was missing but something just ain’t sitting with us

caught that glimpse of ya
when the guilt spilt from ur eyes
denial missed the invite
cuz i burnt the receipt twice in a month
sike, i kept it tucked

if i turn the music down
would the quiet be too loud
if the thought of loving me ain’t cross ur mind why you around
say that i was in ur shoes
maybe i would keep me too
to the sidelines where i archive things i once had passion to

i’m jus tryna keep u alive
in a world where we’re told to love who’s beside
this love ain’t convenient
but it shouldn’t be
so come to the side where you feel alive

think about that time where i was in my room
framed a picture in my head displayed the things id say to u
didn’t think about the hoops
that i needed to jump through
all i thought was m o m e n t, left the m and t

then the omen showed its “t”
took a bite of empathy
that little ounce that’s left in me
when i say me i don’t mean eve
now im left to sober up
from the limerence or love?
never thought i needed to know
never thought i needed to know

so if i turn the music down
would the quiet be too loud
if the thought of loving me ain’t cross ur mind why you around
say that i was in ur shoes
maybe i would keep me too
to the sidelines where i archive things i once had passion to

i’m jus tryna keep u alive
in a world where we’re told to love who’s beside
this love ain’t convenient
but it shouldn’t be
so come to the side where you feel alive

stream c:

turn the music down

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/Kv38QbSm8sQ?si=ncNCp8uMao_JC9cS

produced by aftrr

Got your life tied in a knot
Show your worst side, what you got?
Let it go, going for the top
On the road, I can never stop

Head-rush  
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Your touch
Tongue tied
Think I love it
Out my mind

Head-rush
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Live it up
Tongue tied
(Risk is drowning but I'm gonna take it)

(Isn't it fun)
Think I met you in my past life
It's the right time
I can't let it pass by
(In my head)
Living a lie
Losing myself in the moment
Look myself in the mirror
I know I need you right here

Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
Your name, I call out
You're all-, all alone
Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
To you, I call out