prod simon m @simonpopdiva goat

i think im gonna 
fuck up every single thing in my life
know that ima stuck up, everything i do is out of spite
i know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
i just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die
lately been on my own, and i walk this lone road
i wear my heart on my sleeve, she said im getting too cold
u say that im toxic, selfish, oh well thats just how it goes
keep making assumptions about me, look at u what do u know

and lately i been feeling better than ever
we dont talk anymore but maybe one day i'll write u a letter
and time goes on and the bond we had continues to sever
yeah i guess i wish i never met her

u say one thing and do another
see the cracks, i see the bluffer
too far gone, im under covers
know that u want me to suffer
look at u i look at my reflection and i hate it
i dont know the last time i felt good emotion, heart's so vacant
like woah woah, im moving so slow
take a pill im gone, i just do it all to cope
im just losing myself time and time again, im losing hope
maybe one day i can really love again, reap what i sow
like
what u really want from me, begging for my attention
(i know that i) love u and i hate u, got me torn over this tension
(feels like ur just) using me, these memories are stuck in my retention
(tryna get u) out of my head but i still see u in my mentions

i think im gonna 
fuck up every single thing in my life
know that ima stuck up, everything i do is out of spite
i know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
i just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die

i think im gonna 
fuck up every single thing in my life
know that ima stuck up, everything i do is out of spite
i know that my luck's up, running out of reasons to try
i just need me one cup, looking for a reason to die
lately been on my own, and i walk this lone road
i wear my heart on my sleeve, she said im getting too cold
u say that im toxic, selfish, oh well thats just how it goes
keep making assumptions about me, look at u what do u know

and ive been doing better
shoutout to my friends cuz without em i would never
be in this position so for them ima be better
fuck the opposition ima go up, go getter

out of spite (simon m)

aftrr