Horror Shit Show

Days ft. Tacet

FINISHED VERSION IS ON ALL PLATFORMS ON MY ALBUM ‘VIOLET SEASON 2’

demo written and recorded summer 2022.

prod. xavierstoned
https://soundcloud.com/wehateuxavi

YouTube vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNDskc93F-Q

Lyrics:

i wish u well, i wish u well, we're still growing up, always growing up.

Yeah we thought we were in love
Only kids got to worry bout bugs
Yeah, maybe just friends
But she kissed me on the bus
I’m offended, spitting out the germs on my tongue
Got words for the cooties, no trust
I was shooting for her
But the spitball hit a wild thing in the fur
Football kid stood up
Caught a hook in the gut
I cried blood
Then they sent me to lunch
Yeah i felt so tough
Sitting on the playground
When she came around
Shook her hand 
then I stayed down
But we stayed up
On the telephone
Wire stretched all the way across our parents home
Caught a snow cone date
Next day, no nerves on the replay
We could just say
Whatever we wanted,
And I wish u well.

Maybe if we had perfect timing
Maybe we just met too soon
The gold we knew is more than a lining
But we’re not too old, got growing to do
And I’m wishing you well

We thought we knew it all!
When I wrote your name down
On the smoke stall,
I just hoped the pain drowned
With my notes all
Written in the rain town
Where we safe sound until
We really fell in love,
High school in the Fall
Never felt the same, now
But i ain’t proud,
Cuz I bottled all the shame
That we poured each other,
Sipping champagne but we can’t afford a sweater
Body got drained, soggy and we cold as ever,
Gas light exchange, im insane, ur clever
Yea I can’t maintain, mind changed with weather
Cut myself off from whatevr makes me better,
My room’s a mess and my homework smells
We do sex, I’m a pro, don’t tell
We too obsessed, I don’t know, it’s a test I failed, I guess
And I confess, some days now, 
I still wish u well.

Maybe if we had perfect timing
Maybe we just met too soon
The gold we knew is more than a lining
But we’re not too old, got growing to do
And I’m wishing you well

We really did it for the love
Our life became the same
As when we played pretend
Feeling safer when staying in
Maybe break some shit when paper's thin
But we swear it’s healthy we don’t hear our friends
All these problems that we trade for rent,
Maybe it’s best if we were separate
But we’re way too invested getting desperate
Just give me a second!
There’s so much more of the world to see
Found this girl but I feel I’m just losing me
Stayed together, out for fear, but I’ll choose to leave
Said I,
I said I wish u well.

She said imma kill myself,
Take it back, u gotta see i’ll take the pills myself
You cannot say these threats cuz i’ll
Tear all of the curtains and
I’ll just pray that my insurance cover the cost of my death
You lost a lot of respect
For urself in our time together
Sometimes I wish we could rewind it better
But the only time is now 
and we’re alive as ever so trust me
Told a lie if I said I won’t love you forever.

damn. when did this shit get so complicated?
i miss when we could say whatever we wanted.
wish u well +

wish u well [demo] (prod. xavierstoned_)

FTM: https://www.dropbox.com/s/ov2zmi7tsryae6l/super-reflex.ftm?dl=1

SUPER-REFLEX (N163+FDS)

If you make some time
Maybe you and I can drive down the coastline 
Watch the city burn while we suck on the embers
I can’t wait to forget what December feels like 
Can you
Can you tell me why I want to crumple up as if it were a favor  

I figured you’d be alright

I don’t think I’m doing to well
Its keeps getting harder to tell

A figure of resistance
A moment of calm just an instance   
Thoughts of a quieter life
But not so quiet that the pressure subsides
I figured, I figured 
I figured it out, I don’t want to be around

written, mixed and mastered by me (afunweekend)

FIGURE

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IG XOXO 

ᴗ ˳ ᴗ Snoring (Music To Sleep To)

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lyrics //

Hey ladies 

Can I tell you a secret 

If you don’t keep it imma kick ya ass
Bust you in the jaw its gon sound like glass
Thought I found love but she threw it in the trash 
And i’m mad
Yeah hes mad
Oh hes mad
Real mad 

How you gonna do me like that 
And bounce 
Just an ounce of courtesy's what counts 
i’m not the type of guy who sees his prey then pounce 
I’m the type who misses the ball and strikes out 

Can i tell you a secret 

Oh shit here we go again
Talk nonstop but we’re still just friends 
And its my fault
Make a move make a move 
And its my fault
like a crack in the asphalt 
Got too much time on my hands
All i can do is come up with a plan 
To get rid of her mans 

If I told you how i feel
Would you look my way
If I came into steal
Would you call the authorities

FIGURE

AFunWeekend