ft @lovecupid1
deleted @yukisasayaki song
dm cnaw discord for takedown
why did it blew up after 2 months

=== lyrics ===
[yuki]
i walk in, everybody laughing
blood on my wrist, i knew this would happen
don't even tell me that you care a single bit
cuz i know you're a liar and stupid fucking bitch
avoiding every gym class, just to hide my slits
yeah it's getting way too much, i just wanna call it quits
but you're sitting here beside me
i need you to like you give two shits
so stay another day
cause i love you girl to bits

[lovecupid]
i think that I like you a lot
i'm so plugged up on my phone
all i do is think about you
i don't know what to do
constantly
on my mind, think about you all the time
i just wanna talk to you, i dont know what to do
that's all on my wrist, talking here in this class
so you're talking to a different guy, why would you do that?
you said I'm the only one, why would you do that?
i think i'm obsessed with you, i think that's all I can do

[yuki]
i walk in, everybody laughing
blood on my wrist, i knew this would happen
don't even tell me that you care a single bit
cuz i know you're a liar and stupid fucking bitch
i walk in, everybody laughing
blood on my wrist, i knew this would happen
don't even tell me that you care a single bit
cuz i know you're a liar and stupid fucking bitch
avoiding every gym class, just to hide my slits
yeah it's getting way too much, i just wanna call it quits
but you're sitting here beside me
i need you to like you give two shits
so stay another day
cause i love you girl to bits

call it quits

i hate u go kys die die

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change (ft. humanendeavour)

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

lyrics:

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice :3
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die

theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever could we doo??
theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever will could doo??

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die
cause we heard you wanna diiiiieeeeiieeee

i love five nights at freddies!!!

reprod by me
original https://soundcloud.com/weejk/black-dress 

yes ik the start is off ium too lazy to fix tuirgtfghjt

black dress (wujek cover)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1NCucKNiA95f9yxt28FqpH?si=90441ae34bbe46b5
prod. deathsuppressant
lyrics:

you hate me
i dont know why
ive asked you like 1000 times
i just dont wanna be despised
and attacked for the things i like </3

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again 
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

i really miss your touch
is it love or lust?
every time my name is brought up you have a fuss
you tell your friends im dumb
when you see me you throw up
and i dont know how that is
cause we used to be in love!

like what the fuck did i do?
you said you love me 
thats a fluke
your a batshit crazy bitch
what the fuck did i get into?

no friends i need some buddies
when you notice me
i feel lucky

i just want a simple hi.
talk one time then say goodbye
i just want another life
dont bother me when im with my knife

cut ,cut, cut

i feel like im not enough.

i know you wanna spill my blood :/

so do it slowly

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

why arent i happy happy? (p. deathsuppressant)

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

after hours of reflection, yesterday is always the worst

ft @yukisasayaki instrumental by me @deathsuppressant

everyday's disaster
don't ask me what's the matter
all my dreams are shattered
i can't make new ones even when i sleep

the glass i look through's tinted
my eyes are causing faults
and the concrete i walk on
there's cracks in all the spots
with your arms surrounding me
am i bothering you?
i'm harmful to everyone
yet i can't hurt you

everyday's disaster
don't ask me what's the matter
all my dreams are shattered
i can't make new ones even when i sleep

i cant stop it
ur not jus somebody
everything i could ask for yea u got it
i dont wanna hurt u
yea i said it
but i tend to fuck up yea i regret it

cant take the life out of me 
its constant pathetic fallacy
my fantasy
is all i see
but u shattered all my dreams
cant take it
ur all in my head
i dont care bout my problems
i embrace the dread
i dont care bout ur problems
or maybe i do
i want u to be happy
but im so confused

everyday's disaster
don't ask me what's the matter
all my dreams are shattered
i can't make new ones even when i sleep

bloodsekai x yuki .. everyday's disaster

that girl is pretty
i hope she likes
but deep in my heart
im scared to approach her
i wanna get to know her

i just cannot bring myself to ask her out
i dont have the guts
but i dont want her with no one else
i wanna give her a ring
im sacred of rejection

will you take my hand
and live with me forever?
and forever?

youll stay right by me

will you take my hand and live with me forever?

august