prod. @yumenikki @fleafriends

i dont wanna fix any problems
i dont have the power to solve them
stick it in the back of my headspace
everytime i get up i fall down

fall down, we dont really text we dont call now
call now, i dont really ball but i spazz out
spazz out, hell yea shawty got her ass out
ass out, all the pain i felt is in the past now

past now, paypal imma fuckin cash out
cash out, im so fuckin geeked up i passed out,
pass out, imma throw my heart in the trash now
trash out, only feel alive when im blacked out

blacked out windows imma hit the gas now
gassed up crabs in a bucket but i crawled out
crawl down, soft steps when i move at all now
all down, everything i know tear it all down

lonely, i feel like the only one here right now
breath so slowly im one with the ground
only feel present in walls made of sound
finders keepers i kept what i found

i just do what i know how to do

trash prod. freger & fleafriends

prod @heyfrancis5858

mp5 wit a holo sight 
ive been thinkin bout homicide 
2 dis day think bout getting high 
pull tha trigger need 2 stand in line  
i jus wish i could change da time 
i jus wish i could do it right 
dont eat da cake cuz its all a lie 
still alive 

u jus live inside ur imagination 
strap the patient 
release the fragrance 
all dis time i jus bask in hatred 
quit relating 
not on da same shit 

walk into his trap
like i already been there
feel all the glass
shrapnel dont breathe the air
remingtion on my class
only feeling u will kno is fear
i said bitch better get back

@heathen1450
cant tell me whether they hate
or wanna kill me 
all these pills 
they think they gonna kill me
tryna talk but
they dont know the real me 
i cant stop 
i can conceal all these feelingz 

im 2 upset 
got a new tec 
ima kill myself wit it 
2 escape this mess 
i dont understand 
im at a limit cant 
cant expect 
for you to comprehend it 
shit im doin das dat 

so mad 
all yo music that u makin 
kiss my ass 
and im runnin for the greats 
im goin fast 
im changing switching lanes 
ur ass get lapped

still alive +heathen (franc!s)

I cant believe I mixed this from scratch!

inspired by kantaa, kurai, katai, etc.
main inspiration song: https://soundcloud.com/whoiskantaa/more_souls

prod by https://soundcloud.com/1wayza

lyrics:

again I leave,
this place too boring,
I'll stay alone,
no I wont handle this,

and I feel down,
down everytime that I realize I'm useless,
so young but my energy is what I'm losing,
everytime I talk I be feeling a nuissance,
feeling like a nuissance

looking at the sky,
don't know why I'm looking,
playing hide and seek,
I be hella crusing,
don't know what I'm seeking,
i just know I'm moving
I'ma lost kid, 
walking into my ruins

crash out,
I think I'ma crash down,
might switch my damn route,
fall head first to the ground

hide↓seek (p. wayza)

prod @bloodcryy x @ssj5-junk
sfx @bloodcryy

can u tell me wen2stop .. ??
ion like2think alot . ' /// 
on my body watch me drop..:p / '
omg i took alot ;./';{

can u tell me wen2stop .. ?
omg i took alot ;./';{
can u tell me wen2stop .. ??
omg i took alot ;./';{

sorry:(||im sryy dat u dont wana get thru .. ;{[ ]'
i tried my best , . ig it didnt get thru .. /
fallin. ive fallen, ,. i thought u felt da same2 .. /'[}}||
its said. . itss done ./ ill come collect ur pain2 .. /

i wish i didnt start it .;[ wishin tht i woulda phased u . .
guessin u departed .. ? /? omg i fucking h8 u ....>
gave u wat u wanted., ,, yea u had2 go&take2 .>:{
ion wana fake it, .,| ion wana b like u .. //

how u gona feel wen its over ?? ..
took another pill like no composure .. :p
how can dis stop cuz im over .. / 
ima end it all ||no closure /.. :?///

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collect ur pain [bloodcryY x ssj5-junk]

prod me & @taylor

im a zombie
she want me
keep copies
i think its all me

its just me
please trust me
ur funny
want you to love me

above me
do u like me
you know where
where to find me

erase me
you chase me
i chase you
you played me

really just wait for the payment
lay my head down on the pavement
do it cuz i know how to fake it
xanax memory i erase it

relive that shit i wanna chase it
promise u then make an arrangement
full stomach prolly delayed it
i like percocet, molly my favorite

ur the only person i notice
die for life, live in a moment
crushin adderall i gotta focus
i do all these drugs, thats how im coping

kpins got me stupid, im clueless
fuckin hate my life i wanna lose it
i wont go that low, i wouldnt do it
hate that u dont trust, no way to prove it

zZzombie prod. emorave & taylor morgan

i can't really get you out of my mind
i can't really get you out of my mind
imma fall in love everytime 
i just wish you be mine
i don't know where you gone 
i feel like my life is so lonely
without you imma lose my mind
i need you everytime
shit get so weird when it's about you 
i can't feel i just need more time 
imma feel about you, your the one that i like 
you are with that guy
i don't know what you done
because that guy is so lame 
unlike me in the past 
we got history
we got history
we got history 
we got history
we got history
yeah i can't get you off my mind
shit gets real now that i'm gone
i hit my plug up
hit my plug up 
and i erase you 
hit my plug up
hit my plug up 
and i erase you
the one on my mind 
i can't really waste my time
i can't get you off my mind 
i'll kill myself if you know

Cant Get U Off My Mind

can u tell that im upset

prod axry!
 mail: prod.axry@gmail.com
 inst: @1axryy

lyrics:
intro
{it was a mistake I cant help but feel so stupid
I cant tell if im awake cus everythin so fkn lucid
I cant do this by myself im fkn useless
I suggest u pack ur bags n leave
u rly don't need me around 
im such a burden x2}

{woah}
feelin hella stressed
need u jus 2 tell me that im dffrnt frm the rest
bitch I need an explanation why theres pain inside my chest 
don't want u 2 leave me can u tell that im upset 

I fear that nobody wants me 
 nobody hears me 
but yk that im sorry 
keep on crashin the party
jus know that im hurtin
ik I deserve this
ik im a burden 
started stuntin on the devil now the reaper is flirtin
bitch I popped a cuppa shrooms now my stomach is hurtin
n u prbly wna leave cus im not rly worth it 
picture u inside my dreams my vision of u is perfect 
n ik it for certain im lost without u 

it was a mistake I cant help but feel so stupid
I cant tell if im awake cus everythin so fkn lucid
n its only me 2 blame cus im in the way of cupid 
n id do it all again but u said we cant be friends 

{bridge}

 late night long talks id do it all again 
didn't wna stop but we knew it had 2 end 
u don't need me anymore 
I cant say the fkn same 
took all that I had n u wanted more 

listen 2 heart
need u jus 2 tell me that im dffrnt frm the rest
bitch I need an explanation why theres pain inside my chest 
don't want u 2 leave me can u tell that im upset 
 I hated u, I hated me, I hated everyting
I was so in love now I promised that id never wear a wedding ring 
losin all control I been thinkin bout the sedatives 
ok ok bicth im in all black jus like the president 
no way no way 
no time for a bitch I need that money money 
never touchin lean , might turn fat like lucki 
only smoking green 
never poppin pills or ketamine 
im the hardest in the scene n im always gna b 
 b b b b b oh oh oh 
bitch I cant let go 
pray the reaper gon take my soul away 

 chorus

##bbewitch

can u tell that im upset [axry!]

prod. me (obviously)
(srry 4 not dropping, going thru alot. my lyfe sux!) i love producing! @yureiclub | special thx 2 @gloomed for inspiring me sm ly mai.

i lost my mind.
i'll be just fine. </3

[will trim the ending later…there seems 2 b a next pro issue.] 😳

eat ur heart out

tryinghardtobedumb >,.,<    
@blackwinterwells

wells:
bc im dumb
when i play jeopardy i get the answers wrong
when i hear bocelli i cannot sing along
u ask me basic math i cannot lie im stumped
bc im dumb
bc im dumb
facebook conspiracies i believe all of them
i trust the feds i have faith in the government
and why would anyone lie on the internet?
bc im dumb
bc im dumb

cheeto: 
I try to talk about my issues
i get caught up and now im drowning in some tissues. 
im just an idiot i thought that i would fit you,
im fucking stupid i got cropped out of the picture. 
i got my backpack, in my art class, 
raise my hand my teachers calling me a dumbass. 
i try to talk back but im outclass, 
these people smart cuz my brain just always fit less. 

drinking red 40 till i end up dead, im munching on a snack and you know its fucking lead. 
your always tryna talk but they never call you ted, i open up a book when i haven't ever read. 
im playing final fantasy, i build a stupid witch.
i try to hit up winterwells, but im a stupid bitch. 
I'm sick of playing show and tell, im running out of tricks. 
i'm like a mushroom chanterelle i make you trip. 

i'm from an area where every single persons dumb, 
i write my answers down and i got every question wrong, 
my dad is calling me and said my musics fucking bum,
cant think of lyrics like a tab i got it on my tongue. 

wells: 
i believe everything i read
i just found out about flouride and i made 100 tweets
earth is flat and birds arent real
i eat red meat every meal
bc jordan says its smart to do 
im barking like a seal

im so smart
SMRT
bah bah bah bah
im a genius
hope u guys know this just meme riff
earths shape is whatever u feel it is

cuz ur dumb.

PROD us :)

tryinghardtobedumb ft. blackwinterwells

mixed n mastered by me
prod by @tgwog & @sshinju
lyrics:
ahay- 

all my friends are fuckin dead I stuff em right into my pocket too
I'd stay all in my bed if I ain't had shit that I had to got to do 
living thru the day jus tryna get comfy with all the trauma 
get my life back, 
my thoughts back,
atleast for what I got through 
 
I think I don't Fw no one yall make me feel uncomfortable
"you gotta go ur own way" ... been doing that I feel unstoppable
doing what I did, it felt impossible
hell.. every day I wake's another fuckin obstacle

I can't change the way that you see me 
keep my strains stacked like CDs
make promises I fail delivery on
u shouldn't wanna be me 
I'm trained to go but I'm sleepy 
speak my mind as freely as I want 

get out my bucket here we go 
can't trust a thing you show 
pistol on the stove , who's at the door, can't trust a soul
murder what she wrote , burdens I'll never disclose

LXCCA-

When you livin fast then you know the crash is imminent 
Say they’re open ears but there’s really no one listening
Try to Keep my head Keep my head up Through the Dissonance 
I might Pop myself pop myself just like a Ritalin  
World spinning will you be there when the day it stops 
I could make the whole show stop just like a clot 
All this pain and I only know one way to stop it 
And I try but can’t forget

pocket

pocket w/ LXCCA (shinju & tgwog)

prod: @1juhiss

ay listen up 
I just made like... 10 bands... inna day :p 
fuck u do?
... 
nah im joking XD 
I havent made shit 
alright peace 

Chorus: 
She said that i hate her i said baby say the truth
I don't wanna talk if i'm not talking to u <3
They think they my level cause they walking in my shoes
They wanna join 𝔤𝔲𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 yea they wanna join the group
But it's really nothing new
Post me up on 𝔤𝔲𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 this is my debut!!
Caught a couple bodies yea :p fucking caught a few
Wheredafuq the competition at got no clue

Verse:
Yea i really got no clue
Yea like baby fuck who u
Yea like this is my debut!!
Walk a mile in my shoes

Now they see me on the top they below
They like kuro wtf? How u grow?
Now they seein now they seein how i go go go
Now they seein now they seein all the mo…

…tion
I'm on potions (i do NOT drink lean)
Just like mysticbummer dropping bombs got explosions (mysticbummer - smoke 💨 w/ 00sev)
Always all this talk this commotion
Wrist just like it's disney cause it's frozen (walt disneys head not the movie)

Yea my wrist just fucking frozen (zen zen zen:))
Miss me with that hoe shit (shi shi shi)
Fuck it making potions (tion tion tion )
Movin I don’t know shit (shi shi shi)

Chorus: 
She said that i hate her i said baby say the truth
I don't wanna talk if i'm not talking to u <3
They think they my level cause they walking in my shoes
They wanna join 𝔤𝔲𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 yea they wanna join the group
But it's really nothing new
Post me up on 𝔤𝔲𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 this is my debut!!
Caught a couple bodies yea :p fucking caught a few
Wheredafuq the competition at got no clue

Clue clue clue
Yea yea I really got no clue got no clue XP

///debut!!///🎉 (prod. 1juhiss)

[ay-hay]
long live jerm.
he/they

inquiries: ahayxo1@gmail.com

pocket w/ LXCCA (shinju & tgwog)

ahay

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