2nd track, more of a remix inspired by Goreshit, came out a lot better than my first song and is a lot more chaotic. I like it.

I'll miss you more than you'll miss me.

Sometimes My Anxiety Makes Me Cry

Another Goreshit inspired track based on some of the samples used. Actually proud of how this one turned out. Reuploaded with better audio balance and forgot what I originally wrote but who cares. Either way this is probly my best track so far in "quality" but that's subjective. I just like it more than the others and refuse to remove the ones I dislike, kind of as an archive. This is what 10 Days of "Breakcore" creation sounds like. Hope you like it!

Twinkles In My Eyes Become Degenerates

Korean Preference

Inspirations

Toromi Reference

Burn This Moment Into the Retina of My Eye is one of my favorite Goreshit songs and for the longest time I knew the sample from somewhere. It always reminded me of Dark souls. And yea, it's a song from Dark Souls 2. So I took the sample and went at it.

BTMITROME II

Just For Now

A song inspired by Kawaii Amen Girl. But god I think I finally made something I think I can call good.

Idk what Genre this really would be so imma just say it's breakcore. And yes its technically not that but how tf are you gunna find something like this?

Gushing

Future Cider Remix, semi Kawaii Amen Girl Inspired.

https://ahdderol.bandcamp.com/album/gushing
Loona  Hi High Mix

Hye Hi High H

I'm losing it.

#2 of [forever laughing]

(Cringey monologue about how it's all gunna be okay and things change. Music and people can be cringey but who cares. Shut up and listen to the song and be happy.)

forever laughing

I'm suicidal because I love you.

I'm ******** because I love you.

#3 of [forever laughing]

Heavily inspired by "I.W. - mugicha"

being alone makes it worse.

what Is love

my only constant is nonsense.

I don't really like this song tbh but still wanted to post it, but I'm glad a bit of you do like it.

Idk

Kill

listening experience may depends on the headphones you're using. This is by far the most hectic song ive made. tryed to capture the feeling of a downward spiral into anger then defused into hopelessness. Idk I like the outro and second drop a lot. might jot be my best song but I like it for its uniqueness. Last song in the album [forever laughing]

Incoherent Lunacy

everlasting lunacy

I'm dying on the inside and I want to cry.

 This will have a bandcamp/download link once I decide to put it into an album or if I make it a single.

Lunacy

I wear big hoodies and chokers to feel cute >///<

:)
I also put it on YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCO_aHiV120

5U1ClD3

fALLING

I don't intend to make a lot of Phonk because I make Breakcore mainly and dont enjoy Phonk too too much but there are songs in this genre that I like. This was my attempt at it. What can I say I like to genre hop. Enjoy.

Another genre I haven't tried but kinda have in the past. I  will probly make more stuff like this but was really happy with how this one turned out compared to a lot of unfished projects recently. It still has my elements to it, like what I generally do when I make music. My "Style" so to speak. Enjoy o7

TRU3 DJ S4M913RZ

HOLD ME

https://ahdderol.bandcamp.com/track/tru3-dj-s4m913rz-0n1y-g7f0-11-111

I like how @katagiri makes music and I enjoy finding samples for songs. @Skrillex is also a huge goat for samples and makes incredible songs and sounds. Hope you enjoy. This is probly my best song atm.

The Tags could be off or some missing lmk if I can add more.

TRU3 DJ S4M913RZ 0N1Y G7F0!!11!111!!!

Already used this sample(kinda)but not as well as I did in the past. I like how this turned out. This is the sample that was used for "girl next door" by On Top. Which I used for "I wear big hoodies and chokers to feel cute >///<" but I wasn't as good at music as I was at the time so I just went and remade that essentially but I like this one a lot more and is a lot better in my opinion. (it also loops)Enjoy :3 <3 (Song is fairly short but didnt want to make it longer.)

Empty

A very fast track. I'm trying to go back to my "Breakcore-esque" type music for if I release an album but dont know yet. I've been listening to a LOT of older @Goreshit music lately and was inspired to try and make another song in his style but in my own style if that makes sense. I don't get enough sleep and drink too much coffee. Enjoy <3 Thanks for listening! :3

Till We Meet Again

Down Low

Probably one of my slowest songs. Enjoy!

Tried to focus on the breaks and break variaration.

If I die today thanks for everything.

https://ahdderol.bandcamp.com/track/god-complex-2 (for downloads)

Sorry I never got around to releasing an album at the end of 2023. (Made a statement about it on my Bandcamp a little ago.) I got busy with life and work and such yada yada you know how it goes. Stuff happens and we focus on other things. I had a lot of projects lined up and wanted to release a 7 or so song album but just couldn't find the time or motivation to keep working on what I had made that year so far. But as I continued to make more and more new music it would quickly become better than the last project I would've been working on so I eventually strayed away from sampling stuff to focus more on my own "original" sounds rather than using things that already exist or mixing, like most of my other works. (Not amen breaks and stuff with sampling, that's inevitable. I think at some point I'll release a dead/unused song/works album but lets focus on one thing at a time. But with me using songs that already exist as the backing tracks of my work etc and layering stuff on top or chopping them I would like to do less of that or make them so unique that it becomes it's own new thing.) But regardless I'm rambling. This is going to be the first song of an album going by the name "SDD" and I don't think I will come back to change anything on this song. If I didn't release it today it probly would've never seen the light of day. If you really want to do some digging you can find the full album name but it's not done yet so I'm keeping it semi unknown but eh. I wanted to share this first song of the album and also have a song released in January 2024. (Plus I haven't released anything new is a few months so I owe you guys. <3) There is no set schedule of the release for this album, or if more will even come related to this song etc blah blah. Enjoy my music or don't. I'm very proud of how this turned out. I hope you enjoy o7

- Ahdderol

Self-Destructive Dissociation

God Complex

Haven't been feeling myself lately, had an old song I worked on forever ago and felt like at least finishing it. Very lazy and not my best work but good enough for my own "Dearly beloved" breakcore song, maybe I'll make another in the future. The album is still in the works and is named "SDD" and has a second song on the way. I'll just say I've been playing a bit of guitar recently :3 - Hope you enjoy o7 Take care of yourself. I know I need to.

My Dearly Beloved

Second song for my album "SDD."

https://ahdderol.bandcamp.com

Consciousness exists because we are conscious. I'm a puppet. Losing my mind over the thought of nothing. The thought of nothing scares me. Making friends is nice. Making love is impossible. Chase perfection while I'm the only critique. Near infinite distractions but nothing is distracting. Impressing others is easy. Impressing myself is arduous. There is no point in anything. Is that the beauty in living? Having consciousness is onerous. Are those who lack awareness happy? It never gets better. I hate me. Detach my strings and it's all gone. Every day is the same hell. I'll miss this too. I don't want my hell to end. Being here is frightening but we find safety in what we know.

Music is my passion, this is my outlet. Be yourself.

Thank you.

Selflessly Destructive

I have so many unfinished projects its not even funny. I Don't finish anything because I always feel like I can do better or that I eventually get a better idea for a project. But this is something I felt like finishing and made relatively recently. This is also apart of the SDD album I've been working on. That's really it. Life has been life and I'm doing my best to take care of myself. I get lots of motivation to make stuff and then it just goes away as I open Ableton but I guess that's the life of an artist haha. I finished the Art for the album as I don't think I'm changing it from what I have here on SoundCloud.

P.S. If I didn't upload this today I probly never would have because I cant help but go back perma and change things all the time and never finish shit. So I hope you enjoy <3 o7 - Till Next time :3!!!

Finite Stimuli

Hope it was worth the wait xd... (Wish I made it longer tbh)

1/5 - New Album. Enjoy the sounds lovelies, no long ass summary like usual. More coming soon (I promise, I have big but reachable goals for 2025!) <3 xo - Ahdd.


edit: 03/08/2025
Changed cover to what album cover will be.

Laurie XR

Track 2/5 for the album (doesn't have a name) my current peak with breakcore. 

(looking to have the album done in June, but don't hold me to that lol, I try to make every release better than the last and I'm trying to actually reach a reasonable goal xd)

This song took me about 2ish months to complete, I hope it was worth it lol. Other than disliking it for a while and it being 240bpm is why it took so long to complete. However I loved the sample so I pushed on.

I hope you enjoy <3 Much Love! -Ahdd

150mg Sertraline

An outlet for my mental health.

I hope you enjoy the sounds I mess with.

If I ever stop posting music, it's probably cause I'm working on something.

Ahdderol

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