Second song for my album "SDD."

https://ahdderol.bandcamp.com

Consciousness exists because we are conscious. I'm a puppet. Losing my mind over the thought of nothing. The thought of nothing scares me. Making friends is nice. Making love is impossible. Chase perfection while I'm the only critique. Near infinite distractions but nothing is distracting. Impressing others is easy. Impressing myself is arduous. There is no point in anything. Is that the beauty in living? Having consciousness is onerous. Are those who lack awareness happy? It never gets better. I hate me. Detach my strings and it's all gone. Every day is the same hell. I'll miss this too. I don't want my hell to end. Being here is frightening but we find safety in what we know.

Music is my passion, this is my outlet. Be yourself.

Thank you.

Selflessly Destructive

学校の地下室

i am sad
https://soundcloud.com/venomouspoisonous/i-did-love-you

younevercared

about 10 hours of going crazy

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thx u sm for this fodaks!!! https://soundcloud.com/fodaks

original music: https://soundcloud.com/explosaointerna/yura-yura

yura yura (fodaks remix)

i tried my best, thank you yem for helping with some stuff

shoutout to @senz57 @hiitsmeun @dj-pidarasiq @123cactusss

Theres too much words in my head.

hardware machines only :)

🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️

Liveset 25’ /// Extract [ 164BPM ]

Unreleased songs I made in 2023-2025 period

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MoOn

An outlet for my mental health.

I hope you enjoy the sounds I mess with.

If I ever stop posting music, it's probably cause I'm working on something.

Selflessly Destructive

Ahdderol

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