Azvindzetheme

Second song for my album "SDD."

https://ahdderol.bandcamp.com

Consciousness exists because we are conscious. I'm a puppet. Losing my mind over the thought of nothing. The thought of nothing scares me. Making friends is nice. Making love is impossible. Chase perfection while I'm the only critique. Near infinite distractions but nothing is distracting. Impressing others is easy. Impressing myself is arduous. There is no point in anything. Is that the beauty in living? Having consciousness is onerous. Are those who lack awareness happy? It never gets better. I hate me. Detach my strings and it's all gone. Every day is the same hell. I'll miss this too. I don't want my hell to end. Being here is frightening but we find safety in what we know.

Music is my passion, this is my outlet. Be yourself.

Thank you.

Selflessly Destructive

...make me cry

original: https://soundcloud.com/aphextwinsucks/asking-myself-questions
ultra respects to https://soundcloud.com/aphextwinsucks go listen to the original!! 

others versions: 
https://soundcloud.com/explosaointerna/63983586z
https://soundcloud.com/explosaointerna/63983586-ways-to-break-the-core

sorry for doing this again and again i really love that sample

AskingMyselfQuestionsCover (Tribute to aphextwinsucks)

i am sad
https://soundcloud.com/venomouspoisonous/i-did-love-you

younevercared

in the mirror, an unknown figure

Track 2/5 for the album (doesn't have a name) my current peak with breakcore. 

(looking to have the album done in June, but don't hold me to that lol, I try to make every release better than the last and I'm trying to actually reach a reasonable goal xd)

This song took me about 2ish months to complete, I hope it was worth it lol. Other than disliking it for a while and it being 240bpm is why it took so long to complete. However I loved the sample so I pushed on.

I hope you enjoy <3 Much Love! -Ahdd

150mg Sertraline

reup load https://soundcloud.com/unhappy-existence

one day i'll do something wrong and everyone who said they were by my side will leave me w/ menher

CALOR DE VERAO (s+r)

zonedout mirrordrop148 (phntmzn slaymor bR)

“Indava” marks the debut release on the brand-new Nazula Records, a powerful collaboration between Aboliv and Yozakura. For this first outing, the duo joins forces to deliver an energetic fusion of techno and breaks, wrapped in a layer of psychedelic atmosphere. It’s a track to get lost in, yet irresistibly danceable, driven by a pounding kick and deep bass.

https://nazularecords.bandcamp.com/track/indava-original-mix

released October 24, 2025

Produced by Aboliv & Yozakura
Mixed and mastered by Aboliv & Yozakura
Artwork by Arnaud De Burchgraeve
Released on Nazula Records

Indava - Original Mix

An outlet for my mental health.

I hope you enjoy the sounds I mess with.

If I ever stop posting music, it's probably cause I'm working on something.

Selflessly Destructive

Ahdderol