Second song for my album "SDD."

https://ahdderol.bandcamp.com

Consciousness exists because we are conscious. I'm a puppet. Losing my mind over the thought of nothing. The thought of nothing scares me. Making friends is nice. Making love is impossible. Chase perfection while I'm the only critique. Near infinite distractions but nothing is distracting. Impressing others is easy. Impressing myself is arduous. There is no point in anything. Is that the beauty in living? Having consciousness is onerous. Are those who lack awareness happy? It never gets better. I hate me. Detach my strings and it's all gone. Every day is the same hell. I'll miss this too. I don't want my hell to end. Being here is frightening but we find safety in what we know.

Music is my passion, this is my outlet. Be yourself.

Thank you.

Selflessly Destructive

An outlet for my mental health.

I hope you enjoy the sounds I mess with.

If I ever stop posting music, it's probably cause I'm working on something.

Breakcore is dance music.
A Breakcore hunter for 20 years
DJ / Organizer / VRChatter
Label owner: OthermanRecords (JP)

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(im not a bot, i just repost music i enjoy for later reference)

Comments got restricted 🫩. IM NOT A FUCKING BOT SOUNDCLOUD. 20.8k likes is what I ACTUALLY have rn. (Gonna have around 30k by the end of 2025) I WILL become the greatest digger on sc oat. My likes will be in the hundred thousands in the future (possibly 1mill.) It all depends on the time Ima end up having to spend on other shi later on and if the method I use to bypass the liking restriction ever gets fixed. Gonna take a long ass time. Peep how fast those likes go up tho👀 (Genuinely dk anyone else who goes through as much or more music than me every day. Pls lmk if yk anyone who might) ALWAYS LISTENING TO MUSIC UNLESS IM ASLEEP. I dig through multiple different genres. HARRISHAWK IS MY RIVAL!!. (My total likes are always incorrect until they register ;D) Listening to 500 songs every 2 days is easy for me although I get distracted by social media n other shi sometimes and ima be getting a JOB eventually, so idk how much that'll affect me. ALSO, once I start producing, that'll be time-consuming as well. The only reason I didn't start doing this sooner was cuz Ididn'tt think abt it until August. Annoying to do on mobile. Once I get a pc then it'll be wayy better. I'll go through your entire discography if I feel like it. LET'S ALL BE MUTUALS PLS. I yap a lot if I text you. I love making ppl happy w small actions :D. I dont need irl friends when there's ppl from soundcloud !
BTW NO YOU DO NOT PRONOUNCE MY NAME LIKE THE MEDICINE. ITS WITH A K. Yall dont even know how many likes I could've had if I started digging sooner. Would've been insane. Send me music recommendations. From any genre.  STOP DELETING YOUR SONGS. How tf did biohannya comment sm in the past

Selflessly Destructive

Ahdderol