Second song for my album "SDD."

https://ahdderol.bandcamp.com

Consciousness exists because we are conscious. I'm a puppet. Losing my mind over the thought of nothing. The thought of nothing scares me. Making friends is nice. Making love is impossible. Chase perfection while I'm the only critique. Near infinite distractions but nothing is distracting. Impressing others is easy. Impressing myself is arduous. There is no point in anything. Is that the beauty in living? Having consciousness is onerous. Are those who lack awareness happy? It never gets better. I hate me. Detach my strings and it's all gone. Every day is the same hell. I'll miss this too. I don't want my hell to end. Being here is frightening but we find safety in what we know.

Music is my passion, this is my outlet. Be yourself.

Thank you.

Selflessly Destructive

An outlet for my mental health.

I hope you enjoy the sounds I mess with.

If I ever stop posting music, it's probably cause I'm working on something.

Profile image art by Jennifer Kelly Hoskins.

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(im not a bot, i just repost music i enjoy for later reference)

Please stop deleting your fucking songs bruh. 28.5k likes is what I actually have rn. The method I used to bypass the liking restriction doesnt work anymore. (There's still a chance, but we have to wait until this restriction is gone to know for sure) My likes are incorrect and most likely always will be from now on on. I'm too goated for soundcloud I guess💔😢 ALWAYS LISTENING TO MUSIC UNLESS IM ASLEEP. 
I'll go through your entire discography if I feel like it. I yap a lot if I text you. I love making ppl happy w small actions :D. I don't need irl friends when there's ppl from soundcloud !
BTW NO YOU DO NOT PRONOUNCE MY NAME LIKE THE MEDICINE. ITS WITH A K. Send me music recommendations. From any genre.

Selflessly Destructive

Ahdderol