ebaij sc -> soundcloud.com/hmicidul
keepsecrets sc -> soundcloud.com/keepsecrets
prod @graydawn

ebaij (a.k.a polowitch) - waiting ft. keepsecrets prod. graydawn

** anger & frustration / death ** 
        This is a mixture of happiness, 
     sadness, anger and frustration….
   but disguised as a quick disappearance

                         Thank You 

• *Letter by Sai at the bottom* •

Beat by Fred irie 
Vocals & Mix by me
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iNTRO:
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Verse 1:
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Yea yea,
Don’t know why they all hate when I try,
Lil bitch i got a dot on you, my nigga, i-spy,
these niggas on my dick don’t get how much you niggas ride,
(imma get one up on you)
Better look up in the sky,
yea yea,
Semi-auto and these bullets fly,
Yea yea,
Why these niggas all want me to die?

Shot up in your ride,
I know that you’re right 
I don’t have much time,
you’re out of your mind,

Imma do something really different,
All you niggas never seen me in fucking existence,
ain’t gon get back wit that hoe,
imma get back on a roll,
all these women really whores,
so why should I talk to em?

All these niggas on my dick,
i don’t even talk to em,
I Walk up in dis Like I’m Rick,
You know I’m a Boss to em,
All these niggas say i “bit” till i get rid of them all,
I say I’m a ##SURViVOR
Ion wanna hear em at all,

I can tell it’s all simulation,
I look you in your eyes, i can tell by your cadence,
They wanna get the weakest link, they ain’t got no patience,
I know they want me R.I.P
it’s gon be a Delay,
All these niggas really hoes,
all they gonna do is hate on me,
(don’t wnna bother u)
I just want u to wait on me,
(don’t wnna bother u)
I just want u to wait on me,
you say that I’m so mean,
Don’t know what to believe yea
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HOOK: (4x)
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imma hit his ass, hit his ass, wit that 1,2
all these niggas trash, niggas trash, i don’t know you,
you better not hold me back, i pull up I go one two,
I got so many racks, i do not know what to do
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<< they wanted me gone, they wanted the real me, so I’ll show you who I truly am……so as a result, Sai must disappear….I’ve had many memories since April with you all and creating the art I have up until now but….

Sai must die so Kyubiijazu can progress…..thank you all and….I love you all >>

- FujiwaraNoSai

@KYUBiiJAZU - ☆ 私たちはあなたがいなくて寂しいです、サイ (The Dissapearance of Sai) << death >> ☆

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/eyeblind2/i-have-anthropohobia-but-only-for-you-feat-chris

prod. @benji-blind
mixing. @benji-blind
w/ @qcxw

**lyrics**
@benji-blind
im scared of seeing your face 
i know you’ll feel a rush of disgrace
you hate me cuz of the things i say
wish i could fix my mistakes
im scared of seeing your face 
i know you’ll feel a rush of disgrace
you hate me cuz of the things i say
wish i could fix my mistakes

hope you forget my existence soon
maybe then i can heal up all your wounds
i’ll be hiding in a disguise
so you don’t know that im benji blind
im obsessive and a bad person
i been that from the start while you’ve been hurting
wish i could take back the things i said
but all i can do is wait for you to forget

@qcxw
oh and i know that you wont and im sorry
theres screams of pain through the halls & blood is painting the walls
theres agony in your eyes my phone has 20 missed calls
im not a sadist oh i hated it all
put us both out of our misery crash my car through a wall
push me out a burning building look at my eyes as i fall

miss when life was simple i was only 4ft tall
me and eyeblind in this bitch you better bump it through the halls
oh on my phone about 20 missed calls
oh how i cried swear to god that i hated it all
i wanna pull a kurt cobain the blood will paint the whole wall
push me off a burning building look at my eyes as i fall

eyeblind x chris - i have anthropophobia but only for you (PRESAVE IN DESC)

i can’t remember you #imsorry by casper and abyss

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

guitar from @Monkey_Official_Account on yt

new kid

- mid mix n master by me cs am lazy n cnt make music

[ @eshx ]:

ye im the club
idk whts wrong
ur so perfect
ima little slut @_@
cut me in the gut
lemme feel ur love
ima ur little dog
cm n chain me 2 ur heart <33

d-d-dancing in the club
only to see u fkn go..
i just fucked up
ye i dont wanna go
im so messed
bby do u rlly care??
sorry im like ths
ima just dissapear ;/
kllng myself
inside of my room
im so insane
insanly in love w u
stalking me online
like do u rlly care?
evrythngs so fake
thats why im so scared-

ye im the club
idk whts wrong
ur so perfect
ima little slut :3
cut me in the gut
lemme feel ur love
ima ur little dog
cm n chain me 2 ur heart <33

sorry im like ths ;c (prod. 10n3st4r)

vocals and produced by me @osoarin

original song: https://soundcloud.com/osoarin/spine-eater?si=5d955cfd13174274b17b759d2199bde3&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

TRASHY MIDWESTERN RMX #DYINGFORTHESAKEOFJERSEY

ig @1gvxy

theres plants growing in my lungs and theres nobody out there to pick them out for me
you know, we as humans grow to better ourselves but how will i grow more if i felt the best when i was with you

how are you doing without me
im doing fine i still see you around me
i close my eyes feel your presence surround me
i cant survive in the sorrow ill drown

34 days, its been 34 days since you sent me that message and im still not over you
you would think thats enough but youre just like the unforgettable scent after it rains

how are you doing without me
im doing fine i still see you around me
i close my eyes feel your presence surround me
i cant survive in the sorrow ill drown (drown)
how are you doing without me
im doing fine i still see you around me
i close my eyes feel your presence surround me
i cant survive in the sorrow ill drown (drown)
theres plants growing in my l-

theres plants growing in my lungs and theres nobody out there to pick them out for me

scrap song
desmi was supposed to be on

i see u in the lobby
u walk like such a hottie
ur not like anybody
yet u act so fucking naughty
i really like to smell ur hair yea thats my favorite hobby
no u cant stab me in my back lil bitch dont fucking try me
need to get my shit together
i got blood all on my sweater
really wish i never met her
she opens my heart like its treasure
shes a vampire during the night she bites me in my neck
i cant sleep at night because i dream bout her i need to rest
taking all these fucking pills i feel like such a fucking mess
chuggin bottles up inside my car i might just fuckin wreck
but she keeps me company cause im always alone
the sounds of her voice is my ringtone
she forgives me every time i do something wrong
inside of my arms is right where she belongs

i got blood all on my sweater uhh

For Good Love (Original)

if i was perfect archive

missing: think i'm fake

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