Call me ådub 801 local working on a EP for the fall This is the first track i finished so please comment and let me know how it makes you feel or what you feel i should change about it. Beat produced by ådub Sample mixed by ådub Lyrics by ådub Sample: Ben Harper "woman in you" monday, july 14, 2014

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Devil out

GWLD- (Girls Who Like Drugz)

All of this love that pours out of my chest...  
Ends up spilled on the floor like all the rest.  
They step on it like it ain’t got no worth,  
And I’m left holding pieces, feeling cursed from birth.  
I gave them the sun while I burned in the rain,  
Built castles for people who left me in chains.  
Every smile I offered was stitched to my pain,  
Every hug I gave left a deeper stain.  
I tried to be light in a world that was cold,  
Held others together while I crumbled alone.  
Made homes out of hands that pushed me away,  
Screamed in the silence but no one would stay.  
I break myself trying to make things right,  
But the tighter I hold, the quicker they fight.  
All I ever wanted was to be enough,  
But my love just ain’t the kind they want.  
Now I stare at the mirror, can’t meet my eyes,  
Cause all I see is a trail of tries.  
I just want to exist without pain, without sorrow,  
Without dragging the weight of yesterday into tomorrow.  
Without being the afterthought, the second guess,  
Without pouring love and getting back less.  
I want to exist... without breaking to be seen,  
Without having to bleed just to prove I mean... anything.  
I’m tired of folding into smaller shapes,  
To fit inside someone else’s safe.  
I’m tired of chasing a light that fades,  
Of hoping for love that just betrays.  
They say I’m strong, but they don’t see the cost,  
Of smiling through everything that I’ve lost.  
I’m a storm bottled up in a fragile frame,  
Begging for peace while whispering shame.  
If love was a language, mine’s been unheard,  
If life is a song, I’ve forgotten the words.  
But still I write in invisible ink,  
Hoping one day, someone will think—  
That maybe this heart was worth the mess,  
That maybe there’s meaning in my loneliness.  
But until that day, I’ll keep giving what's left,  
All of this love that pours out of my chest...

Ghost Of Myself

Its NEVER Over

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