With Valentine’s Day approaching, I wrote this song exploring the feeling of longing for a fairytale type love while grappling with the fear of vulnerability in relationships. The protective instinct to dismiss hope for a healthy, peaceful love as something only the little girl version of me would believe in, as now the reality of getting into a relationship seems scary and too good to be true. Craving to find the balance between protecting one’s heart and entertaining that little girl who still believes in fairytales.

Lyrics: 

I’m shy, you might say that I don’t like company, 
And I guess that that’s just fine. 

But why lie, around the right one I am completely free,
But the right one ain’t been found. 

There’s so many out there, why don’t you find one? 
There must be something wrong if you don’t want someone. 
What if I’m waiting for no one, I kinda like being on my own. (kinda)

But I’m scared of being hurt, never used to feel this way. 
Fairytales in my thoughts, don’t feel like reality. 

Little me, and her fairytale dreams,
Little me, and her fairytale dreams. 

Dreams 

I been chilling by myself on my own accord, so don’t get it twisted. 
I think it’s better to be that way until I’m sure about who’s gonna love me
Without any strings, I don’t mind waiting for beautiful things, 
Can’t say I’m trying too hard, not one for searching and I don’t want to start. 

Little me, is it just a fairytale dreams?
Little me, don’t want it to be fairytale dreams 

Don’t let it be just fairytale dreams.

Fairytale Dreams

Aidyl