Numb The Pain

prod. afraid of myself and fxckjamie

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CRUCIFY ME

CRUCIFY ME (ft. FXCKJAMiE) (Prod. AOM x FXCKJAMiE)

WhenIComeBack (Prod. By AJ Buddha)

girl i'm glad that you're out there and you're happy now
but i gotta fucking know, u still think about me still?
cause i still love you girl

passion it fades
curse out my name
isolate my face
i'm a jerk, u said i'm fake

mistreat me i feel like the victim
i broke you, i hurt too bad
u played me, u act like the victim
the way u talked, how'd u think this'll last

why the fuck do i love them more now there gone
love is a game you only win if you tryhard
tell all your friends you dated ripthepetals
cause i hope that ima make it just to show u that you fucked up

i miss the way that you move
you miss the way that i move
i picked apart through your fake ways
then you tell me that i need to change

why the fuck do i love them even more now there gone
love is a game you only win if you tryhard
tell all your friends you dated ripthepetals
cause i hope that ima make it just to show u that you fucked up

why the fuck do i love them more now that they're gone (PROD. dead spyro)

Broken

Just trying something a little different. Hope you like it. <3

Torment

FUCK FENTANYL PROD LOWTOW

livingdeath - gold chain [prod. austier x vistaa]

gold chain round my throat
like a noose, i might choke
walking round like a ghost
feel like a nobody no
i can’t tell a friend from foe
they just fakin on the low
always tryna do the most
but in my head i’m so alone 

in my head i’m so alone
rackin up voicemails in my phone
lately i been on airplane mode
like cheech n chong im up in smoke
forever broken
but i ain’t broke yeah
you know i’m working
when they say they love me
i know they don’t yeah
i know they joking 

i’m outta my head
i’m losing my mind
can’t forget what you said
all your little white lies
i’m getting tired of trying 
you say this shit just takes time
got the gun to my head
nah i ain’t got that much time

livingdeath - gold chain [prod. austier x vistaa]

rapid fire like an ak
leave me alone
100 rounds couldnt save me
pick up the phone
going down yelling may day
kill me off slow
you a prius im a freight train
busting in your dome

when the memory dead
and my shirt stained red
wear your love like a migraine
your in my head

novacaine make the pain stop
issac with the blood clouts
shawty with the red drop
help me man my head lost

keep my guard up when im moving through the streets
yeah
lose my train of thought everytime she look at me yeah
ill be what your not girl i can set you free
ill be whatever you want me to be

broken simulation
no motivation
reject your state of mind i reject my generation
i will never beg dont walk away
you can stay with me lets rot away 

can i save today
they might spit in my face
but it couldn’t be worse than the feeling of feeling replaced
got your  blood on my mace
shawty catching my vibe
we can diss on this earth cuz we just run away from our minds

i wanna run out of time
don’t wanna lose track of you
a hundred chills down my spine
the end be coming up soon
still got her things in my ride
how may days til i die
sick of spitting these  lies
1 800 try suicide

dont need no russion roulette
i swear im up to my neck
wait tables feed her kids 600 dollar stimulus check
but  she aint  gotten it yet
and her husband named bret
is overseas but the enemy isn’t one we deem the final threat

busting in your dome 
im billie joe i walk alone
when you call i pick up
when i call you never home
water sign i got fire
never need a damn lighter
and   you figure that you love me but i think you a liar 

yeah i just think you a liar
yeah i just think you a liar
give you everything i have just to set it on fire
my closet full of skeletons dead vampires
and i don’t really care its late im way too tired  

go away

I DONT WANNA FEEL ALONE ANYMORE! (PROD. $EGADOR)

can’t fight the feelin i get
when you cross the road in my head
would you even care if i bleed out
you never cared about a thing that i said

all the pain that i felt and kept inside
you can see it in my eyes
bloodshot, every second of life i’m high
wish i could’ve seen through your lies

i don’t know you anymore
and i haven’t for sometime
wish you were there the whole time
while i did coke lines just tryna make things right

cover up my pain in ice
cause it burns, and right now my mind fire
like a nightmare (shoutout christ)
lately it feels like i’m still right there

when am i gonna wake up?
and when are you gonna face that shit
you’re too far gone to wake up
and i’m just used to taking that shit

can’t fight the feelin i get
when you cross the road in my head
would you even care if i bleed out
you never cared about a thing that i said

all the pain that i felt and kept inside
you can see it in my eyes
bloodshot, every second of life i’m high
wish i could’ve seen through your lies

i don’t know you anymore
and i haven’t for sometime
but you watched the whole time
while i did coke lines just tryna make things right

when am i gonna wake up?
and when are you gonna face that shit
it seems you’re too far gone to wake up
and i’m just used to taking that shit

when am i gonna wake up?

i don’t know you anymore

livingdeath - idk you anymore [prod. iof]

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