Lyrics:-

Let me have this moment myself,
right now this all I have,
At point even you past thru,
But I need someone's help,
And if you been listening,
I sure want you to hear,
better don't drop this headphones,
That's the only thing unpaired,
We argued but loved,
Perfect relation appear,
But I guess it's argue, we love,
With every page we started to fail,
Same things happens back n forth,
This ain't the life, we ask for more,
There is a new life beyond in we,
And I sense we both start to see.

I Still wonder why,
How this thing blow,
How we make things,
Get Starting to slow,
I'm thinking again,
Were we out of control?
I see no why,
We're losing control.

This saga starts with glow and from there, we start to grow,
Even penned a poem but panick to afford, so pen it away more moments to blow,
My OCD made me vulnerable and those times my mind banged with this hammer, while I stayed put under the table agreed you lift me when I'm unable,
And at a times feel a need of a truce,
For every argument that left with abuse,
If we get a penny for the untold bruise,
Together we owning so much of a jewels,
Still yet a left to say defining about its really who we,
I thought dropping you hints,
So this time I narrate you the unsung story,

Untold heroes nothing but polite all they trynna sayin' just to call me,
I'm sure your friends are supportive to you
but did never one of 'em said get hold me,
I never wanna build you on lies,
despit my explicitly starting to toy,
All the expressive emotions attack me like
Explosion screaming at wall never bring me any joy,

I Still wonder why,
How this thing blow,
How we make things,
Get Starting to slow,
I'm thinking again,
Were we out of control?
I see no why,
We're losing control.

Control

If you read my mind,
You would really know,
How I felt walk on wire,
While glasses on the floor.
I been trynna reach,
There is no end I know,
Prolly my mind in the sky,
afraid to look below.

I don't loose my mind normally,
though, it act unwired abnormally,
I'm trying to write in straight pace but this track seems more dizzy, started off as a diss track to mind but for quite sometimes act as a district of ecstasy,
its a, payback for same most time,
I'm posing with gritted teeth,
some leftover pieces ain't fitted is it penalty for unfinished deeds,
Whenever anywhere my heart is taking me, I don't know why it makes my knees started to feel weak.

If you read my mind,
You would really know,
How I felt walk on wire,
While glasses on the floor.
I been trynna reach,
There is no end I know,
Prolly my mind in the sky,
afraid to look below.

Anywhere that I go,
I can see this graffiti,
Some abstract been holding me,
With the wires of irony,
My mind circles in free will yet it never let my mind to free,
Now it's all hooked down and choked up in pile of debris.
No suffix, or prefix, suffice for him to, make me perplex, and who's him, by slim chance if you wondering, the same abstract, who's been hammering all nails to avoid,
It's little bit getting, an' I'm annoyed,
All the thrown punches to recoils,
Am I pin up in the wall made up for the toyed,
Is it really the OCD or ADHD only,
The whole alphabet is really baffle sounds make me phony,
I'm carrying and ambitious and then I sneeze, just like these violent sleaze,
But It's not like you really know me.

If you read my mind,
You would really know,
How I felt walk on wire,
While glasses on the floor.
I been trynna reach,
There is no end I know,
Prolly my mind in the sky,
afraid to look below.

If You Read My Mind

Here are the Lyrics:

(Chorus)

I got you this close and now I'm
afraid to look down, down, down.
Everytime I called you mine though you not feel around, 'round, 'round.

(Verse 1)

Okay I'm gathering all the pieces to put up in my vocal
But first I'm finding it struggle to get back to my strength
Everything happened so much faster
To tell you how alone I was feeling
I couldn't get a chance
It's alright because you being a honest and thinked
Everything great for me
The great relief comes with bag full surprise 'n laugh
I almost disbalance from all of my symphony
When you wanted to close this chapter
Before we could hold our hands
And you called me the overthinker did you still belief

Girl the only thing I ever think of you
But now I'm only over thinking that how should I get over you
Anytime it's comes to emotions
I never bulletproof
Every night no any time I called you made me so high then why all of a sudden there is a drop in altitude
And anytime you get angry blame me to be your habit
but to be honest, you became my drug I was getting slowly addict
Suddenly it felt so lonely, that I barely imagine 
Strangely I knew this one day, gonna take emotions had it
So at the end you made my head numb chest heavy but it's okay someday I guess it has to happened

(Verse 2)
Every chime remind me you every time,
it was you who made me believe, 
we had a perfect vibe,
it still echoed your voice,
And damn it was so beautiful, 
that made me fall for you and I trusted you in every line,
but yesterday only day your vocals stitched my ears,
Back to back messages turned my heart slowed for a moment there,
with little leftover heart beats I hoped you would joke dear,
But your single gasp felt like I'm being choke
Then your silence made everything glass clear.

And to be honest, 
all the conditions you put me seems unfair, 
I care for you and you care for me for time I was into you mad!
ever time I said it I love you,
you say you love me back.
There ain't a single thing that broke me the most,
We never perfect for each other but your imperfections brought me this close,

But you are just parasite,
Till time your ex came back into your life,
You were using me just as your host.
For the time, I felt really insulted,
Regretted, alone and deserted,
Vulnerable, sure does hurt it,
every seconds with you, worth it.
it's not wrong to hope you would,
replay this track,
restart it fresh,
it holds memory, until time give it a playback.

Control

Aifer

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