https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEcSL7UjHMo

im not mysterious yet
open my coffin and share
i want you always
i want you always
i went through terrible things, sure
i have no memory of where
every time it makes me scared
every time it makes me scared

i walked alone in my head
repeating words that you said
you cant hate me anymore
you ever know that..

im gonna change i swear
kiss me like you care
cry into your shoulder while youre clinging to my hair
clearly, im seeing things
that arent there
that arent there

i walked alone in my head
repeating words that you said
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me

theres something wrong with me
im bringing it up ive been a lonely one
couldnt you tell?

they want your head and your heart
thats up to you
it's not an easy way out
it's hard to do

you bring me to tears yeah
underneath the stairs
take something so i can socialize and try to care

you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore

theres something wrong with me
im bringing it up ive been a lonely one
couldnt you tell?

they want your head and your heart
thats up to you
it's not an easy way out
it's hard to do

im gonna change i swear
kiss me like you care
cry into your shoulder while youre clinging to my hair
clearly, im seeing things
that arent there
that arent there

You Cant Hate Me Anymore

Not my song,
Nails from the album "Downfall of the Neon Youth"
check out parannoul, asian glow, and sonhos tomam conta via youtube or spotify for the rest of the album and other great music

Nails - parannoul, asian glow, and sonhos tomam conta

Sparks

snowing - so I shotgunned a beer and went to bed
whirr - younger than you
宇宙コンビニ - 8films
snowing - i think were in minsk
midwest pen pals  - because hes there and he hates me
charmer - bummer summer
emo side project - i guess everything reminds you of something
origami.jp - japan
empire empire (i was a lonely estate) - what had taken years to put together
snowing - sam rudich
the hotelier - life in drag
park jefferson - childhood
merchant ships - something that matters
emo side project - the end of something
camping in alaska - i just want to kickflip into the sunset and disappear
self loathing - youre a break, youre a parenthesis
midwest pen pals - my castle, your castle
chinese football - 帽子戏法 [hat trick]
tigers jaw - plane vs. tank vs. submarine

A bee leaves its hive after falling in love with the idea of freedom.

Recorded, Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Gingerbee 
Artwork by Navi Art (@navigatorfrog_art) 

Recorded March 2022 - March 2023 

Gingerbee is: 
Melody Sohani (Melody’s Dreams) 
Dani Giguere (Suburban Apathy) 
Gustavo Nome (Monkey and the Permavirgins) 
Jordan de Graaf (against realism) 

Melody - Live Drums, Synths, Guitar, Lyrics, Clean Vocals, Whistling, Singing Saw, Drum Programming, Bass Programming, Arranging, Mixing, Production, Sampling 
Dani - Lyrics, Screamed Vocals, Clean Vocals, Guitar, Production 
Gustavo - Guitar, Bass, Live Drums, Lyrics, Clean Vocals, Drum Programming, Violin, Piano, Melodica, Arranging, Mixing, Production, Sampling 
Jordan - Mastering, Lyrics, Wise Uncle Skramz Advice 

With help from: 
Caleb Haynes (Hey, Ily) - Lyrics and Vocals 
Star (drug bug) - Lyrics, Vocals, Guitar 
Anguel Sanchez (lobsterfight) - Piano, Guitar, Clarinet, Accordion, Bass 
Ellie Blake (flaming top hat) - Tenor Saxophone, Clarinet, Glockenspiel, Flute, Accordion, Trumpet 
Awsaf (Hill View #73) - Lyrics, Vocals 
Francesca Fey (Goth Lipstick) - Backing Vocals 
Maria Cristina Diamantaras Nome - Backing Vocals

Gingerbee - Our Skies Smile - 02 Our Sky's Smile

pic of your head after is been hit several times w a bat

thank you sara for loving me and being by my side forever and always, my parents for being cool with me dropping out of college to keep playing music and for supporting me all the way, and to DK, alyssa, peter, grace, lobo, bill, riley, and JC for learning my songs and playing them live wherever we can find a show and an audience. also shout out to awakebutstillinbed, blind equation, godfuck, gingerbee, home is where, hey ily, flyover states, lobsterfight, widowdusk, catalyst, in loving memory, short fictions, homewrecker, record setter, and so many more for being the coolest people ever, i love you all so much <3
credits
released August 11, 2024

written and recorded december 2020 - june 2024 in bedrooms and kitchens and cars all across chicago il and katy tx

drums performed and recorded by Lobo at Slappy HQ located somewhere in the suburbs of chicago

mastered by will killingsworth @ dead air studios

beautiful album art by emma lacy (@__dilema__ on IG)

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