sunset

(don't) remain in my subconscious

electric squid

bouncy indie version of the metal original

Send To All alternate indie pop punk version

Collab with Lorzha la Succube, ma Démone adorée
Lyrics:
She unspools her longing like a thread of liquid gold,  
weaving constellations into the hollow of her throat,  
The moon’s silvered pulse is horny and bold 
her body is a quiet river where water lilies float.  

The dark roses in her ribs bloom backward,  
petals dissolving gently into whispers of scent,  
Her ragged sighs are an echo of the mystical chord,  
Traveling through eons like a message sent.

She drinks the sky through a chalice of ivory and gold,  
its indigo fermenting in the warmth of her chains,  
a sacrament of hunger, a fiery liturgy once told,  
the stars dissolve like venom in her veins.  

Her shadow stretches into a bridge of mirrors,  
Her reflection is a self  that she’s never met.
She dances in the scent of sweat and errors,  
Dissolving her silhouette, in the calm of sunset.  

The wind carries her name in an alphabet of moths,  
their wings inscribed with secrets she once knew,  
a language of touch, ripping off her clothes, 
Revealing her beauty in the light, pure and new.  

She is the treacherous map and the uncharted sea,  
the question and the answer, the lock and the key,  
her desire is a comet trailing milk through the dark,  
a spark that refuses to be swallowed by the ark.

Esoteric Love

this dj so watery

korazon

durylarn

manta_ray soundscape [toha records beat challenge]

Tuning 444Hz A Standard
Tempo 60BPM
Timing 4/4
Key C#

Instrumentation
-Finger picked Acoustic Guitar (-1 semitone)
-5 String Bass
-Piano played on keys
-2 meditative pads played on keys
-eBow Electric Guitar
-Vox runs x 5
-Modern house beat with a Chinese drum kit
-Lead electric guitar
-Bells played on keys
-added double timed outro phrase to fade

To do
-EQ some of the very high end out of Lead guitar

An Apocalypse for Fear

Change is here
Crystal clear
In range new gear
Skilled solar seer
Watch winds of old fan final flames
Old thought burns out it's charred remains
This range of fear is weak and waning
Who hears awareness wide
Awaking

Change is here
An apocalypse for fear
Good conscious dear
Engage that gear
Cogs of calm
Clutch of clever
Smoothest shift
Sagacious lever
Endeavour for deep
Most mind turned to nought
Forever, a feast
Brain brilliant taught

Change is here
An apocalypse for fear
Change is here
Crystal clear
Good conscious dear
Engage that gear
Skilled solar seer
Be near

An apocalypse for fear
Change is here
An apocalypse for fear
Change is here
Be near
It's near
Be near

The song image was taken just under a year ago over the back wall of my garden. A beautiful winter morning. So the shrubs are leafless and the mist is quite prominent in a foreground darkened by the rising sun. It's an unedited photo and for this piece I guess shows how looks can be deceiving... And the camera can lie when tying imagery to an idea 💡 Movie makers make careers of it convincing us of their imagined realities... The pic is totally Terminator 2 though minus the playground and fence... haha 😆 😎

If we find an end to something for the human condition, let's make it fear. If we let go of our fear then a lot more becomes clear and beautiful about this world. As we continue in an age of constant over stimulation and a generation that has grown up to learn only that, I believe more then ever we have to try and teach younger people that it's nature that will stimulate our own internal balance and for them to realise that maybe they need to learn to not just go with the crowd of humans taking those doses of fruitless over stimulation. To avoid an actual climactic apocalypse we all need to actually synchronise with Earth and learn it. I don't believe they will find that glued to an ever more biased internet that young minds must find it difficult to navigate without switching off to what is important... Earth and themselves

I feel we find that by becoming more aware of truth that is relevant to our time and our experience. The Internet and media can be difficult to navigate as it is full of so much misinformation and power circles within society wanting to keep people in fear mode. It's easier to profit from that and retain the power of imposition. We need to start asking the right questions about our reality and stop listening to people planting imperfect truths in our heads.
We all have a slightly different version of the truth, but we only find it by asking ourselves that version honestly 🧬 That's how knowledge evolves, by combining those new truths, not by parroting what other people convinced you was true

A lot of scholars are starting to talk about how we are echoing periods that ended in destruction, but all those previous periods didn't have widespread good information like we have for people to train their mindset to the evolving reality. Yes we have the disease of misinformation to tilt away from, but the good stuff is there and more and more of us have access to it if we just look. That's the big difference this time for me... We have the power now of amazing good information to form a conscientious collective and become conscientious individuals. We don't have to be told what's up anymore and we don't have to be afraid of our changing world. As Eddie Veddar said...  "It's evolution baby" 🍼
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aDaOgu2CQtI&list=RDaDaOgu2CQtI&start_radio=1
Rock and Roll!

An Apocolypse for Fear

Komposition988 SchalgzeugKlavierStreicher

Wanting And Not Wanting

AiMee Pickman isn't my real name, it's a pseudonym. I've been producing music for a while but never put it online before. I'll be adding tracks every few days, starting with the older material from 2023/2024 first... it's a schizo mixture of apocalyptic, cosmic horror and introspective real life themed material across a variety of music genres and styles and also instrumental pieces. We produce versions of the songs in a variety of styles to keep things interesting for ourselves (myself and my production guys) and to allow us to explore the different contexts and perceptions a few subtle changes can often create...