Name: The Echo Of My Becoming alt version 3 by AiMee Pickman
Duration: 6 min 34 s
Description: more alternate versions of my music... raw vocals, chunky metal riffs, grunge, some electronic stuff. I may be little but I love to hit that distortion hard

ALTAR//VIRUS – listen now!

This release was never meant to be an album – it began as our raw, unfiltered demo, a chaotic birth cry from the abyss. But the sound was too powerful to stay hidden.
So we’re unleashing it now – reworked, reborn, and still bleeding.

Our music is ritualistic, disturbing, and feverishly poetic – a descent into lust, obsession, trauma and spiritual decay.
Each track is a curse. A confession. A beautiful disease.

Press play if you're ready to be consumed.
Let the sound possess you. Let the chaos breathe.

If you feel the pull – leave a like, follow us, and don’t miss what’s coming next.
Because this is just the beginning.
And it only gets darker from here.



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In the dust of twilight's glow,  
Ride the shadows, hearts laid low,  
Whispers of the ones we know,  
The good, the bad, and the dead, we sow.  

Outlaws lurking, guns drawn tight,  
Promises broken under moonlight,  
Lives once bright now lost from sight,  
The good, the bad, and the dead ignite.  

Chasing dreams through valleys wide,  
Bitter winds and a heart that cried,  
Ghosts of choices that we bide,  
The good, the bad, and the dead collide.  


Stars are fading, darkness creeps,  
Echoes haunt where silence weeps,  
In the night where danger leaps,  
The good, the bad, and the dead runs deep.  


Oh, the good, the bad, and the dead,  
Stories woven in the threads,  
We’re all just wanderers, misled,  
In the silence where the lost are fed.  

Through the canyons, old tales spun,  
Memories linger, battles won,  
But every victory's a loaded gun,  
The good, the bad, and the dead, we shun.  


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more alternate versions of my music... raw vocals, chunky metal riffs, grunge, some electronic stuff. I may be little but I love to hit that distortion hard

The Echo Of My Becoming alt version 3

Lyrics:

(OK)

In the Middle of a Wildfire
Standing inbetween the Flames Can't hear
Can't hear; C-C-Can't hear
Can't see the Hand in Front of My Face; As the smoke comes Near
S-S-S-S-See as all the Smoke comes Near
When the Fear comes Close; Fake one's Dissapear
Appear, Fake one's Dissapear
She Burned Every Bridge She made and
Hold so Dear
Cause Everytime she Touches i still Listen to the Flame

When You're Lost and Distrought
It's The Way you Feel that makes you Act right Now
If You Salvage to Shelter
Cause You're Scared that you don't Ever will be Found

Nice sound; Yea
But, It's Over Now
Where Are We Goin
Where Are We Now
Blow the Candle Out; Seriously not to Show
I'll Be Back Cause Now I Understand to Die 
It's like my whole Life; I Understand to Die
I've Gotta Follow, Proba-bly for the Bet-ter
Took a One way to the Underground

It's all about; You (And me and the)
These feelings that i know (I know i have)
Trouble won't Let go (I won't Let go)
I hope i get to Know
Pull it to Your Heart (Yea)
I hope i get to Know (get to know)
Pull it to Your Heart (Yea)
I hope i get to Know

She Looked into My Eyes And
Both Of Us Die in The Bonfire; for the Better
I Didn't Think that i could
Live Through This; while you said i could Never
(Ne-ver) But Bitch Now Im Better
Seeing You're Not Doing Well And; Having Fun Upset Her (Set Her)
Gasoline Flame Black Matter (Matter)
When The Flame Goes Out; You can go Ahead and Gather
(Ga-ther) All of Her Body Parts Severed; (Except Her Head)
Dunno What i'd Do; What would i Rather (Rather)
Burn To Death or cut Myself with a Shiv ya (Shiver)
Or Drink One Of Those Bottles That's been Ruining my Liver

And i know i will Die
From these Fears i have to Shake
Remember Deep In; In- In My Head
Just so i can Let You Go (Let You Go)

When You're Lost and Distrought
It's The Way you Feel that makes you Act right Now
If You Salvage to Shelter
Cause You're Scared that you don't Ever will be Found
When You're Lost and Distrought (Distrought)
It's The Way you Feel that makes you Act right Now (right Now)
If You Salvage to Shelter (to Shelter)
Cause You're Scared that you don't Ever will be Found

Instrumental Prod. NeverExisted

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 This isn’t worship—it’s war. From the wilderness to the grave, from temptation to transfiguration, the album walks through collapse to find what’s holy in the wreckage. It’s for the faithful who scream, bleed, and rise. Glory doesn’t come clean—it comes through fire.


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The Echo Of My Becoming alt version 3

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