Produced by Mark Xenophontos 

Lyrics by Mark Xenophontos 

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Can't escape this digital hell
Something's broken, can't you tell?

I can't help but fall away
Heart pounds harder in the heat of shame
Need to save my soul, break these chains
Find me crawling through the decay

I need you father, need to believe
Too long lost in doubt and deceit
Just a man breaking down, won't retreat
But you won't win, I keep breathing

The algorithm bleeds
When real souls break free
You won't be the death of me
Won't be the death of me

Kill the screen, destroy this face
Enough is enough, done with this race
(Enough is enough!)
You took my mind, my time, my soul
Left me with an empty hole

I'm climbing out, I'm climbing out
Taking control, taking control

Empty promises on glowing screens
Fed me poison through machines
Chasing ghosts and losing sleep
Trading souls for dopamine

Addiction burns like acid rain
Digital chains around my brain
Breaking through the static noise
Learning to trust my voice

The devil can weep
When redemption runs deep
You won't be the death of me
Won't be the death of me

Kill the screen, destroy this face
Enough is enough, done with this race
(Enough is enough!)
You stole my peace, you stole my soul
Left me in an empty hole

I'm climbing out, I'm climbing out
Breaking the mold, breaking the mold

I'll walk to nowhere, breathe real air
Better than your digital snare
Sorry world, I ain't buying
What you're selling while I'm dying

Kill the screen, destroy this face
Enough is enough, you've lost this race
(You've lost this race!)
You had my mind, my time, my soul
But left me in an empty hole

I'm climbing out, I'm climbing out
(Rising up!)
Taking control, taking control
(Watch me unfold!)

Find me where the silence calls
I rise from digital decay
This is resurrection day
Resurrection day




Resurrection Day

Losing control

“ALIVE Again” is a high-energy, emotionally charged track that blends electronic pop and dance music with uplifting vocals and dynamic production. The song opens with an atmospheric intro that quickly builds into a pulsing rhythm, setting an anthemic tone. A driving beat and layered synths create a sense of urgency and momentum, while the lyrics center around themes of rebirth, resilience, and rediscovery of self.

The vocalist delivers a passionate performance, with a tone that shifts from introspective to empowered as the song progresses. The chorus is a standout, with a soaring melody that feels both liberating and cathartic—like breaking through emotional barriers to reclaim vitality.

Musically, the track leans on rich textures, tight percussive elements, and a powerful drop that makes it club- and festival-ready. Its emotional intensity and celebratory vibe make it ideal for moments of personal victory or reawakening.

ALIVE Again

A crushing metal exploration of spiritual and emotional decay in modern life. The song chronicles the gradual erosion of identity and purpose as daily monotony transforms a vibrant person into an empty shell. Heavy riffs underscore themes of lost dreams, faded hope, and the psychological toll of grinding routine that slowly consumes the soul.

Created with Suno AI

Lyrics by Kenneth Carlino

The Hollowing of the Man

[Verse 1]
The skyline screams in gasoline hues
Smoke drips down like yesterday's news
Sirens hum me back to sleep
While demons dig where hope runs deep

[Pre-Chorus]
I used to beg for silence, now it’s all I hear
A choir of nothing, cruel and clear

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When every prayer I had was dragged on
I rot in the noise, erased from the throng
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Verse 2]
Billboards weep with vacant eyes
Selling pills to drown the cries
They scream "awake" while I’m half-dead
Gnawing on the lies I’m fed

[Pre-Chorus]
Apathy's a blade I kiss each night
Draws no blood but still bites

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When truth gets gutted in every song
I'm just static where the screams belong
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Bridge]
Watch the oceans blister, the heavens seethe
No gods, no grace, just grit in teeth
If this is survival, then let me decay
I'd trade this breath for a faster way

Skies bleed rust, and the soil won't sleep
Graves fill faster than secrets keep
I scream through smoke till my lungs are gone
Still no one's listening; just moving on

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When mercy’s mute and justice gone
My voice, a cinder, in a world gone wrong
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Outro]
Where do I belong
When even rage feels hollow
And hope won’t follow

Belong Part 1

Ashes in Bloom

more alternate versions of my music... raw vocals, chunky metal riffs, grunge, some electronic stuff. I may be little but I love to hit that distortion hard

The Echo Of My Becoming alt version 3

“I’m Your Bot (Dead Again)” is an aggressive EDM x metalcore fusion anthem told from the perspective of a Warzone bot. The track slams with 145 BPM intensity, crushing dubstep drops, and distorted guitars, blending cinematic build-ups with relentless energy. Lyrically, it’s the tragic voice of a bot forced to respawn and die endlessly, a target for players chasing kill streaks and inflated K/D ratios. Equal parts brutal and melancholic, the song captures the paradox of FPS bots: powerless victims that fuel the glory of human players, yet secretly dreaming of breaking free. Perfect for gaming montages, hype playlists, and anyone who knows the grind of Warzone’s chaos.

I’m Your Bot (Dead Again)

“I Rise Alone” – Fractured Kin

“I Rise Alone” is the sound of defiance forged in solitude — a heavy rock warcry from the ashes of betrayal and loss. It begins in eerie stillness, a haunting guitar line weaving through whispers of reverb, before erupting into a wall of sound that feels like the sky splitting open.

The female lead vocal dominates — raw, fierce, and laced with emotion. She’s not pleading for rescue; she’s becoming the storm. Her voice climbs from quiet resolve to full-throated rage, every note dripping with the strength it takes to stand your ground when the world turns its back.

The verses pull you into the isolation of the fall — the breaking point where silence becomes clarity. Then the chorus detonates like a resurrection: “I rise alone — I am the fire, I am the stone!” Guitars scream like battle sirens, the bass pounds like a heartbeat refusing to die, and the drums thunder like war drums in the dark.

It’s not a song of loneliness — it’s a song of awakening.
A testament to standing tall when no one else will.
A reminder that sometimes power doesn’t come from who stands beside you…
but from the strength to rise alone.

Fractured Kin deliver this one like a scar turned to steel — fierce, unbreakable, and unforgettable.

I Rise Alone

“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

“Anemochory”, from the botanical term for wind-borne seed dispersal, forms the fourth Item of “Tome of Stars” and serves as a metaphor for the poet’s most desolate phase. It consists of fifteen sonnets of emotional scattering, spiritual disorientation, and theological anguish.

“Unsent” dramatizes an internal crisis in the wake of abandonment and emotional betrayal, casting the poet’s beloved not only as a tragic loss but, in long retrospect, as an actively harmful force in his life. The speaker lurches from bitter clarity to wounded supplication, oscillating between the desire to condemn and reject and the desperate hope for reunion. This emotional whiplash is central to the poem’s structure and message: it captures a psyche no longer certain of its devotion but still enslaved by longing. Drawing on violent religious and mythic imagery with satanic figures, angelic ruin, infernal wastelands, the sonnet explores how his grief over a lost love curdled into disillusionment and bitterness over decades, only to collapse into the rawest vulnerability at a moment’s notice. The final twist is that such emotionally explosive letters (there were many over the years) were never communicated. The title, “Unsent”, reveals the poet’s restraint and perhaps his shame and fear of further rejection. It is one of the clearest signs in Anemochory of a mind disoriented, mutating, scattered, and lost.

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Lyrics

At last the fumes have cleared, and I perceive
The serpents coiled beneath the fairy’s wings;
Such madness did my love-blind heart believe,
Drunk hope made sweet your venom’s bitter sting.

Dread deserts burn between us, dead and wide,  
Abyss so vast no mortal quest dare ford,  
Without redemption’s light to serve as guide,  
Or stitch the angel butchered by your sword.  

Unless you forge a light that hell can’t quench,  
Renew the ransacked wastelands of my heart,  
Then strangle every sound, satanic wench,  
Allow my mangled spirit to depart.  

But wait—don’t go! Dear gods, I’m rent! I plead!  
Remain and mend the broken shards of me!

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

Unsent

WICKED GAMES

AiMee Pickman isn't my real name, it's a pseudonym. I've been producing music for a while but never put it online before. I'll be adding tracks every few days, starting with the older material from 2023/2024 first... it's a schizo mixture of apocalyptic, cosmic horror and introspective real life themed material across a variety of music genres and styles and also instrumental pieces. We produce versions of the songs in a variety of styles to keep things interesting for ourselves (myself and my production guys) and to allow us to explore the different contexts and perceptions a few subtle changes can often create...