Forever Unborn

The core message of "Break Before I'm Broken" is a poignant reflection on the self-inflicted suffering caused by anticipatory anxiety and fear of an uncertain future. The song explores the human tendency to torment oneself with imagined scenarios and potential pain that may never materialize, highlighting how worry can become a "poison" that consumes the present. It conveys the struggle of being trapped in a cycle of dread, fighting battles in the mind before they occur, and living "nightmares" that are not yet real. The rap verse intensifies this by depicting the emotional weight of carrying these fears, while the bridge, with its female vocalist, offers a moment of clarity, urging the listener to embrace the present and let go of the need to control or fear the future. Ultimately, the song encourages breaking free from the prison of preemptive suffering, advocating for living fully in the moment and finding peace by releasing the burdens of what has not yet come.

Before It’s Real

VERSE 1
Eyes glide over my skin
Every reflection, a burden within
They think they know, they think they see
But in their gaze, I’m trapped, I can’t be free
Every word, a sharpened blade
Locking me in thoughts that never fade
But deep inside, I know my worth
Far beyond the weight they place on the earth

PRE-CHORUS
Their judgments are invisible chains
Crushing me, causing so much pain
But I’m learning to break these walls
And rise above these silent falls

CHORUS
Welcome to my hell
Let me show you the way
Don’t fall into the dark
I can help if you stay
Words weigh heavy, you’ll see
But your soul will shine, be free
They judge the body, blind to the core
In my skin, you’ll learn to love more

VERSE 2
They laugh, but I don’t care anymore
I’m building walls from all my scars
Every mark, a story untold
And in the shadows, I find myself bold
I’m stronger now than their broken glass
My heart beats, and that’s what will last
The weight of their stares won’t bring me down
I walk forward, wearing my crown

PRE-CHORUS
Their judgments are invisible chains
Crushing me, causing so much pain
But I’m learning to break these walls
And rise above these silent falls

CHORUS
Welcome to my hell
Let me show you the way
Don’t fall into the dark
I can help if you stay
Words weigh heavy, you’ll see
But your soul will shine, be free
They judge the body, blind to the core
In my skin, you’ll learn to love more

BRIDGE
Every scar is a victory
A reminder of my history
I’m more than what you think you see
I’m free, I’m truly me

CHORUS
Welcome to my hell
Let me show you the way
Don’t fall into the dark
I can help if you stay
Words weigh heavy, you’ll see
But your soul will shine, be free
They judge the body, blind to the core
In my skin, you’ll learn to love more

CHORUS
Welcome to my hell
Let me show you the way
Don’t fall into the dark
I can help if you stay
Words weigh heavy, you’ll see
But your soul will shine, be free
They judge the body, blind to the core
In my skin, you’ll learn to love more

SCARS

Broken Skyline_ (Extended)-Dj ErKaN

a schizophrenic clash of distorted guitars, electronica and raw introspective lyrics that is sometimes intimate and ethereal but other times bold and anthemic where hope is locked in an eternal struggle with the darkness surrounding us. Real life meets cosmic horror 

The Rise of the Fallen

A song about crossing from betrayal into strength, turning echoes of the past into fuel for the future.

Divide

[Verse 1 | Dark Effect]
Opening the door to our neverending death, 
Spiraling for extractions we have met.
Were hollowed from the inside out,
Cause is unknown to spout about.

Our unison is a fleeting dream of release,
The crimson rage is decreasing our span.
Fractures are breaking our soul,
You had one simple role.

[Guitar Solo | Unending Bends]

[Pre Chorus | Door Risings]
Another world is broken in our basic remedy,
In summery we are the dreams frenemy.
A recession is for the call of arms,
Corrosive ends never mend stars.

Ingrating our thoughts under openings,
They will rain on our paradox formings.
A single atom is breaking our way,
Under the crys over frenzys bay.

[Chorus | Death & Repeating]
A king sits on his throne waiting for souls, 
A demon that calls over the edge roles.
The door to fractures is under wake,
A fake vex is breaking the array.

Name a single soul that is pure here, 
None come through unharmed fear.
Crawl to the call of another run,
The Door Of Death fears none.

[Guitar Solo | Rupturing Bends]

[Verse 2 | Intense Souls] 
Numbers of souls come to be devoured, 
Unsaved souls that will rot here forever.
Broken hearts never to be mended,
It's sad to say this fate is spreading.

The good is crashing down for us here, 
Cracks that will concave over rust.
Neverending salvation is in view,
Few ever make it to peaces rue.

[Pre Chorus | Repeat For Cohension]
Another world is broken in our basic remedy,
In summery we are the dreams frenemy.
A recession is for the call of arms,
Corrosive ends never mend stars.

Ingrating our thoughts under openings,
They will rain on our paradox formings.
A single atom is breaking our way,
Under the crys over frenzys bay.

[Chorus | Throne FX Effect] 
A king sits on his throne waiting for souls, 
A demon that calls over the edge roles.
The door to fractures is under wake,
A fake vex is breaking the array.

Name a single soul that is pure here, 
None come through unharmed fear.
Crawl to the call of another run,
The Door Of Death fears none.

[End | Fade Out]
Hollowed memories always seep out, 
No home is brought to the drought.
Always remember this young one, 
The Door Of Death never forgets...

Door Of Death

Dad drinks away the bedtime prayers

Anthem Of The Dammed

Chaos Carousel

Jesus of glory, our strength, our guide,

I've been producing music for a while but never put it online before. I'll be adding tracks every few days, starting with the older material first... it's a schitzo mixture of apocalyptic metal, cosmic horror and introspective real life stuff across a variety of music genres and styles

The Rise of the Fallen

AiMee Pickman