sapientsheaven - diamonds (sk8miles)

fakemink + bbpue - little

i don't know if i can take anymore
god please save me, what am i oh lord
i don't understand but my years on the floor
it was so easy to walk out the door
held it open but i didn't wanna see you go
postin' ya self like i didn't see you glow
gave you all my all and i fucked up my flow
resented bad but i needed you to show
that it was us could've got through the door 
that it was us could've got through the snow
i don't understand but my tears on the floor
i don't understand but our tears on the floor
just like a flower without water i wont grow
just like my love i needed you to show
i needed you to try, despite how much you despise 
you ran away and hide while sit in my demise
she gon try it all, pointing fingers tryna lie 
admitting how i was she rather go die
hurting me so bad used to call her a spy
givin' her my all used to cry to comply
now im gettin' distant she gon ask wonder why
you've always been clueless why even try
don't hit my phone up with those fuckin' lies
this shit makes me wanna commit

entire soul prod zy

forsaken prod silo

mixed by sapient & brumo

i couldn't give me love and that's all i know
hearts still on fire but i know im in control 
let it slide too many times 'cause my pride was too low
told myself it’s love, but it was pain I couldn’t show
every time you ran away, i chased you through the snow
i broke it off to save myself, but my love won’t go
know this shit so bad cant tell if i should tell my bro
said i don't speak to you but it's all over that 4ou

i ain’t perfect, i was lost tryna make you complete
held your hand through the fire even while it burned through me
tried to show you love when the void ran deep
but you can’t plant seeds in a ground that won’t keep
So go on, get high, keep runnin’ from the fight
i gave all I could, now I’m chasin’ my light
what we had was real, but I’m done bein’ blind
gave you love through the hurt, now i'm chasin' my mind
wasn't heard Ain’t no hate, just lessons I’ve learned
i gave and gave ‘til there was nothin’ in return
Had to turn to light when the fire burned
Now I’m walkin’ a path where the tables stay turned

so go on, keep runnin’, if that’s how you cope
i had to let it all go just to find some hope
what we had was real, but I’m done bein’ broke
now I’m good in my soul, standin’ tall, no smoke

burnt hearts prod four3vaa

Facing all my faults and I'll own my piece of blame
Deep down we're both wrong but it's my name in the grave
Waitin' for the words that could never ever save
Actions speak louder than what we never say
Only thing I can say is I always kept it honest
Never wanted you to be like LUCKI, that's too flawless
Wanted you to grow and always be the tallest
But my mind's racin', I don't know if I can solve this
If I'm bein' real, that's the reason we’re not talkin'
Did me so bad but I never stayed on topic
Didn't move accordingly and popped off like a rocket
Gave you all I had should've kept some in my pocket
Gave you all of me should've kept a piece for me
Too much love, too much hurt, don't know what's of me
She asked what I want but she turned her back on me
You hate me, I hate you, zero honesty
I know what's right but I still won't make a move
Stab my heart again and I’ll tell you that it’s cool
Ain’t it so ironic how you go and get wit' dude
Will you track back or follow with the new
You don’t gotta answer just like you always do
Follow in my footsteps to me, it’s nothin' new

Yeah to me it’s nothin' new
Follow in my footsteps to me that’s nothin' new
And I do kinda-

And I do kinda hate it that I love against my will
Hated you a lot but gave kindness that could kill
Said we needed separation and for once you ain't the pill
I understand the conditions and I'll finally take the deal

good luck prod josiah

losing myself but i know that i'll survive 
maybe its not bad if i decide to reside
get my morals straight and learn what's inside
i know that i was trippin' i don't wanna go and lie
puttin' on an act when you got your soul tied
you not foolin' me and nobody by my side
trippin' bout the past its not what defines
 what you do now that determines where you lie

cmon keep it real, justifying what you did or didn't do
i understand if you did all you can to keep it cool
but losing ya head wasn't ever the right move

fuck how what you feeling, find the difference between fake and true
saying that you hate me i don't care if it was you
tell me what you think when you see the color blue?
does he talk like me to get you thinkin of who
ah here i go again losin' my cool
shit its right here, you know i keep it bool
not in my control, hold my head keep it cool
forgivin' myself and i hope you do too
hold yourself accountable or  do what you do
tried my best for you  to see
both at our best were something to keep

facade prod cookupfoo

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sapientsheaven - diamonds (sk8miles)

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