yeah this the best song of any song wars ever

This is a whole new experience of music I have legit never felt ever bro you killed this

Prod (Airoez)
This track took 14 active hours / 2 days to write, produce, and mix from scratch. (Production on day one and vocals on day 2) all for a song wars lmao
.

Lyrics:

I Don't feel like myself

it makes me feel selfish

I Don't want to feel like this

always so nautious
.


they say it gets better

but it is only getting worse

so close to the edge

living only feelings like curse   

I don't want to live

but I also do not want to die

don't want to

don't want to


and maybe if I find a love

things would get better

But I don't spike the ball I'm just a designated setter

I know it is my fault when words work less than letters 

but texts just aren't my thing so I just forget her
.
I just forget

I just forget her

FORGET

.
Trapped inside I can't escape this harsh reality

every day is just the same and it is slowly killing me

and I'll stay here until I can no longer breathe

no longer breathe no longer breathe


I feel like love is the only thing that can fix my pain

but when that happens I bet there wouldn't be any change

but I'm so lonely

I'm so lonely I'm going insane 

insane


.


I'm always stressed 

cause I'm wasting all time

instead of fixing it I sit down and just cry

and it's shame that I'm pain

but I am pushing through it

even though sometimes I think that I would really "do it"


well I don't think I'll ever be fine


maybe this all just in mind

I'm not fine

it doesn't get better

it doesn't get

.

they say it gets better

but it is only getting worse

so close to the edge

living only feelings like curse   

I don't want to live

but I also do not want to die

don't want to

don't want to


and maybe if I find a love

things would get better

But I don't spike the ball I'm just a designated setter

I know it is my fault when words work less than letters 

but texts just aren't my thing so I just forget her
.
I just forget

I just forget 

her

.
I Don't feel like myself

it makes me feel selfish

I Don't want to feel like this

always so nautious


.

I fucking hate the way I look   

I fucking hate this shit I make

IT Doesn't GET better	  

it doesn't get better than this

it doesn't

it doesn't

it doesn't

it doesn't


.

they say it gets better

but it is only getting worse

so close to the edge

living only feelings like curse   

I don't want to live

but I also do not want to die

don't want to

don't want to


and maybe if I find a love

things would get better

But I don't spike the ball I'm just a designated setter

I know it is my fault when words work less than letters 

but texts just aren't my thing so I just forget her

I just forget

I just forget her

it doesn't get better

independent metalcore artist from South California
(everything produced by me)
https://linktr.ee/Airoez

1Airoez@gmail.com
started 11/1/2021

https://soundcloud.com/arrowh34d 
(Alt account for more experimental projects^^)

https://on.soundcloud.com/hmpVfhetj3zeZmPLA
(inactive alt account for old or abandoned stuff here ^^)

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