Mixed & Mastered - MixedByK
Beat Maker - Trashbaggbeatz

(LYRICS)

Like clouds, I just be drifting away through the moments of day

How do I stay in a positive way

Every time I puff on the joint it turns to a daze

Every time I leave this place, I realise, I am stuck here with myself

I can't escape the noise, ahh, okay

Does this make me less of a man cause the voices inside hold me like damn

I try to stand but I think there's a block am I blocking myself am I blocking my wealth

How do I explain I am not from this world

My shell is broken I'm not really coping I'm losing my focus I'm hoping

For better days so in the meantime

Keeping my head on the grind stone, It's hard to see high when you always dive low

All this weight like a silo how can I wait man time is so hypo

Moving quick through all the motions I'm quoting myself my realities broken

How can I run my soul wants to be spoken I'm tryna have fun but these demons are poking

I have awoken from years of sleep I watch my peers shed tears I'm weak

I fear my reach for the safety switch I lean a bit put the prick to the temple

You should not help me I'm ending my mental for you I will give love and it is a rental

I dont want it back you can keep it for life in life I strive for peace can't lie

Got like 5 real guys by my side I'm blind to disrespect

Come for heads then you better slit necks and hit the legs

I exist in all time like light so don't shit the bed

If I see red then I gotta dip it can get out of hand real quick I don't wanna be that man

I don't wanna hand you a little backhand

Leave you on the floor like a mother fucking crack man

I'm tryna be the best I can, I'm tryna be the best God damn

I feel judgement from a distance, is it my higher self handing down wisdom

How do I relay, all these messages coming from above

I was a man then I turned to a dove

My old self is nothing but mud let's go now

I just wanna give my love to one that deserves it

Are they lurking in the background

Am I hurting yes right now

The pain won't leave me how do I sound

How do I ground myself I'm an upside down boy I'm top heavy my crown is round boy

See me elevate in years to come you can't hold me down

Watch me levitate leave the ground my job is done now I'm home bound

Find your soul and the treasure is found

A diamond is nothing compared to you now

I just be shining my light to the ground

The pressure is up but you can't give up time to get unstuck make your family proud

AITHR - Clouds

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