THE DROP(Darren Styles Remix Vs 4B X NVRLEFT Remix)(Cruzzer24 Mashup) (AIZK - Will Smith Slap Intro)

My brain nearly got wrecked by boredom. I played so long Handy Games that they became boring. I watched so many different series and movies that those became boring. I watched so long Youtube that this became boring too. I nearly went insane, because I didnt know what to do and the decisions my teachers made to give me a teammate in laboratory, where I had to basically work alone made it worse. Get away from Handy Games its not good for your mentality even less if you have no friends or not many. Its like you get torn apart from inside out. Like you are not existing while existing at the same time. Its a sorrow I never want to feel again. My mind was filled with a pressure that felt like I would look and feel everything through a fog. It felt like me being somewhere, where you are dead and alive at the same time, somewhere in between the world of the living and the dead. It felt like something hammered over and over on my mind. At the same time I didnt had any structure in my everyday live. Everything was chaotic. It felt like falling in a endless pit. I escaped now fully at least I belive that I did. Hopefully.

THE DROP(Darren Styles Remix Vs 4B X NVRLEFT Remix)(Cruzzer24 Mashup) (AIZK - Will Smith Slap Intro)

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