ive been blackpilled
ive been depressed
close my blinds
so i see the sun less
waking up at 2:30
i think i need some more rest

ive been blackpilled
ive been depressed
i quit instagram
so ill see ur face less

i sit alone
all my friends are here
well not anymore
all my friends are gone
and so am i
and so are u

im just freaking worthless
im just a dumb piece of shit
ill go
silence is
ill go
silence is
silence is killing me

https://soundcloud.com/melodyx_o
i just want to be somebody that i’m proud of now
but it’s okay
all my friends are fucking gone
nobody responds to my texts now
and i thought it was okay
because i had you each day
someone that i thought i fucking loved
but you suck so much it hurts
i wish you the fucking worst
and now i have nobody fucking else
else

nobody else to be with me
nobody else can see
exactly how i feel
exactly how i feel
and i don’t know
exactly how i feel, i feel like i’m not real

i want to fucking die
all of my friends are gone
and so’s the one i love
the one that i thought was
somebody who was good

im a redpilled loser

xo willow - my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar

1. christmas day (っ- ‸ – ς) *demo*
2. ann frank song 1/10
3. please leave me alone demo
4. GOBLINS CRY TOO COVER
5. willow and emerson - in the benz in the benz with my friends in the benz meowversion
6. another thing
7. number girl young girl seventeen sexually knowing cover snippet

mix b

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1HuuHimszG0rwRJa8OJqNT?si=kNLgzqfCRUCVeG0XnSwLkw

produced by me

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

@weejk | 3 billion (＾◡＾) i luv u guys

met her on roblox late last night
we started talkin off the bat
then she said gimme ur tag
n now im fallin all over again
wanted more than just a friend <:(

met her on roblox late last night 
i had to add her quick 
she was just so fine 
and we *ksd in the moonlight 
it was a like a dream
it was going right

u say that u'll never leave me
man i laughed i called u crazy
u said u'll forever hate me
"just kiddin im lyin baby"
ik that u wont betray me
dk how i've been feelin lately
u could see just try to sway me
he wont succeed believe me baby

beleive me baby i was up with you for too long 
you said you ahd to go to sleep yeah u were soon gone 
i wanna be the guy to get u everything u want :(

hook

met her on roblox [+ wujek]

prod @bloodsekai

i wanna be famous before i turn 29
it's too bad i've wasted my life on computer time
and all the friends i could have had if i tried
but i'm so freaking shy
i hope that i'll start to try
it's not your fault
it's not your fault
if only you could see
i like the things that you do with your hair
maybe you'd still be by my side
i pray for your dead body
i wanna be famous before I turn 29
it's too bad i've wasted my life on computer time
and all the friends i could have had if i tried
but i'm so freaking shy
i hope that i'll start to try
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time

computer shy xo willow cover

everyones having fun but me 
shoot every fucking NPC
just lock me up and throw the key
i dont deserve a single thing
if i fit in would you still leave
im a dumb ass, a fucking meme
where shes from shes a whore 
play the game never score
cut you off its so forced
fuck you too get ignored

i switched up
you whored out 
you see the look on my face
when we meet everyday
i wont leave a damn trace

im still a fucking normie
at least my life isnt gg
im tired of online girls 
i talk to them and then repeat
my genres rated PG wtf does that even mean
i wanna blow my brains out
i think i need some more HP

Internet Terrorist

https://open.spotify.com/track/6ShXLKNqm0ohUzuZpxxCi4?si=30b35d76a8794142

fanboy808 cover, refined from yesterdays if u saw that on my alt (the mixing was bad)

i havent made a short song in a while 4 this account in a while so im posting it here

lyrics:

do you really know what it means to be a loser?
sitting on computer all day i'm gonna lose her..
nose bleeds i have no xp :(
pls dont come at me !!!!

(repeat x4)

to be a loser !!!

xo willow - if only i didnt play video games

It feels like there all running away 
it feels like I don’t have anybody 
it feels like they all just hate me 
it feels like i am just losing my mind

Is anybody on my side anymore 
i dont think so 
why do they all hate me 
i just wish I could be with her 
but I cant 
guess that’s just how things work 
i don’t understand why u cant be with me

OOOOH
OOOOH

i'm sorry if i wasn't kinda nice
i know you feel nothing but it makes me feel ill
and i want to say
that you keep on my memories

so tell me
why you can't deal with me?
why you can't deal with
why you can't deal with me?
why you can't deal with

OOOOH

i dont understand y u cant be with me 
i wish that u liked me

my friends are gone and its all my fault w/melodyx_o

aj333

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