I LOVE NORWEGIAN BLACK METAL!!! (darkthrone)

apple music broke :3

i love sean bonnette ✩

cuckcuckballfuck

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I WILL NEVER LET IT GO

ZERO (Smashing Pumpkins)

new song 1.wav about global warming or something 
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lyrics

every single day it's just more of the same

is it a struggle cause it's not what they say

should we be grateful that it's all gone our way?
  


if we just break down in a heart beat ?

all fine it's good night it ain't about you
  
cause they don't care until they might see

setbacks in their plans and all that they do

if you do break down and you can't sleep

sweet dreams i'll catch you if you see me

and if the future isn't safe then

i guess the present's not a bad end


if you feel cold when you're alone

numb until the break of dawn

can i keep you on my phone ? i just

i don't know

if there's another life

why do we suffer for it

all just for a

taste of heaven


would you lie if no one noticed

would you crack right in the moment


everything created
 
is chaos animated

if we're all sinners then we're saintless


put it on my tab cause we're dead in a few years

spend and spend and spend i can buy my friends a few beers

i ain't living lavish cause i'm living with my own fears

i just wanna do what i want and i 


spending all night just thinking maybe i should die alone

5 years later i can't help but think that i was wrong

hundred tracks but i still can't drop a fucking song

22 now i'm finally dropping all these bombs


front to back like a palindrome

full stack and you better know

i wrote every letter bitch 

i even got the envelopes


if you wanna play im just someone that you can't ignore
every shot like klay it's a splash in the ocean though

if you come closer feel my heart beat

if you come closer then you might be

if you come closer feel my heart beat

are you the one i think you might be

heartbeat [prod. novander]

Wage Wars Get Rich Die Handsome

A compilation of instrumental demos I made in my bedroom.  (2019-2022)

Leash The Swan

The Baby Panda

The Baby Panda (feat. Laura Stevenson)

moment (official) (real)
ep soon :> mixed by rau < 3 

hit me,
think i can't accept it but believe me,
nobody can hurt me if it's all a lie, do you understand?
then just hit me here, right where i am standing

hit me,
think i didn't notice how you fleeced me?
told me that you need me but you
know inside you don't want me 'round
how you pray to god that you might be found

one day you'll know me by name,
was there ever any moment
you ever really noticed?

i don't even really care,
everything still unimpressed
(go find out, yeah go find out yeah)

i don't even really know
where the fuck i'm gonna go
(go find out, yeah, yeah)

some say, what's your next move?
kept my thoughts clean, and my mouth too
how my lips sealed, never found out
now it's, "fuck you, who's the boss now?"

hit me,
think i can't accept it but believe me,
nobody can hurt me if it's all a lie, do you understand?
then just hit me here, right where i am standing

hit me,
think i didn't notice how you fleeced me?
told me that you need me but you
know inside you don't want me 'round
how you pray to god that you might be found

she lives in a lie, you know the rest
i say what i think, and then you sound upset,
too close to the sun, i guess that's my fault
too stuck in my head, and not in your arms,

too late now it's over,
now when i go out i'm always sober
living in a dream was just another way to say it,
i just think that i won't make it out alive, alive

find a way,
know i'll find a way
feel i'll find a way,
i cross my heart hope not to die

hit me,
think i can't accept it but believe me,
nobody can hurt me if it's all a lie, do you understand?
then just hit me here, right where i am standing

hit me,
think i didn't notice how you fleeced me?
told me that you need me but you
know inside you don't want me 'round
how you pray to god that you might be found

hit me !

Disposable Everything

A Thought of You

I Hate Rock and Roll Again

I Wanna Be Your Dog 2

Schadenfreude

Strawberry (Probably)

Outlook

takeUdown out now!! vice cityyyy
NOW on spotify: https://spotify.link/VcrGVB5YmDb

lyrics:
far now, swear that i was over you 
by now, but maybe i'm just in my mood 
my, my, thoughts are getting old now,
out my head, get out of my head now,

and they're like 
run, run, little boy, run the fuck away
they'll say, what they'll say, you don't have to play,
it's all fake, fake, write it down, if you wanna stay
throw it back, with another punch attached, on the way  

used to have to get down on my hands
need to pretend, burdened my back
you wish you knew me then
now i'm old, getting older
21, need composure
     
and i don't wanna fuck my, life up 
but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take your, life down

but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take you--

yeah, what the night seen?
hiding in the dark, hide it from the right scene
cut it out clean, wouldn't let them all know
fill your eyes up like a laser light show

they be telling me
run run, run away, you don't wanna know
you don't wanna find out where you're gonna go
it's a rat race in the ground, sky's the limit
one in a million like you found the golden ticket

far now, swear that i was over you 
by now, but maybe i'm just in my mood 
my, my, thoughts are getting old now,
out my head, get out of my head now,

used to have to get down on my hands
need to pretend, burdened my back
you wish you knew me then
now i'm old, getting older
21, need composure

and i don't wanna fuck my, life up 
but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take your, life down

but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take you--

written by: vice* 
additional writing by: sebastian kidd
produced by: vice*
additional production by: novander
additional guitars by: novander
mixed by: novander
mastered by: vice*

takeUdown

tell me you're alright. (fête de la musique ver.) feat vice* & D.Vaughn

fête de la musique ver. reprod by: Timy Dior

I Hate Rock and Roll Again

AJJ