you don't care, so i don't care 
i don't love, so you don't love 
you're lying. 
i'm inside your head residing. 
and i
kinda feel trapped in here 
stuck in the atmosphere 
walking through every door 
damn there's no map in here 
i bet my bath's run cold 
please let me out of here 
oh yes i love you. do you love me my dear?

we can quit all the lying
it's kind of a headache,
kind of just really a drag.
we can stop the pretending 
it's hard to ignore
but i know i'm the best that you had.

don't try to run,
you know that i murder for fun.
i'm your angel of death but i feel like i'm escanor, thinking bout uppin the sun.
let my rage build up and my hate build up
and baby that's who i become.

you don't care, so i don't care 
i don't love, so you don't love 
you're lying. 
i'm inside your head residing. 
and i
kinda feel trapped in here 
stuck in the atmosphere 
walking through every door 
damn there's no map in here 
i bet my bath's run cold 
please let me out of here 
oh yes i love you. do you love me my dear?

we can quit all the lying
it's kind of a headache,
kind of just really a drag.
we can stop the pretending 
it's hard to ignore
but i know i'm the best that you had.

i will roam your head forever

hold this close and don't let go

sick of me

music video : https://youtu.be/9Sskws-_MNg?si=J3w0UIviunfloOXS

disappear

with every day that passes by
i can't help but fall deeper and deeper in love with art and how much freedom it offers me
these 7 songs that I have crafted for you depicts how I have been navigating through all my emotions within these twisted days and sleepless nights
i hope no matter who you are, that you can enjoy this

i heart you
-a

stalker

ZENTHEGHOUL - gameover

lyrics:

said i miss your cigarette
leak blood and your wrists sore
it's not over yet

aww
i'm addicted too
i still stalk your page
i'm a creep for you

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

leave you with your wrists bloody
won't you let me pull it out of you
hate it all of the sudden
something i cant ever stomach
even if i ever could
i dont wanna fall apart
lord knows i ever should

then you'll meet the rifle
nothing left to cry for
wasn't my fault
now you're all gone
aww

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

skin

[Intro]
As it slipped through my hands
And I try to make sense
I don’t know
Why I can’t keep control of my thoughts
And my relationships exhausted
I tried
I’m trapped in my mind

[Chorus]
When I told you I’d rot
And my brain sort of stopped
I’ve been losing my patience
Been locked in my basement
I’m pulling out hairs that been stuck to my brain
I don’t know

[Verse]
Close your eyes
Talk to me
How to waste your time
(I don’t know)
I can wait
It’s hard for me
It’s hard to switch sides
Think I’m losing my mind
And I’m losing myself
All of these faces keep changing
It’s bad for my health
I know I’m tired of being anxious
I’m tied up being someone I’m not
I know it’s wrong

[Chorus]
When it’s over, it’s not
And that pain never rots
I’ve been losing my patience
Been locked in my basement
I’m pulling out hairs that been stuck to my brain
I don’t know

Demon

Lyrics:

What's the matter?
All these voices won't leave me alone (Ooh-woah)
I'm a peasant, I know it, I feel so annoying
Don't mind me, I'm writing my note
And it said I'll meet the pistol
When you're dead, nobody misses you
To the head, I'll make it critical
All the problems you have are so minuscule
Baby, I just can't help, I promise I'm into you
I won't lie, I'll make everyone watch us heal
Shotgun loaded and caught, for real
When you're drunk, what's one more shot?
On the floor and my heart done stopped
I'm on the news like "Who would've thought?"
And I try to be perfect, I'm not (Fucked)
Maybe they'll care when I'm gone (Fuck)
Maybe they won't and I'll rot
I'll die for you more, die for you, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, oh, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
'Cause all that I gave, was it not enough?
(You never change, you never-)
Call me insane but you know that I love you, 'cause
(You never change, you never change)
Watch the sun freeze, filling up a shot
What if I'm dead? (What if I'm dead?)
Now we're all red (Now we're all red)
Tell you I tried, maybe start over
Why you not call?
Was it not taught?
Just to keep running from my thoughts
Plucking on this clover 'till my luck's gone
I won't lie, I'll make everyone watch us heal
Shotgun loaded and caught, for real
When you're drunk, what's one more shot?
On the floor and my heart done stopped
I'm on the news like "Who would've thought?"
And I try to be perfect, I'm not (Fucked)
Maybe they'll care when I'm gone (Fuck)
Maybe they won't and I'll rot
I'll die for you more, die for you, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, oh, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
'Cause all that I gave, was it not enough?
(You never change, you never-)
Call me insane but you know that I love you, 'cause
(You never change, you never change)

stalker

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