Spinal Fluid On The Walls [Gutsmutt RMX]

Spinal Fluid On The Walls [DJ Grief RMX]

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Spinal Fluid On The Walls

Spinal Fluid On The Walls [Sludge Pit Mix]

New. Started using Fruity loops again. My mind is in your mind now.

you're full of it 3

New Fruity Loops track. Your heart is my heart...yummy. Took me two hours to make this. Imagine what I could do in a week.

fix you all now

all longsuffering,

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,

The song was conjured from the quiet lives of objects, and drawers, keys, and letters were allowed to speak without voices. Gestures were folded into shadows, and almost-moments were carried like whispers that had been breathed into the air. Cups trembled, faucets hummed, and sunlight was invited to linger where it had not been asked, all of it shaping the inheritance that had been hidden in plain sight.

Absence was listened to, and memory was exhaled until it became visible in the tremor of a hand or the echo of a step. Chaos was folded into care, care into learning, and learning into the hum of what had been forgotten. Each micro-moment was allowed to live, contradict, and guide, leaving traces that could be followed without being grasped.

Rising was witnessed quietly, and resilience was folded, lifted, and carried in secret. Inheritance was recognized in the unseen, in almost-actions, and in the hum of things that had been present all along. In that invisible carrying, it was hoped that you were carried too—and that, finally, you rose anyway.

INHERITANCE (CARRY IT ANYWAY!)

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When he maketh inquisition for blood, he remembereth them: he forgetteth not the cry of the humble.

And brought them out, and said, Sirs, what must I do to be saved?
And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house.

NERVOUS SYSTEM
INNER HELL MECHANICS
THE NEW LOW

I’m Anbid Zaman — an artist and activist shaped by displacement, resistance, and the stubborn decision to live fully even when the world tries to make that impossible. I was born in Bangladesh and grew into my voice through grassroots queer organizing, where I learned early that courage isn’t something you perform. It’s a daily discipline.

My journey from danger to refuge changed me without erasing where I come from. I now live in Germany, working at the intersections of identity, migration, and liberation — supporting queer people facing violence while navigating the fragile, necessary work of chosen family, safety, and belonging. What guides me is simple and unnegotiable: justice without compromise, solidarity across borders, and the belief that marginalised voices deserve respect, not pity.

My music carries all of this. The sound is built from testimonial storytelling, emotional minimalism, and atmosphere shaped by memory — the quiet of hiding, the noise of protest, the ache of leaving, the strange brightness of surviving. Every track holds both the weight of lived experience and a hope that refuses to disappear.

I build slowly and deliberately.
I KNOW, SLOW GROWS GLOW.

This is not just expression for me.
It’s continuation.
It’s resistance.
It’s a reminder that our stories carry power long before the world learns how to listen.

albatross666 on  X. dannyswain333 on Instagram. Been making tunes for 30 years. Still no good. :) I'm lofi but FREEEE!

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